》hello shawties! ➼ this will serve as the main masterlist, guiding you through your stay (get it). this is literally our joint delulu space… so be kind pls (ㅠ.ㅠ)
》this is literally the definition of "fine... ill do it myself"... literally was so bored i decided to "be the change you wanna see in the world"
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・・・・・ABOUT SOL
profile ⋮ background ⋮ what’s in Sol's bag ⋮ inside Sol's phone ⋮ inside Sol's closet ⋮ a-z quotes ⋮ likes and dislikes
・・・・・SOL ARCHIVES
Relationships: family ⋮ skz ⋮ friends
Before time: before trainee ⋮ trainee days
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・・・・・ERAS
KOREAN: MIXTAPE ★ GO生 ★ NOEASY ★ ODDINARY ★ MAXIDENT ★ 5 STAR ★ 樂-STAR ★ ATE ★ HOP ★ KARMA ★ DO IT ★
JAPANESE: CIRCUS ★ GIANT ★ HOLLOW ★
SOLO: ME & i
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・・・・・CAREER
brand deals/ambassadorship ⋮ viral moments ⋮ solo songs ⋮ credits
・・・・・CONTENT
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HEY GUYS!! WELCOME BACK TO MY CHANNEL!!! We have so much to go over since last time! All the award shows have passed (I have a video coming out about the highlight of those), BUT i have a compilation of the moments of Soleil becoming a member of every kpop group.
ENJOY!!
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KATSEYE
we all know how chaotic the girls of katseye are… and we all know sol. perfect match honestly. this is one of my fav moments that we recently unlocked. the behind the scenes video from katseye at kcon.
the KATSEYE girls had been excitedly talking about doing a collab with enhypen. sophia was a huge fan, and so they were around the camera talking. but in the background, sol can be spotted. she is just standing there frozen, like she hadn’t meant to walk down that hallway.
she turned around but was face to face with yoonchae, and she immediately bows to the younger girl. they just keep bowing. the video capturing it all in the background.
sol smiles “congratulations on your debut” the korean flowing. yoonchae, frozen and still bowing. “thank you sol sunbaenim”
sol hearing mumbling behind her, she turns now face to face with the rest of KATSEYE. “hello” she starts bowing at the girls, who are returning the bows even deeper. sol laughs, shaking her head. “please it’s okay!” she laughs bowing with them. “congratulations on your debut” the girls all look up at you with shiny eyes, and giggling.
later a cute photo of the group and sol was posted later on the official katseye instagram, and on sol’s personal instagram.
oh sol! our sweet social butterfly!! seeing their relationship now is so cute, compared to their chaotic (yet still sweet) relationship now.
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Eunchae (LE SSERAFIM)
we knew from a brief instagram live that Solmi was going to be featured of Eunchae’s Star Diary!! we also know that eunchae loved sol. so it was cute to see them finally have the chance to meet just them. for a special and long awaited episode of Eunchae’s Star Diary.
special guest of eunchae’s star diary! it was such a fun day for sol. now she didn’t know eunchae that well, obviously they knew each other. (the people have been feigning for lsf x sol) BUT they mainly just saw each other in passing, so when sol was scheduled to appear on the show she was so happy. i mean she had seen and been a fan of le sserafim since their debut. she thought they were just the coolest girls. sol didn't have too many girl idol friends, being in a boy group meant usually collabing with other boy groups, and being in close contact with them. so this was a chance for soleil to finally make some female idol friends.
but the episode was so cute :) (there is a full writing of the Eunchae's Stare Diary)
“but i am trying to work hard today so we can become friends hopefully.” sol tilts her head looking at the girl. “i really want that. i am a fan of le sserafim. and have admired you all from afar.” she admits look directly at eunchae. “so my goal coming here was to win you over, and become your unnie” sol smiles, pink cheeks. (she has a mission)
eunchae blushes not expecting that “oh why do i want to take care of you. it feels like i should be extra sweet to you. but i am a fan of you. i begged to invite you specifically, it was talked about in the beginning before this became a show. so we should take a step in the right direction… solmi unnie” sol smiles giggling holding onto the younger girls arm. (love is real) excited about the cuteness of the girl.
since this interaction we have had many of times of them being together since. it’s actually one of the cutest relationships that sol has with one of her juniors.
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XG
i could've included any other junior group. but i feel like this is a deep cut. and we do not get a lot of public interactions of XG and Sol. BUT I KNOW THEY ARE FRIENDS (delusional) they have to be.
─ MOMENT #1
at the end of the award show, they were all walking around the stage waving. she (in true solmi fashion) got lost from her boys. she knew chan was stressing out, i mean she lost him. granted she was basically being tossed back and forth between all the groups that recognized her, eventually landing with the members of xg. it was such a sight to see. the members aesthetic was so different to everyone there, including sol. they were dressed in all black and kinda punk/goth. and sol was in an all white outfit, and just looks like a fairy. she smiled greeting the group, just bowing, before being taken in by harvey in a hug. it looks like she was getting scolded for greeting them like that. (because they are friends??)
she was just walking with the girls, greeting STAY and ALPHAZ. solmi walking around and "introducing" STAY to harvey and the other members. (so cute) she just walks around with the girls, not knowing that sktraykids was walking around the stay looking for her. (sol didn't even look for her group, she was so locked into XG)
─ MOMENT #2
sol is standing on stage at music bank, she just had her solo debut for ME & i. (what an amazing album) she was promoting little miss, and she was in the background with other idols. we can see her standing next to maya, and she is smiling at her. and leaning on her shoulder.
