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helsinore

Chapter 33 - Rashmi, I'm living on a prayer here,

gonna do this one here as well because it's easier than blueing 5 million skies right now

okay spoilers for 33 below let's give it up for part 1 of pov 1 everypony

but no. Rashmi pov. hello Rashmi. praying for your sanity because ohhhh my God did 32 genuinely eviscerate the fuck outta meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee "Even when she’s not dressed up as one, Kathy looks like a sad, wet cat. Headband askew, makeup smudged, mascara running—she makes for an exceptionally pathetic sight after her altercation with Ru. Kathy stares at the floor for a long time before finally speaking up." lmfaoooooooooooooooooo sorry. *coughs* sorry. sorry. serious analysis time. I do think part of the reason Kathy's escalation shook me deeply is because she is a sympathetic character. I really feel for weird girlies. So when the weird girlies backstab with racism, it....hurts. Even if she's a fictional weird girlie. Here I feel like we can see that like -- Rashmi does afford Kathy a level of humanity/sympathy here. Like. Kathy is not some overbearing monstrous freak or whatever, she's a human woman. And she looks like a sad little wet kitty. But that's -- I mean, that's the thing, isn't it? People who do bad things aren't monsters. They're human. Sometimes, they're even sad little wet kitties. "“I suppose we ought to. It is only right that my actions have consequences, and accountability on my part will be far easier to implement in collaboration.”" remember when caitrtot was like "i'm worried about kashmi" and i was like well i don't think kathy is treating rashmi like a mommy figure? good times, good times -- xisters I was duped. Kathy what the fuck lmao. "accountability on my parent will be far easier to implement in collaboration" she is not your judge jury let alone executioner you attacked her fiancee. kathy. she is not your keeper. "I stare at her. Her words make something snap into place for me. When I saw what was happening, I laser-focused on de-escalating and getting her away from Ru. I didn’t have time to think about my own feelings, about seeing her scream at my future wife, and especially about the words she was screaming. But now that she speaks—collaboration? Is she fucking serious?" tbh this was what I was thinking about. Given Rashmi's background and how she reacts to things, it makes sense she went into shutting down her feelings mode, and attempting to calm down the situation and fix it. But now that everything's not in crisis anymore, and she has been having character development towards facing things head on / being in touch with her feelings....yeah. Yeah. God, especially after all the shit with Mona. "“Why don’t you start by explaining what the hell just happened, Kathy?”" Thank you. "I cut her off with a glare. “You attacked her. And now I’m standing here with soda all over me, listening to you call it a lapse of judgment.”" Genuinely yeah this is like a youtuber apology type pull where you're like "I made a lapse of judgement." Kathy do not pull out the ukelele plz. "Kathy drops her gaze. “I did not intend for this to happen, but I recognize that my actions and intent did not align, and for that I am deeply sorry, Rashmi. Please believe me.”" bbgirl I'm not rashmi but I read the inside of your head last chapter. I know your ass is not telling the truth about this one I know you were filled with the seething hatred of a thousand suns. "I wanted Rupali to understand why Nichole and I must be together, but she simply refused to listen, and—”" girl. "“Is Ru the one who refused to listen, Kathy? Is Ru the one who ignored multiple people around her about the massive fucking mistake she was making? I know my fiancée pretty well, Katherine. That doesn’t sound like her.”" I'm gonna be real ducks if my friend got back together with her abusive ex because I couldn't tell her I would break off my family enforced arranged marriage to marry her specifically and then she decided to scream and throw orange soda at my fiancee I too would be like hey what the fuck. "Kathy refuses to look me in the eye. “Please don’t yell at me.”

