Crimson Lotus

-Lizard anon

I would caution anyone to put much stock in the concept of "normalcy"; what determines who is and is not "normal"? It may very well be that existing outside the regular boundaries of what is and is not normal, is normal for you. I would challenge the need to hold yourself to the standards you might apply to others.

Many people find opportunities to try again. Perhaps this time for you is intended to be rest, you can always return to your goals at a later time. There is no race or relay to the finish line. Holding yourself to impossible standards can feel obligatory, but by no means are you expected to fulfill them.

I have 2 brothers, I'm the middle sibling. Its very hard.

My parents are lovely however.

(then we shall kiss)

- Brown Paper Bag anon

I quite like curry, I'm looking forward to it.

- Brown paper bag anon

Well... we don't know each other that well yet. Take me out to dinner first- or let me take you.

It’s no crimson lotus but it’s all I got.

<<looks away blushing>>

I wonder what drives a person to intentionally seek out what it is they claim to dislike. Is it insecurity? Perhaps you're grappling with complex feelings about your affection for me.