"amazing song, we need to film a challenge video" sol is seen to say, smiling to maya. "i also really love rock the boat, i love it. like please feature me soon"
when the winner is announced we can see sol and xg clapping, and when they walk off. sol is hugging all the members, and then sol walking out talking to the members. the only memory of this is posted on maya's instagram. a selca of all the members together, with soleil in the middle smiling.
the only other moments we have had together of XG and Sol is during fashion events. and then the sighting of Solmi and the Kang siblings at XG-chella (coachella). BUT im holding on!!!
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NEXZ
honestly i need to make a whole video on game caterers. or just the higlights. i love
“soleil~sunbaenium” she whips around, sol had been walking over to get more pizza from their dinner break. she had been chatting with everyone and was excited to recharge her social battery during the break. (poor sol) “you looked really cool out there” she smiles seeing her juniors, nexz. “oh thank you” she smiles walking with them back to her tent. “yeah i really liked how you were yelling at pd na.” (getting harassed by her juniors) sol blushes, laughing “okay okay. enough”
the younger boys following her like ducklings back to the picnic table in front of her tent. she looking up at all of them. "well. are you gonna sit down... or do you have something else you would like to say?" the boys just shake their heads and walking away. towards her tent where the other boys are sitting.
"talking to solmi?" chan said, leaning in and offering the group some PEPERO. (stray kids x pepero) "she is so pretty is person" one of the boys mutters to the group, glancing back at sol who is sitting eating her food, listening to music. (what an introvert) "yeah she is" i.n says smiling.
the boys quickly move on talking about NEXZ cover of walking on water.
i hope we see more of these boys and her in the future!! i mean they are the cutest!!
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WELL GUYS?!?? UGHHHH I LOVE OUR PRINCESS!!! she is so brave, and one of the many icons of social anxiety, and introverted. i mean cmon how many of you guys knew she was an extreme introvert. like REMEMBER WHEN SHE DID A MBTI QUIZ... SHE GOING 95% INTROVERT.
but thank you for watching this video!! be sure to like and subscribe, and i will be back soon! love you!!
background: sol alone appearance on Eunchae Star Diary!!
a/n: the pink is eunchaes talking in the beginning. and the small parentheses is the video captions. also this was loosely based on the ep. where DINO was on.
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Eunchae's Star Diary! Today I invited Stray Kids senior, the only girl Sol, among the people who I really want to meet! I will do amazing today, and have fun! Fighting!!!
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eunchae stands in the jyp building, she is in the lobby holding her camera. and also is surrounded by her management and camera crew. she had been walking around in a circle, just looking around. (so shy, manchae!)
"hello!! today we are going to see someone very exciting! and it's is even more exciting that we aren't in our usually location. isn't it strange that we are in a new space?” she pans the camera around the lobby. (ooo pretty) “it is my first time in the JYP building!" eunchae smiles "i can't really introduce you to anything here, but when our guest gets here then she will guide us to our room."
just then sol appears, getting out of the elevator, and walking into the lobby. smiling and waving at the camera's, face flushing slightly. covering her face and turning around, taking a deep breath and walking towards her junior. "hello there" (a pretty new older sister for our manchae)
sol and eunchae just look at each other, bowing. eunchae dressed very cutely. and sol dressed like a princess. in a baggy knitted jersey and a denim skirt, with some uggs. (they are kinda matching)
as the two girls walk together, sol is just looking at the ground, walking to familiar path to the Stray Kids practice room. she ever so often glancing at her, as eunchae films them walking down the hall. "have you ever been into the JYP building before?" sol's ears are pink, as she stares in front of her.
"no this is my first time" (our first time too) eunchae smiles, as they finally arrive at the notorious JYP practice rooms. eunchae panning the camera around. sol getting her mic put on her. then turning to eunchae says, “let me give you a tour" sol says. "honestly there is usually a lot in here, but i think they boys cleaned up because i said i was going to be filming in here." (she keeps them in check) eunchae films the nervous solmi, who is just awkwardly moving about. "oh but i can show you my locker"
eunchae just nods, recording sol. "so this is a secret between us okay." sol winks, joking. opening her locker. "dont film the bottom half, that's hyunjins half. BUT i have just my bag, and clothes. and..." sol holds a cute little plushy in her hand. "solarz and miffy!!" sol laughs smiling, then just looking away.
"um. i like to think they give me strength" sol laughs. showing off the two stuffed animals. (are we sure she is a senior idol?) solarz is in mini form, her skzoo. "but um yeah. i think that's the entire tour." she smiles, handing eunchae her solarz plush.
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soleil and eunchae are sitting on the little mat, that is a key point in the star diary series. (the silence is killer) "now we clap." eunchae says looking at the older girl. sol just tilts her head, nodding. following eunchae into the clapping. "yayyy!!" sol hums smiling. as they start filming. eunchae smiles looking to the camera. "she is finally here!! a long time coming!" she claps looking over at sol. sol just smiles looking back at the girl shyly, and looking away.
"you are back with the ATE album" she claps. "yes, we are" solmi smiles, clapping. playing with the miffy stuffy that is sitting in her lap. "can you tell us about the album a little." eunchae looks at her.