"“So it has come to this. Even you have lost faith in me. Then it must truly be the case that there is no hope that I can ever do better.”" I Am Going To Hit You With Toy Plastic Hammers From A Toddler's Playset. I think this is what gets me because like....sometimes when people are abusive, right, like, this is the shit that they pull. I mean, if you've been online, you've probably had that terrible friend who you were expected to single handedly bear the mental health load of. Which -- to be extremely clear -- people who have mental illness will show symptoms. That much is true. Sometimes people will crash out, or lash out, or need support, or need you to communicate in a certain way in order to meet them half way -- you can't expect the person with the disorder to never display symptoms of the disorder. That would be unfair. But it's like......there are relationships where all of a sudden You, Personally, become responsible for managing someone's emotions. This happens offline too, I mean -- it happens when children are parentified and expected to be mummy and daddy's therapist, it happens in DV situations where one partner is expected to "manage" the other partner, so on and so forth. And it's like -- and I don't know if I see this talked about a lot -- it's usually not a case of 'mentally ill' vs 'mentally healthy.' Usually it's two mentally ill people, but one of them is expected by the other one to be Completely Mentally Stable And Bear The Emotional Processing Load. And like, in many cases, there's some marginalization factor here that clues you in on who is societally expected to bear the burden emotionally -- children are expected to bear the burden of their parents, wives of their husbands, and here you have like....Rashmi, a WOC, expected to hold space for Kathy, who is a white woman. A white woman who hatecrimed Rashmi's fiancee. Kathy puts the burden of "meteing out consequences" onto Rashmi, and then tone polices her, and now....this. Like, "there is no hope that I can ever do better," puts the burden on Rashmi to emotionally comfort Kathy. It's like if you've ever had someone pull the "if you do X / don't do Y, I'm gonna backflip off a bridge!!!" It immediately corners you emotionally into this conversation where you are pressured to feel like you have to comfort the other person, even if that person is the one who hurt you/the people you care about. Like, the expectation on Rashmi here is that Rashmi will comfort her and hold her hand and tell her what a good girl she is deep down and that Rashmi knew her true heart all along and that's, like, bullshit. That's just total bullshit. It's emotional manipulation. It's weaponized self degradation. If you truly care about getting better, you have to believe in yourself and like, commit to doing better. Unfortunately, as much as we'd all like to not fuck up, we have to live with the fact that we can and do, and we have to move forward. Because like....there's no other option. TLDR yeah kathy is being on some absolute bullshit here where she's emotionally cornering rashmi into making rashmi feeling like she has to comfort kathy when kathy did hatecrimes as a treat and tbh with you it pisses me off even more because like, I remember kathy's anime monologue about how disloyal rashmi is, like, girl you treat rashmi like dogshit in your own head. Kathy, get a grip. You are not mummy's little girl anymore. "I tilt my head to the side. My hands shake. “With that attitude? Yes." which is why I think Rashmi is fair to say this. Because it's extremely unfair for the burden to be placed on Rashmi to 'reform' Kathy. Like, that's what Kathy is doing right now. She's centering her feelings, her guilt, her fear of abandonment, despite the fact that she attacked a woman moments prior. It's not fair.

helsinore

part 2 of pov 1 i.e. In Which Tumblr User Helsinore Rambles Instead Of Properly Liveblogging

Last time on Dragonboob Z (cups)--- "I tilt my head to the side. My hands shake. “With that attitude? Yes.”

That wasn’t what she wanted to hear, clearly. Kathy’s expression is desperate, pleading.

“Rashmi, please don’t—I wish to do better, I truly do! But if my efforts are not bearing fruit, and if I must do it all alone, then—”" Okay yeah see This is what I mean. Like. Rashmi doesn't center Kathy's feelings in this moment and is like "okay yeah you know what fuck it sure you're doomed" and Kathy immediately tries to backwheel and it's like Kathy you are not in a place to ask for support right now you just hatecrimed that woman's fiancee after betraying her during the Nichole Intervention and deciding she was Not To Be Trusted because of one past infarction that Nichole also committed except Rashmi apologized to you.....................let us be so serious. Honestly it does remind me of this early part in Estro Junkies where (spoilers but like not super huge spoilers but y'know) Ru and Mona have their Conversation and Ru doesn't center Mona's white woman feelings about how Terrible the meeting (where the GSA was dogshit to Tahani and Ru and especially Tahani) went and Mona keeps upping how many tears she's producing from her eyes until some part of her subconscious realizes that she can't cry a river to win here so she starts just saying blatantly awful shit instead. Like, "if my efforts are not bearing fruit, and if I must do it all alone, then--" I'm not even speaking from a high horse I'm not going to begin to pretend like I am a morally pure human being, chat. I am not that man I am not the guy who has never lost his shit so expediently, I am not immune to the crashing of out, I am so painfully just some dude online. I am not holier than thou, I am thee. Or whatever. I'm not the bible either. But like.....I understand that it would be a struggle to deal with this alone. I understand that it would suck ass to have to confront your failings, your internal ugliness, your own cruelty, all alone, and reckon with the fact that you are a bad person who sucked ass.