“yes!” solmi nods, taking a deep breath. reciting her speech from memory. “stray kids is back with our mini album: ATE!” she does a little pose biting her finger. sol looks over at eunchae, making eye contact as she talks. “ATE shows our chill and latent energy, while still keeping things engaging. it definitely holds a lot of firsts for us and isn’t a style we have gone for in the past. and we explored a lot with the genres of the B-side tracks to make the album more diverse.” sol nods. “so it is definitely different but we hope STAY will love and support us” sol holds her hands out to the cameras, as if talking directly to STAY. (do you hear that STAY?)
eunchae nods as she gets more comfortable. "is there a part you especially like?" “of the album? (of what else?) well i really like the song stray kids” sol fixed her hair. “i think it has showcased our unity as a team together. and our journey together. it makes me emotional honestly. and selfishly i really like my parts in thy song.” she giggles to herself. (who wouldn’t love her parts) before snapping out of it and going back to a neutral face. she is still shy.
eunchae nods, her doe eyes following her seniors movements. as she looks back to her diary for the next questions. “you are in the vocal team right? is there a performance you especially like?" sol smiles. “i love being in the vocal team. but we don’t typically perform in “units”. we have before, but not typically. but my favorite “unit song” i’ve sang in. hasn’t been released yet.” sol smiles at the little teaser, spoiling a comeback. (SPOILER!!) eunchae leans in smiling “a spoiler, are you allowed to do that sunbaenim?” sol looks at her. “please call me unnie” sol teases, the now pink faced girl. (so bold) “i’m not the best with formalities, so it’d be nicer. but all up to you.”
(manchae deflects) eunchae skips over the request, much to soleil’s disappointment. trying to keep the show moving. “we appreciate the spoiler. if you weren’t in vocal team, which would you want to be in?” soleil just hums, disappointed at the use of a formal tone, but thinks about the question. looking at the blanket on her lap. “well i am a dancer, STAY knows this by now. but i was a trained professional dancer (we have seen the videos, and are her #1 fan!) before becoming an idol. so i would probably want to join the dance team. but selfishly i would want to join 3racha.”
sol just sits up, “they write and produce our songs. and i really think it’s super cool. this is too hard. i would want to be apart of all the units.” sol puts her face in her hands. eunchae humming, “oh but that’s why you are the ace? no?” (flirting! jk) sol covers her face blushing “too kind” sol looks down.
“not to be too direct” eunchae sits up. “but i thought you would be more.” eunchae stops, trying to find the word. “extroverted? what’s your mbti?” sol just nods laughing, she knew this question would be coming. “infj. 90% (90??) introverted. i know” sol says looking at the shocked face by her junior. “i feel like such a liar when i say that, but it’s true!” eunchae makes a face, “oh well i wasn’t expecting that. you are praised on being the social butterfly? how is that?”
“it’s hard.” sol hum. “i am very introverted but i have moments when i push past that and show off a very extroverted persona. i love to make new friends, (ILL BE YOUR FRIEND!) and i am usually surrounded by a very extroverted group. which makes it easy to copy them into being extroverted. but its hard when im alone.” soleil hums, looking at the girl. “but i am trying to work hard today so we can become friends hopefully.” sol tilts her head looking at the girl. “i really want that. i am a fan of le sserafim. and have admired you all from afar.” she admits look directly at eunchae. “so my goal coming here was to win you over, and become your unnie” sol smiles, pink cheeks. (she has a mission)
eunchae blushes not expecting that “oh why do i want to take care of you. it feels like i should be extra sweet to you. but i am a fan of you. i begged to invite you specifically, it was talked about in the beginning before this became a show. so we should take a step in the right direction… solmi unnie” sol smiles giggling holding onto the younger girls arm. (love is real) excited about the cuteness of the girl.
eunchae just smiles, continuing on with the show. “so unnie.” sol cutely swats her arm. "who in your opinion has amazing duality?" eunchae reads. “i mean you have some of the best duality.” sol nod, tapping her chin, thinking. “dare i say ms.eunchae?” sol gestures back to the girl. “you are so cute and baby off stage, and so powerful on stage. it’s like whiplash. in a good way of course” sol had managed to put her hand on top of the girls leg at some point patting it affectionately, before pulling away. “you are definitely number one on my list.” sol nods proudly. (proud of our manchae)
“you remind me of my unnies. they always care for me like this in interviews. i think you would like them a lot.” eunchae says. “i’ll have to get us all to meet up sometime, hopefully.” “i think that’d be sweet” sol blushes “i need more female friends. i’m always surrounded by the male idols” eunchae perks up. “speaking of which, how is it being the only girl in a ‘male-idol’ group? is that what you all call it?”
“it is technically a co-ed group, but we just call in a boy group. we don’t really think about that tho. most people forget that i am a female a lot honestly. which is..” sol just sighs, staring at the ground. “but i wouldn’t trade it. i love it.” sol nods. “has it always been good? wasn’t it ever hard? joining anything other than a female group had never even been something i every imagined. so it’s still something crazy to me” eunchae says.
sol sighs, just looking at her hands. “it’s like getting to know anyone. it was hard. we didn’t see eye to eye. and then some people had to get over the fact that i was a girl. i am fortunate to have a bigger group, so there was always someone to lean on.” sol twists her bracelet. “and also i came from working and being on teams with all genders so it wasn’t that BIG of a transition for me. but it took a lot of patience on my end. for the boys to get used to.” sol nods. (she is so brave, what an inspiration)
“im just happy to be so close to them nowadays. it makes my heart so full to have such a happy and loving group to call my family.”
eunchae just smile, nodding. really soaking up the answer she said.
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"so when we were told STAY that you were going to be featured on this show, they jumped to send in questions. you are their princess." eunchae smiles looking at her senior, with pink colored cheeks.
“the first question is: baby eunchae + real (fake) baby solmi how does it feel to meet another baby?" eunchae reads looking back up to solmi. playing with the fuzzy pen she has. eunchae takes a moment to answer, soleil just paying extra attention to her. (love) trying to learn everything she can about eunchae, before the answering is turned over to her. “STAY is convinced somehow i am the maknae. which makes out maknae very upset, he has to be the favorite and best maknae” soleil smiling a thinking of jeongin’s antics. “but if STAY says im the baby, then it must not be a lie? because they would never lie. but i think its weird, maybe? truthfully i am not the baby, i never have been.” solmi shrugs.
looking over at eunchae, noticing her bangs messed up and some hair in her face. sol tucking the younger idols hair out of her face and smiling at her (flirting), “do you like being babied by your members?". eunchae just looks away. "i would never say this to them, but yeah. i do like it. i wanted to debut as the maknae, so this is everything i wanted" sol just nods. "how about you? do you like being babied by the members?"
sol hums, furrowing her brows” do you think i get babied by the members?" immediately causing eunchae to nod, "from when i see you all existing at awards and such. i think you are treated like a princess and maybe babied. but it is sweet” sol smiles, her face flushing.
“second question reads: le sserafim and stray kids are both such powerful groups. is there anything you would ever want to cover one day?"
eunchae hums. "when you think of le sserafim you think powerful. i know i want to try a cute and bright song. so maybe something like awkward silence?” sol nods, "that’s a good one!! i love that song! that one is so old. i didnt think you would know that one.” eunchae just nods “i think you guys would do amazing at that, but oh gosh what do i want to cover." sol hums looking up at the sky, as if the answer is on the ceiling. “well selfishly i think it would be funny to see the boys performing perfect night” sol laughs crazy, falling over on eunchaes’s shoulder. patting her eyes from her tears that formed from how hard she was laughing. eunchae tries to be encouraging “i think you all would do amazing at anything you all try.”
sol blushes “thank you. but seriously, maybe trying something like flash forward? or swan song. i think it would be fun to show off our duality. i think we sometimes get pidgeon holed into being a loud music group. but i think we are so much more than that.” sol smiles sighing, “i also think it would be amazing to see the boys dressed in a softer aesthetic.” she looks off as if she is imagining it. “it sounds amazing”
"third question: princess sol! one girl between 8 loud men. how does she do it? eunchae sits eagerly. “princess solmi, how does she do it?”
sol pushes eunchae away “ahh you tease me” she puffs her cheeks, and smiles. “well princess solmi. practices patience. and knows that she is in good hands with boys that love her. but mainly the patience”
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"well it is time to end eunchae's star diary" they clap together. "how was your experience?"
“well baby eunchae, is an excellent host. i am very happy to have gained a new baby sister. even tho i am very awkward, she managed to make me look so good. which i am forever grateful for. i loved getting to spend time with her, she has won my heart completely. i cannot wait until the future when i can take her out. and get closer. thank you so much for allowing me to join you. and i wish nothing but the best” sol reached over and hugs her gently, pulling away. the two girls just smiling at each other.
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today i met with the ultimate power house! an inspiration and someone i am happy to finally be able to call unnie!!
album exploring her personality. i like to think that its the concept of being just a girl. and how being just a girl is so much, it encompasses anything and everything. more than just the stereotype would think.
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・・・・Track List
RUDE!- hearts2hearts
not my name -illit
attitude- ive
mean girls- katseye
little miss- girl set
・・・・CONCEPT PHOTOS
・・・・MUSIC VIDEO SHOOTS
⤷ rude!
⤷ not my name
⤷ mean girls
I think the music video is very much that she is walking around filming herself. There’s clips that cut in and out of different childhood memories of her as a kid, but it’s mostly just a video of like a lip sync. Of just things that she filmed while she was home back in America.
・・・・Sol’s Promo Outfits
⤷ attitude
⤷little miss
・・・・Sol’s Photo Cards
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a/n: i think honestly the title track would probably be rude! or little miss. but i wanted to include content for all of the songs. so that's why the two tracks that done have concept photos have outfit photos from promos!
background: this is the final episode of the show. and sol was graciously invited (?) back.
context to where we are starting: sol arrives after TXT members; soobin, yeonjun, and taehyun. she was only in town for a few days, she had to come home for some solo content, and managed to sneak into this show.
a/n: i am going to say that this was filmed around the same time as the episode that sol was on 'your fav's fav'. because it'll be better for the story. parenthesis are editor notes!!
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the scene can only be described as chaos. the drinking was in full swing. game after game. youngji yelling. (i mean of course) what can you really expect.
a crackling over the walkie talkie is heard. “YAH. YOUNGJI." youngji's head whips to the walkie talkie. "WHO IS THIS" (she wasn't expecting another guest. she had planned out guests) "when did you upgrade to out of your apartment" youngji just looks at the boys. "unnie?"
the boys are all just looking at each other. they were still feeling awkward from the energy, and also the humiliation of the games. they most definitely were not expecting another guest yet. all just stare at each other.