.....................but you have to. Like, fundamentally, you just have to. You can't ask the people you harmed to tell you you were secretly good and justified all along. You can't ask them to hold your hand and teach you how to be a better person. Kathy rejected Rashmi attempting to help her originally. Kathy decided pre-Nichole Intervention that Rashmi was to be discarded of, that Nichole was The One, and then Kathy made good on that and adamantly betrayed Rashmi during the Nichole Intervention, not giving two shits about what Nichole did to Rupali (who is a deeply important person in Rashmi's life!). Rashmi was worried sick for Kathy's wellbeing and Ru tried very gently to talk to Kathy, to intervene, and Kathy reacted by screaming and attacking her. And now Kathy is acting for Rashmi to make her feel better. To prove to Kathy that Rashmi will be there for her no matter what horrid shit that Kathy does, to prove herself to Kathy. Like, that's what this is. I don't know if I'm describing this very clearly but like -- Kathy is putting pressure on Rashmi here to caretake her and support her No Matter What. And that's.....not okay. That's abusive. And that's the thing about relationships like these. Like. You can really love someone. But you can't stand with them forever. You can't put yourself at risk and your other loved ones at risk -- like, if Rashmi was like 'yeah Kathy, you actually have a true hero's heart deep down'.......Rashmi is out here betraying Rupali, whom Kathy harmed. Rashmi is betraying herself, by staying in this relationship/attempting to caretake a woman who actively was the aggressor in this situation. Like....it's just not fair. And it sucks Kathy is going through it, and that Kathy is sad, but Kathy hurt Ru/Rashmi. Kathy hurt people. Kathy was racist. She cannot ask those same people to help her and hold her hand. That's cruel. You have to pull yourself up by your bootstraps, Katherine. You cannot ask the brown women you harm to mommy you out of this one. wow holy shit that was so much i hit the damn word limit okay. cool.

helsinore

part 3 of pov 1

"“Whose fault is it if you have to do it all alone?” My voice trembles, and my vision swims. “Is it mine, Kathy? Is that what you think?”

“N-no.”

“Good.” I blink back the tears. Not now. Not in front of her. She’s not fucking worth a single drop. “Ru certainly won’t make the mistake of giving a shit again, after how you blew up at her. But I guess I’m fucking cursed or something, because I still do. Despite everything you did.”" again: shoutout Rashmi for being on the money here. Like. No, it's not Rashmi's fault. Kathy's words are putting the fault on Rashmi, implicitly, but Rashmi is not caving. That's good. That's important. Rashmi deserves to protect herself. And you can see how clearly this breaks Rashmi. Like. This is a woman she really cared about. Like, god, this really is how it feels when you have to break up with someone who you realize doesn't actually care about you, or like....not enough to change. Like. holy shit. "Kathy goes back to avoiding my gaze. She nods. “I’m—I appreciate that you have not yet terminated our friendship, Rashmi.”

“Our what?” She’s unbelievable. “Do you seriously think we’re friends right now, Katherine?”

Katherine looks stunned. What’s left of her mascara is running again. “Are you saying we are not?”"

White People.................................................................................................. take a shot every time i say "white people" but it's real white people hours again. Like I just. The complete dehumanization of Rupali. Katherine has dehumanized Rupali since encounter one where she commented on Ru's big boobalicious boobs and how she breasts boobily and it's like actually racism misogyny is not funny bbgirl. And then it's continued. Like. Kathy doesn't give a shitting fuck about what Nichole did to hurt Ru. Kathy literally screamed at this woman, said weird horrible racist shit at her, and threw orange soda at her. Like. She hatecrimed Ru. Someone who is very, very important to Rashmi. And she knows this. And she's jealous, and she's made up a Rupali in her head to get mad at, one who has those Boobalicious Desi Curves and who is Fated By The Arranged Marriage Star Signs To Marry Exotically Her Soulmate Rashmi. Like. It's so gross and orientalist and horrible it's like she walked off the set from Get Out or something like........the reason she thinks her and Rashmi are still friends is because Rupali is not a real human person to Kathy. Deadass. "Breathe. I run my hands through my hair, and try to keep my voice even. “Okay. Let me ask you something. Katherine. Can you tell me, plainly, why I’m so pissed at you?”