"YAH WHO IS THIS" youngji storms towards the screened in door.
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sol is smiling. (our princess) she is dressed in very casual clothes, sweat pants and a zip up. (she prepared) sol is talking to the camera. already blabbing about how excited she is to see youngji. "yah. i brought her a gift. i am such a good unnie!" (surprise guest!!. so glad she could join us!!) sol is walking down the road the dark road to the building. she is singing to herself (is she already drunk), and holding a gift and a small cake. "i am crashing her party.. hehe" (is she proud of herself?)
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"UNNIE? IS THAT YOU?" younji yells standing at the screen door. sol giggles, walking up the steps. entering the filming space. appearing on the camera (beauty queen) "WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" youngji hugs hers, before backing up and running away around the room. neither girl acknowledging the boys in the room.
"i had to come home for some solo work, and then get on a flight for tokyo." sol smiles, handing younji the gift she brought. "YOU BROUGHT ME A CLOSING GIFT" youngji glares at the boys. "of course you did, such a sweet unnie." sol nods, handing youngji the small gift.
sol nods. bowing greeting the boys briefly (she just saw them), "well of course didn't everyone?" sol looks at the camera confused, smiling.
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(they did a lot of extra yapping... we had to skip a lot)
sol is now sitting between soobin and youngji. “soobin, long time no see.” sol smiles, winking at him. “noona stop” everyone is just staring at them. the energy is confused (so am i?) "you two know each other?" youngji asks.
neither hear her. “YOU ARE STILL CALLING ME THAT” sol giggles fanning her face. (friends already?) "um yeah. we did a project together, yesterday actually." soobin shyly leans away from the girl. sol leans across him, not caring about his personal space. (friendly girl!) sol laughs dapping up yeonjun (‘99 line!) and awkwardly bowing to taehyun. "hi. sorry" (the people's social fairy)
“what are you doing here unnie” youngji says, serving sol a shot. “i had some scheduling in between tour stops. we fly to japan in two days?” (so grateful she took time for our show) youngji immediately bowing to sol. "get up, stop" sol laughs, embarrassed. downing the the shot. “but of course i had to fit my friend into the schedule.”
"please open your gift. im sorry it was so late notice" sol shakes her head, as soobin makes a drink for her to sip on. sol has always been known to love gift giving, and rumor has it she was pretty good at it. youngji gasps, "UNNIEEEE SO PRETTYYY" sol smiles just watching her. "do you like it?" youngji shows off to the camera her gift. the staff all aweing. it was a very beautiful thin watch. super elegant and pretty.
"good. i was gonna give it to you for christmas. but i don't think ill even be home. so i just wanted to give it to you early." sol sits back smiling. "it's no big deal, i also brought you a little cake. with a little candle, if you want to blow it out. you don't have to" sol blurbs out, getting embarrassed for some reason. (we love a thoughtful girl) sol immediately sipping the alcoholic drink soobin made for her. "shut up. i love it."
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(they spent some time playing games and drinking) sol leaning on soobin, “yah i didn’t know you were so good at these games soobinnie” she reaches over and pinches his cheek. “we will have to drink together again” she hums sitting up, soobins face turning pink. (is this flirting?) “solmi unnie stop flirting, and drink” youngji says, handing her a drink.
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a crackling over the walkie talkie is heard, again. youngji immediately shoots up. "omg just wait here." she motions to the boys. standing up and grabbing sol to bring with her. "UNNIES, HURRY UP IT'S SO AWKWARD IN HERE." sol just makes a confused face to the camera, as she is dragged outside. "i didn't think it was awkward in here" sol mumbles on her way out. (oh sol) the boys who were left immediately blowing up, claiming it wasn't awkward, and feeling hurt that youngji didn't greet them like this.
sol looks outside. and gasps, "UNNIES" (drunk) sol runs off the porch to meet her TWICE unnies halfway. she tackles them into hugs. "my sweet sweet unnies, i have missed you" sol immediately gets sentimental (drunk) and just walks between them. as the older girls, have her between them smothering her in love. (what good seniors they are) "my sweet soulie" jihyo says mothering her, and cooing at her. bringing her back to where youngji was waiting on the porch.
"unnies" youngji is giggling. "thank goodness" the girls are all just giggling together outside, clearly excited to see one another. the boys pouting and sulking inside.
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lets take a moment to review the state of everyone in the room. youngji (drunk), soobin (tipsy), yeonjun (allegedly tipsy, looks fine), taehyun (somehow sober?), sol (drunk), and jihyo/chaeyoung (sober).
the boys are all greeting the two seniors. youngji is just cheering off in the corner. it is quite the sight to see honestly. "are you already drunk" jihyo covers her mouth laughing at youngji. meanwhile behind her, chaeyoung is being smoothered by sol. (so cute) "soulie" chaeyoung is laughing at the girl. "sit sit sit" youngji ushers.