Kathy doesn’t reply." oh my fucking god. oh my fucking god. oh my fuc-- "I can’t take it anymore. I let out a scream of pure frustration and anguish. “Why the hell did you stop me from leaving if you won’t even fucking admit it?!”" VALID TO SCREAM. VALID. "“Because it hurts.”

Pounding blood, racing heart, ragged breaths, streaming eyes—it all stops at once. It’s like a cacophony in my head has been silenced. I blink and lower my hands. Katherine is hunched over, hugging herself, rubbing her shoulders. Sobbing softly.

“What hurts?” I ask, my voice much smaller. "

God you can tell that "it hurts" hit rashmi like a psychic knife. Also the way kathy is like. shaking crying so sad or whatever and it's like. yeah okay people can't exactly control their emotional responses but what fucks with me so bad is that even in this encounter where kathy is allegedly going to apologize to rashmi. rashmi got fucking tone policed. rashmi is out here holding back her tears because she doesn't want to cry in front of the girl who hurt her fiancee (and her). rashmi is seeing kathy make herself all small and pathetic and it's like.........how is that fair. how is that ever fair. it's like.......it's the type of shit that makes you not even feel like a person. (it's the power of uwu sad white woman) "“Admitting it.” Katherine sniffles loudly. “Admitting that we were more than friends.”

Her turn to leave me speechless, I guess. I really don’t know what to say. I stare at my own feet. Numb.

She admitted what I wanted her to admit, and I feel nothing." girl......................................... I mean I would feel nothing too girl I feel like it's kind of crazy that she's crashing the fuck out about "what do you mean we aren't friends" and "oh god it hurt ME so bad that i was INTO YOU" when like she abandoned you. she abandoned you. she betrayed you. she attacked your fiancee. she admits it, but it's like........"it hurts me to admit we were more than friends" it feels like you're treating her like your dirty little secret, kathy, it's like.....a complete centering of kathy feelings and no consideration for rashmi as a human being. Which, damn. I did think perhaps Kathy could grow, but she did not grow hard enough. This is the final nail in the final coffin. God fucking damn. I mean I guess I was putting too much hope in her because she was juuuuust learning that maybe she should, like, not expect her desi roommate to do unpaid labor lmfao. "Katherine turns around, facing away from me. “I know that Rupali did not steal you from me. I know that Rupali bears me no ill will, and that she did nothing to provoke me. But I have been trying, desperately, to avoid confronting what we were and what I did, because that would mean acknowledging that…”

She trails off, but I’m not letting her get away with that. “Acknowledging what, Kathy?”

Kathy stops rubbing her shoulders. Her back straightens. “Acknowledging that I threw away our relationship for no good reason.”" Ah. So she admits it. Idk girl it's like okay good. you said it. you said exactly what I fuckin thought. But you knew that. You knew all of that. And you still attacked a girl who wanted to do nothing but help you. You committed to the bit. You still had agency, Kathy. ....I don't even know if she fully understands that she really did throw away their relationship for no good reason or if she's just saying what she thinks Rashmi wants to hear because Katherine has been spiralling for 3980984934 words about how she feels Super Mega Abandoned by Rashmi. "My hands close into fists. “Tell me why. Give me a fucking reason, Kathy. Make it make sense.”

“I cannot make it make sense.”

I grab her shoulder and whirl her around. Her face is completely blank.

“I know that,” I say. “I know that your rationale is going to be stupid, and nonsensical, and contradictory, and maddening. But you have a rationale. You had reasons for doing this, and they made sense to you, even if they were bad reasons. So tell me the reasons, Katherine. I want to hear it. I want to hear why you broke my heart.”" Again very realistic depiction of like end of a toxic/abusive relationship because like. When you still care very deeply about that person, despite knowing how much harm they caused, what you want to know is like -- why. Why did you become this way. What the fuck happened. Why. Why. Why. And it's like. There's not really a good answer or one that will ever justify it, really. Like. There is no good reason. I know Rashmi is clinging to straws at this point, because this is like -- insanity inducing, but like....it's so kathover, I fear. There's no good reason. She didn't see you as a person. She certainly didn't see Rupali as a person. "“Fine.”