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everyone is now sat. the boys now all on the right side of the table, youngji on the left, the twice girls across from the camera. sol is technically next to youngji. but currently is sitting between the twice girls. head on jihyo's shoulder, and her hand holding chaeyoung's. (her greed is crazy)
youngji keeps her show going. meanwhile chaeyoung is just cooing at sol. and sol is smiling, eyes closed. pure happiness, the alcohol is hitting her. (youngji gave her a lot of shots earlier)
"well this is actually our audience now, this is the new show" youngji says clapping, referring to txt as the audience. "and our other guest is currently lost?" youngji laughs at sol. "i gave her too much alcohol." (drink responsibly, she is okay. you will see. simply recharging) "poor soulie" jihyo pats the girls head. sol just smiles. making hand hearts to everyone specifically to soobin since he is already getting flustered. “so flirty sol." jihyo laughs putting the girls hands down to stop her from torturing the boy. “yah" sol whines. “i'm just messing with him" sol reaches her hand over to pat his head quickly. (is she always like this) “sol please aren't you an idol” youngji teases the drunk idol. "should we send you home?”
sol perks up registering what youngji said. "i’m just playing it up for the cameras" sol snaps back to life, catching everyone off guard. "part of my charm" she winks, sitting up as if she wasn't just gone. youngji just looks around. "i think we should cut you off.. but okay.” “no need i’m okay!" the group just looks at soleil as she sips a water. “okay. soobin watch her. you are on babysitting sol duties.” youngji says rearranging the seating so sol is next to soobin. “let’s start some games! we have to catch up jihyo and chaeyoung." young yers starting a game no warning.
the drinking games start.
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notable mentions throughout the games:
sol's given nicknames was "drunk".
sol was way too good at the farting noise game (she blamed it on being in a boy group)
it was very clear that sol doesn't have an idol image... she was going crazy
seating changed. (from left to right) youngji, soobin, yeonjun, sol, chaeyoung, taehyun, and jihyo.
honestly an evil seating arrangment. sol is way too good of friends with yeonjun, she was basically torturing him.
it was made very apparent that sol has no presonal boundaries. like for anything. she kept grabbing people's hands, and petting people. (example: held yeonjun's hands for a whole 5 minutes)
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"how'd you choose the members for this wrap party?" jihyo asks. (getting us back on track) in the background you can see yeonjun and sol fighting over yeonjun's hands. "these are people who contributed the most to the show" youngji explains, looking over the cast she has created. the boys immediatley arguing. "THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU SAID EARLIER" (so loud)
sol just smiling. (she is gone gone) not really paying attention. "yah be nice to her." they all are just arguing and laughing over her. chaeyoung hearing her (looking out for her) and just laughing, petting sol's head. "oh sweet girl. what did she do to you. why are you even here." they aren't even paying attention to the conversation. "i had solo content" "aren't you guys on tour" "mhmm flying to japan in two days." chaeyoung and sol just go back and forth (cuteeee. i stan them)
they lock back into the conversation happening around them. "can i ask your mbti?" jihyo starts with the boys. everyone goes through sharing their mbti’s. “guess my mbti.” sol pouts looking at the group. “i wanna know what you guys think, because it’s different since most of you already know me. sorry terry.” sol smiles at taehyun. thinking he should answer the question. “tell me what you think” “oh um.” taehyun smiles sheepishly, as the girl stares at him. sol had a way that she looked at people where it was overwhelming. just the look in her eyes was so much. it felt like flirting. (poor terry) “well you have to be an ‘e’.” he hums. “i mean your entrance was crazy, and eveyrtime we see you backstage you are the same way.” sol smiles happy that she fooled him. “as for the rest um….” taehyun sits up. “okay i think you are esfp.” sol sits up. “really? wait that’s so cool.” taehyun smiles, “did i get it right?”
sol feels bad he looks really excited. and also the rest of the group feels pretty sure about the answer. “do you guys agree?” sol asks the group. most of them just shrugging and nodding. “that’s crazy. no i’m infj. though i can see the confusion, since this is our first time meeting.” sol rubs his shoulder. “oh. that’s so interesting. “yah, unnie it took me a while to see that you were an actual introvert.” youngji hums, leaning over the table.
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as the show wrapped up. only a few things have happened since the last scene. soobin has been heavily babysitting solmi, currently she was being watched over. she had taken off her zip up jacket, now in a shirt of youngji’s face (that reveal was amazing) and being forced to drink water.
also Park Bo-young and Beomgyu had showed up. solmi was just so happy to be here. as sol sobers up (kinda) and the more people arrive her I-personality shows. opting to just sit more quietly, watching youngji host.
“i heard you started a bubble” youngji asks Park Bo-Young. “what do you talk about on there” sol and the twice girls know all about bubble, and they just smile at each other. “oh just useless things” park bo-young says. “right” “exactly” the twice girls add.
“unnie you are always saying crazy things on bubble” youngji turns her head to sol, who is leaning on yeonjun’s shoulder. “yeah what were you saying the other day… you were talking about going on a date with your member”
solmi laughs and sits up “YAH. why do you have my bubble, you are obsessed with me. you wish i took you on a date instead” sol blows a kiss at youngji. cause the table to erupt in giggles.
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after awards and a round of mafia, solmi ended up leaving with the girls. she didn’t get an award (but she did get a kiss on the cheek from youngji) and she also got to lose some rounds of mafia. but it was such a fun last episode of “i didnt prepare anything but”
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dive into stray kids comeback. soleil's visuals in the scenes :)
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・・・・CONCEPT PHOTOS
・・・・MUSIC VIDEO SHOOTS
⤷MOUNTAINS
MOUNTAINS lines — 18 secs.
기세등등 꺾이지 않는 내 pride now. I rule this place nobody can handle me, hands off.