She’s doing the thing again. Going from someone who obviously, undeniably cares about me to this frosty, cold, unfeeling exterior that runs away from me every chance she gets. But at least she’s willing to spit it out now."

squints. Kathy switch moment perchance...? (to be clear you cannot blame your racist alter for racism that alter is still also you.) "“Great.” I fold my arms. “I do have to salvage a relationship that actually matters, though, so I don’t have all night. Make it quick.”

“As you wish.” Katherine adjusts her headband and brushes her hair out of her face. “I did not believe you would actually want me.”

That’s it. I wait a few seconds, expecting more, but Katherine remains silent.

“Are you fucking kidding me?” I throw my hands up. “You didn’t believe I’d want you? Is this your idea of a joke?”" i think i would genuinely crash the fuck out. also why the fuck is the burden on rashmi according to kathy's reasoning of things. like. rashmi is always the one who has taken initiative actually. rashmi is the one who made sure kathy ate when kathy was going through it. rashmi doing chores ended up being why kathy did chores. like. oh my fucking god. like. have we considered rashmi, too, might in fact have some insecurities, kathy? have we considered????????????????????? i get being insecure but there really is a point at which kathy makes up a rashmi and rupali in her head to get upset at and project all her insanities onto and like she literally admits with her own mouth earlier that she did this shit for no good reason and its like. so true kathy you really did all that shit because you had fucked up ideas about relationships and you're racist and you consistently gave into your most toxic impulses which include racism and you tripled down and now you expect to be little white girl exonerated about it with the implicit threat of "wahhhh if you don't center me how will I ever learn I can improve as a person" okay who is doing this for the (T)WOC. be honest. ...wow okay gonna hit reblog this is long why is this so long. lol.

solarempress

I think I need to add more actual analysis to My livereacting. Comparing it to Helsinore makes Me think that too much of Mine is just what My particular view on any given moment is without providing any **Insight**, so I'm gonna try to give things more actual thought

Then again, I do My livereacts for My own sake rather than pleasing an audience, so who knows

#helsinore

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Hard to believe a hot woman would just ruin it all by picking fucking Lorna as her name

#sisters of dorley #fucking mildred #stella chatter

salithemage

now i don't know how much of this is projection, but i think part of what's wrong with nichole is that she's not used to being in the wrong. not because she's some paragon of virtue clearly, but because when you do and say as little as humanly possible, it logically follows that you are doing and saying as little to offend anybody as humanly possible. and so since she grew up generally doing absolutely nothing to bother anybody, does that mean she was never in conflict with anybody? no, of course not! she got harassed all the time for literally existing. so she's gotten used to being in situations where if she's in conflict with someone, it's because they're going out of their way to hurt her for no reason at all. but of course, you can't live like that forever. if you're alive long enough you're eventually going to have to start doing things and expressing yourself, and that means at least sometimes fucking up and hurting people. and she has very little frame of reference to even conceptualize herself as someone that can happen to.

and what's interesting is rashmi has lived her life before the story pretty similarly in that way to nichole, and yet she's much more self aware. i think part of that is personality, but i also think part of that is because she's faced not only a lot of what nichole has but also other stress and pressure on top of that (namely, racism and a much more controlling home life). she's been pushed over the edge to the point of lashing out more often throughout her life than nichole has, and while she didn't deserve to go through any of that, it put her in a position where she's much more used to being in situations where she's gone too far, so it's not an alien concept for her to see when she's in the wrong.

solarempress

Really insightful

Time is quite the speedy creature, isn't it? We're already back here, I remember last time like it was ereyesterday

RCBG 33

> Cloudburst

/> Apparently a really big storm. Could be a video game reference. Idk

> Rashmi

/> Starting with the best part. Go forth Rashmi

> Even when she’s not dressed up as one, Kathy looks like a sad, wet cat. Headband askew, makeup smudged, mascara running

/> I feel sorry for Kathy one whole episode later, damn. Not empathy though, merely a sense of justice

> I didn’t have time to think about my own feelings

/> Classic

> But now that she speaks—collaboration? Is she fucking serious?

/> This might not be as good for Kathy as I thought. Chat are We cooked?

> a severe lapse in emotional restraint

/> Pulling out the Logan Paul Special is crazy, are We deadass?

> Kathy refuses to look me in the eye. “Please don’t yell at me.”

/> This might be bad optics as far as Rashmi is involved, but Kathy is completely defeated here. I know that state of mind, I am deeply familiar with it, and I am certain that she cannot do more in this situation

> I can walk away from her, from this, from her endless, incomprehensible bullshit./I stay put

/> I know this looks unhealthy, and for you it's probably damaging, but thank you, Rashmi. Hopeful that Kathy will be grateful in the future

> I’m exercising incredible restraint here

/> Very interestingly, so far in RCBG whenever We've had a conversation where both or neither sides were in the right it just completely failed for Me and I ended up siding entirely with one of the parties. Uniquely, that's not the case here; Rashmi *would* entirely be justified to turn around and leave her. Kathy *does* have a point when she proclaims a desire to be treated softly in a situation where she's already down. Special episode, this one.

/> Nicole's the one who's guilty for all this. She mistreated Kathy into blowing up in that moment, this is all her fault

> Whose fault is it if you have to do it all alone?

/> We'll have better days Kathy fans. It'll get better, I foresee it

> Do you seriously think we’re friends right now, Katherine?

/> [ID: Ralphie from The Simpsons crying out "Stop stop he's already dead"]

> Can you tell me, plainly, why I’m so pissed at you?

/> This should be easy, right?

>Kathy doesn’t reply.

/> Oh...

> She admitted what I wanted her to admit, and I feel nothing

/> *"Cause I haven't felt loved in years"*/ly

> Acknowledging that I threw away our relationship for no good reason

/> We're getting somewhere I think. Hold Hope.

> Going from someone who obviously, undeniably cares about me to this frosty, cold, unfeeling exterior

/> Ice, much like glass

> maestro of orgasm control lesbian erotica

/> Luckily I did not have any beverages around as I was reading this. Tpwrtrmnky would've indirectly caused Me hundreds of dollars in damages at least

> So mission accomplished

/> This is such a bone-smashing, artery-wringing callback, fuck

> Enjoy being with Nichole while it lasts

/> *"I wish things didn't have to end this way! But it is what it is."*/ly

That was.. I should've expected worse. Onwards!

> Nicole

/> Hell

> They should be ashamed of themselves, babe

/> Are We deadass rn? Brad come on

> This org is on such thin ice that it can’t afford more fuckups!

/> I wonder whose fault that is!

> Bench Press Meta 2025

/> Briefly got excited seeing accord users, God I miss actual rcbg content. This bit with the phone is still really funny though

> where it falls to rest right next to Kathy’s

/> Why would Kathy possible leave her phone at Nicole? This is such a basic strategic concept your phone should be in your possession!

> the poor girl she screamed at had to be escorted to safety by a friend and everything

/> Kathy has one person on her side and it's fucking Quinn I would kms

> but she and Rashmi both seem to have a pretty lax attitude towards threats of violence when provoked

/> As far as Quinn is regarded I do want to defend Rupali but this is unfortunately correct given what We've seen

> “Yeah, sure, no need to question this story at all then, if she ‘has her issues’. We can definitely take the second-hand info from a crowded room with a lot of noise at face value.”

/> Fair point. I mean, in hindsight Brad is wrong but with the information they have, fair point

> It takes me embarrassingly long to shake the confusion brought on by that remark

/> Me too I was stunned for a few seconds

> I have to also parse the idea of Brad as a cisgender man and that Quinn and Rupali would have anything in common at the same time, both of them ideas that feel pretty damn bizarre on the face of it.

/> Rare moment where I agree with Nicole

> I think if I just say things are valid I’m at a pretty low risk of any especially regrettable blunders

/> Quite frankly Nicole does not have a Soul.

> I never found time to read a single one of the books Tahani or Ru recommended for me

/> I wonder what compelled Kathy to befriend Nicole in their childhood. Was she different back then? What about the most dronelike unminded (at the time) guy seemed attractive to young Kathy?

>In terms of the caste system, they’re practically fucking white!

/> Interesting. Unfortunately for Quinn this would only apply if this took place in a country that cared about castes

>I’d definitely push back on some of xer ideas about how this works

/> Yeah, so like, I think if a friend of yours or whatever is being wrong and you know it you should point that out regardless of their mood. This is probably obvious to whoever would read this and maybe even to the saner characters of rcbg but racism is still wrong when you're upset

> gives a look that I swear says he’s actually going to do it.