Gisedeungdeung kkeokkiji anneun nae pride now. I rule this place, nobody can handle me, hands off
og. seungmin; [00:46-00:48]
I dominate the ground, the echoing surrounds. Just feel the air vibrating oh so loud (so loud). Mountains, mountains, I step up on the mountains. Ayo
og. leeknow; [02:10-02:21]
If you're feelin' high all hands go up. This is cloud nine we're at the top. If you're feelin' high all hands go up. Ayo (ayo).
og. i.n.; [02:48-02:53]
⤷chk chk boom
chk chk boom lines — 21 secs.
Sick of this life, it's regular. 승리를 너무 과식했지, 배불러.
Sick of this life, it's regular. Seungnireul neomu gwasikaetji baebulleo.
og. changbin; [00:19-00:23]
Filling up my truck, yeah, you want that ride (boom)
Hit you like a truck, I'ma make you fly (hi-hi-hit me with the best one, boom)
og. seungmin; [01:34-01:42]
Boom, vamos, I know that you want it. Boom, chaos, we so catastrophic. Boom, ra-ta-ta-ta, Imma make it. Boom, boom, chk, chk, boom.
Come on, 억눌러 봤자 불필요. 버려 고민들 털고 움직여. 꽉 막힌 road, just take it slow, 여긴 언제나 open, our home
Come on, eongnulleo bwatja bulpillyo. Beoryeo gomindeul teolgo umjingnyeo. Kkwak makin road, just take it slow. Yeogin eonjena open our home
og. seungmin&i.n.; [01:16-01:27]
I got no 잼? You got no 잼? We gotta jam. Look at our jam, come on and 도리도리, 잼잼.
I got no jam? You got no jam? We gotta jam. Look at our jam, come on and dori-dori jam, jam.
dive into stray kids comeback. soleil's visuals in the scenes :)
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・・・・CONCEPT PHOTOS
・・・・MUSIC VIDEO SHOOTS
⤷walkin’ on water
walkin’ on water lines — 22 secs.
흐름이 끊기지 않게 stomp, stomp, make it flow, make it flow, make it go far
heureumi kkeungiji anke stomp stomp, make it flow, make it flow, make it go far
og. seungmin; [00:38-00:42]
따라오려다 숨이 차 우왕좌왕하는 넌 이거 쉽게 봤지?
ttaraoryeoda sumi cha uwangjwawanghaneun neon igeo shwipge bwatji?
og. hyunjin; [01:08-01:12]
On the waves, we just play. We're up here, no hurdles in our way. So stay, join the game. We ain't gonna fall down deep into the water
og. i.n&seungmin; [01:23-01:33]
Crashing waves, but I'll never fall. Everyday, supernatural. Thrashing rain, I'ma bring the storm. This my stage, walkin' on water
og. seungmin; [02:09-02:13]
⤷jellyfish. sol solo. (originally by huh yunjin)
jellyfish lines — 02:37 secs.
highlights
I'm washed up on the shore, what am I searching for?
널 보는 게 그저 좋은 거야
I'm washed up on the shore, what am I searching for?
neol boneun ge geujeo joeun geoya
Just keep swimming, no good reason, 헤엄만 치기에도 바쁨
살기에 별 의미 없음 왜 심장도 없는데?
Just keep swimming, no good reason. heeomman chigiedo bappeum, salgie byeol uimi eopseum. wae simjangdo eomneunde?
prompt: "will you dance with me pretty please?"
wc: 959
summary: drunk sol loves to dance
a/n: i had so much fun writing this like lowk... pls someone request things to write.
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stray kids had decided to get drunk together. they all (and staff) had decided to go to dinner to just eat together, and celebrate. and you know one thing led to another, and now sol is drunk. very drunk. honestly it is more common than you think, not that she drinks a lot. but when she drinks, she always get hammered (mainly because she tries to keep up with the boys). not the best idea, sol.
"oh! look at the stars!! that's orion's belt... i know it" sol is leaning on lee knows shoulder, point up. she is admiring with such awe. lee know scrunching his face looking down at her. "we're inside? those are ceiling lights." he just looks around confused by her. "such gorgeous starts" she mumbles. lee know take this as his cue to bring the drunk girl home.
so the group leaving is sol, lee know, and han (minsung anyone?). they are walking down the street, all of them varying levels of drunk. sol stumbling down the road, her poor idol image (she doesn't have one.... its okay). good thing they are only a block or two away from their dorms.
sol smiles humming, and swaying along the walk. maybe dancing? it is unclear. lee know watching, and checking on her, while he drags han next to him. it was a very peaceful night. they were the only group walking the street. and it was being lit up by a single street lamp on the corner. everything else being lit by the starry night sky. sol smiles, just breaking into a waltz (something she is very familiar with). "sol please we have to bring you home" han whines, sitting on the corner watching her. han huffs, snapping a few pictures of her. maybe even taking note of something to write about this moment.
it was often that the boys wrote music about sol. since she is the closest thing they have to romance, they tended to romanticize their experiences with her. even if they aren't romantically together. and even if han and sol don't necessarily get along all the time. he still thought she was special and loved to write beautiful songs for her. this moment, her waltzing in the dimly lit night sky while they were drunk. just seemed like the perfect moment to inspire some type of emotional song. so he just sits there, lee know sitting next to him. as they watch her. sol acknowledges her new found audience, smiling so beautifully and calm as she does her waltz.