/> Do it, I believe in you! Brad, Brad, Brad, Brad, Brad

> If I was going to, I would’ve done so already

/> Pussy

> I genuinely don’t know if I’m in any position to judge given my recent history

/> You aren't.

> She’s so toxic. Honestly? I almost hope she wins and runs the whole GSA into the ground

/> Even Quinn supports her lmao 100% to 0 landslide

> It’s self-evident that Quinn genuinely loves this community, even when they don’t love xer back.

/> What an awful note to leave on

Well, that was about what I expected. New perspective!

>Tahani

/> Ig bro. This and the previous episode really should've been a single one We go through the same 3 plots and their continuations without much being introduced

> We’re going to get nachos.

/> The teaser! I wasn't expecting anything special and didn't get anything special, so

> like there isn’t a picture of three young desi kids in a password-locked folder on my phone that’s my last shred of sentimental connection to everything that was ripped away from me.

/> Damn. She's less dettached than I thought

> like she’s scared I could dissipate if she speaks any louder

/> Probably accurate

> the streetlamp’s corona

/> Tahani: What can I say? I'm something of a Kathy myself

> Well done.

/> This is a parallel to earlier in this episode where Kathy's in Rashmi's position and Rashmi is in Tahani's. Rashmi fares better, likely on account of the narrative praising her for being empathetic

> Her unwillingness to fight me is getting on my nerves

/> It truly has been a while since Tahani has seen her, huh? Anyone else would've expected this

> Rashmi isn’t making a lick of sense. Or she’s fucking with me

/> An interesting motif this episode is the differentiation of "logic" and how reasoning that's perfectly sound for one person is unfathomable to another. I like it, it's another instance of how vividly different from each other Beth's characters are, something I've yet to achieve in My own work

> Errant squalls swirl it about in cascading waves, buffeting us on all sides

/> That is a lot of literary spirit spent on something as simple as the weather

> They’d stay here all night if I asked them to.

/> Throughout her quests Tahani's managed to gain the most of all the rcbg characters. She has the least personal issues out of the protagonists, is on track to have some sort of position of power, and has a band of seemingly incredibly loyal mates, including fucking Laura the Impenetrable, or at least a hollow shell of what remains of her, but still

> You should join us for nachos.

/> As such, Rashmi stays on a W streak

Stella

Great episode! Well, not great for some of the characters but it was written really well. Let's see what I have to say about those characters

Brad

Sad to see them fall back into their vices. I believe that there's some helping hand out there that can make them see Quinn’s not worth keeping around and grant the result to cast them out forever

Quinn

Glad to see them in ruin, not glad to see they still have a squad of supporters and haven't been completely abandoned. Also is this fucker fr gonna destroy the whole GSA? There's no way they actually have the power to do that... right?

Katherine

Jesus fucking christ. Episode might as well have been titled "Katherine's horrible, no good, extremely bad day" because I haven't seen someone lose this much in the span of a single episode since Hidden Inventory. They'll probably never get along with Rashmi again but

Rashmi

From Rashmi's perspective tearing Kathy away definitively is actually a pretty good move and moment. This as well as her actually managing to somewhat gain Tahani’s forgiveness(which I was 50/50 on) reminds Me of a conception that states luck is conserved, where in order for someone to suffer greatly someone else must be greatly overjoyed. The streak of suffering this episode is compensated by a streak of ascension

Tahani

Like I said, I was 50/50 on how Tahani would react. I was 50% sure it'd work because of Rashmi's seemingly boundless sweetness towards others resulting in a willingness to concede everything(as well as them being narratively favored at the moment) and 50% sure it wouldn't because Tahani has years of grievance all filed and converted into emergent wrath. It's amazing that the winning strategy was this synthesis of the two elements: Rashmi just takes the fire head on. I feel like it's been a while since I've seen her be hurt by anything but the group formed of her Rashmi and Rupali had it pretty rough at the beginning so I understand if there's a long span of time where the universe apologizes

Nicole

I can't believe I placed this as the most important character of the episode, because she isn't, and there isn't anything to say about her. Inert pile of conformism dressed with fascism

Thanks for Reading! Until next time

#rcbg #rcbg 33 #kathy rcbg #rashmi rcbg #tahani rcbg

Pro Tip: If ever in a situation where your words can be used against you, try using language that your interlocutors can understand

#lawyer dog

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On Sisters of Dorley's first chapter and one amazing part of Stefan's characterization is they were such a hermit that the forcefem brigade took two years to get an opportunity to get to them

Love this girl already

#like bro almost lost sight of dorley hall's existence because he had 0 social interaction #ts frying me #sisters of dorley

tpwrtrmnky

rcbg spinoff where Rashmi is allowed to kill people and the narrative makes it clear that she is right to do so

solarempress

Canvas Swarm, if you squint hard enough

#shameless plug

tpwrtrmnky

debasement

[ID: Two-panel comic.

Panel 1: Two cleanly drawn stick people, one green and one grayscale, are saying words.

Green: "I am an unintuitive trans metaphor!"

Grayscale: "Being transgender is bad!"

Green: "You are incorrect!"

Grayscale: "My opinion is unchanged."

Green: "I am aware."

Panel 2: The two cleanly drawn stick people are shown to be standing on a crudely drawn table, while a crudely drawn green stick person is pointing at them.

Real Green: "No I don't look or sound like that. This is really weird who made these?"

Fake Green: "You are transphobic."

Fake Grayscale: "Yes."

Fake Green: "That is bad."

Fake Grayscale: "No."

End ID.]

solarempress

Ptmyg comeback yooo

salithemage

i can't really see kathy being in a happy relationship with any character at this point. even if she hadn't blown up at rupali she was already incompatible with rashmi because she's monogamous, nichole treats her like garbage, and then the only other monogamous characters i can think of are like... mona and emmy? even before mona had done much wrong those two had nothing to talk about with each other, and emmy straight up does not like her

solarempress

Maybe the ultimate resolution for Kathy is learning that romance is not all that and being happy by herself

#rcbg #aroace propaganda #aroace #kathy rcbg #stella chatter

Long time no see!

RCBG 32

#rcbg #rcbg 32 #kathy rcbg #nicole rcbg #tahani rcbg

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Shoutout to Butcher for being a tankier copy of fighter, down to the color

#mewgenics #butcher #fighter

solarempress

The power differential between Gambit and Zodiac is still getting to Me cause like you’re telling Me I can either just bully a guy and his stupid dice to death or walk away with 25 gunshot wounds what the hell

solarempress

This applies doubly so to Rocky Bobo and Infested Pair. Whenever I went up against Pair so far I beat them hitless and then whenever I was faced with Bobo he irreparably crippled My run

Jesus Christ

#tpwrtrmnky #dumpster fire

only-cat-memes

#mewgenics

The power differential between Gambit and Zodiac is still getting to Me cause like you’re telling Me I can either just bully a guy and his stupid dice to death or walk away with 25 gunshot wounds what the hell

#mewgenics #act 2 #gambit #zodiac

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I wish there was a way to randomly pick a tumblr account and go on there the tumblr algorithm is useless

#tumblr #algorithm #asking

Mewgenics Late Act 2 Spoilers

At the tail end of act 2(only have to beat The Moon) and one thing I've noticed is the consistent differentiation between the upper and lower paths. Whereas the lower paths let you know what's going on, thus generally being about raw power, the upper paths always prioritize knowledge. It's less prominent in Act 1(the Junkyard can just be cut through without needing to understand intricacies, but the Boneyard does require experience in order to deal with Dybbuk's bullshit- I Myself beat him on My first try but that's only because I had been overwhelmed by wisps in a previous run so My cats were built to counter them and Dybbuk is basically a big wisp), but the second act puts it on full display: Rocky Bobo being exploitable but only by certain moves, the weather effects, Crater Maker costing you a cat if you don't know about consume's oneshot ability beforehand. It even persists to the end- The Man in the Moon is undefeatable without the understanding that you're not supposed to focus on the hands(which you’re not told about the meteor property of) as well as surprising you with the fact that striking it with melee causes it to eat your cat and its ability to summon aliens

I think this is meant to enhance the roguelike effects. You're supposed to go down first and smash everything in there then use that confidence to endure the multiple attempts required for the data gathering process above

#mewgenics #act 2 #act 2 spoilers

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