the boys just sit there watching her. it was clear what kind of dancer she was. i mean they knew she was a professionally trained dancer, and they knew she practiced in multiple forms. they had seen it through videos, and in media. but it wasn't very often they saw (in person) just how amazing she way. she didn't get to use many forms of the dance she knew in the studio for her idol life. the only time she danced other styles was when she went to classes to keep up with her dance. but still she looked so effortless, if hyunjin was here he would've described her as ethereal.
she turns her head, out stretching her hand. still obviously drunk, eyes practically closed (but somehow she can still see). "will you dance with me? pretty please?" she whispers out towards the boys, it not being clear who she is talking to. both boys glancing to one another, they know deep down sol is talking to lee know. that is her best friend, and her other part.
they partnered a lot. they danced a lot together. in their off times, they would train and practice choreography. she even becoming an integral part of his dancer friend group, they all often being seen together. it was nice for both of them to have each other, as dancers. but it was also so important for sol, because dance was a foundational piece of her.
she keeps her hand out stretched, as she dances around the boys. even in her street clothes, they somehow make her make her moves look more effortless. just in a simple ruffled maxi skirt, and a tube top. minutes passing with no one joining her. so she pauses, pouting slightly looking at lee know. her eyes finally opening. "i usually don't have to beg.... please don't make me." she holds her hand to him again. "i love dancing with you" she spins away, going back to waltzing around.
that last line does it for him. there is a whisper of a smile on his face, han looking towards him. knowing how lee know is feeling now. "go to her, you know you want to." lee know stares at han, blinking. they having a flicker of understanding, the pair knowing each other better than anyone else (minsung moment). it was sweet how even in her drunkest state she was still thought of the boys. so lee know nods standing up, taking her hand. getting in position, even brushing some of her hair out of her eyes, even though her eyes are still closed (it's the thought that counts).
"thank you lino" she whispers, knowing it's him. she didn't even need to open her eyes. he just smiles a whisper of a smile. "you are an idiot". he dances with her. twirling her around, under the stars. han taking a photo of them, just sitting there watching them. trying to remember this sweet moment he gets to whisper, and writing some things down. it was such a pretty sight.
"there isn't even any music playing" lee know mumbles, dipping her slightly. "we look crazy" he scoffs, smiling before keeping the dance going.
content: i love sibling love.
wc: 1,100
age frame: soleil just turned 18.
summary: soleil's siblings pushing (gentle parenting) her into purusing her dreams.
a/n: the part two is going to be her training and acceptance :)
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“It can’t hurt to apply?” “I mean, what if you make it. You are more than qualified.” "yeah so-so. how cool is it gonna be when we have an idol sister" Sol sits in the middle of her bedroom, her siblings around her, all of them rambling at the same time.
It is quite the sight. The Delgado siblings sure know how to take over the room. Sol on her bed and all of her siblings around her room. Each sibling has their laptops open, all looking through different companies for their sister to potentially join. This was what the Delgado siblings opted to do on the night of Sol's 18th birthday. (a quick age check: Sol 18, Duri 16 ,Lorenza 15, Gabriela 15.) This was perfect because Duri's birthday was in a few hours, so the sibling's were just using the left over time on Sol's birthday to help her.
The Delgado siblings often worried about their oldest sibling. She has always looked out for the other siblings, so they all decided that for her birthday they were going to truly focus on her. They had heard she wanted to try and do more with singing for her career. To try and pursue something where she not only could dance her heart out but also sing. Since she was the most passionate about both. I mean they have been professional working dancers since they could walk, and they knew she loved dance and would be happy with that. But they also listen to her, and one time she had jokingly said becoming an idol would be cool. And even though it was formatted in a joke the siblings, specifically Duri, took it seriously.
Solmi had been debating for a while whether or not she should apply to be a trainee in Korea. It’s not really anything she had ever thought about before. It was more just a passing thought. Maybe a joke once or twice. But it never became something she thought was even feasible until tonight. (having her siblings as hype men... recipe for disaster) Sol knew she wouldn’t be able to apply for something like this the older she got. Being pretty well versed in the performance field, and knowing it is easier and better to get in when you are younger. She just turned 18 today, and her parents were expecting her to go off to college (or go into a professional dance career). But out of nowhere her siblings started having her explore other options for her performance career.
“So-So. I think you should just audition. I mean the worst that could happen, is you get rejected?” Duri says looking through different companies audition processes. “Gabriela and I found one that you can send an online audition in for. Momma and Appa wouldn’t even have to know.” Lorenza looks up at her, turning the screen and showing her.
Sol just looks around the room, it feels like her life is moving in slow motion. She’s always been stressed about what she was going to do for the future, even though she’s had so many opportunities and has so many connection. But nothing has really ever stood out to her before this "idol" path sprung about. I mean, she definitely loves dancing, and would never fight if that was her future career. But it was kind of exciting trying to become a trainee, and possibly be an idol.
“Soulie. I know you might be nervous. But think about it this way you already have your three biggest supporters here.” Gabriela says, sitting on the bed next to Sol. “And think about how fun it would be to get to go to Korea again.” "Yeah So-So! You can see grandma!"
It was kind of sweet this moment that the Delgado siblings were having. I mean, they were often on top of each other, always in every aspect of each other’s lives. But this was a sweet moment where they were all working together for the success of one sibling. It was no secret that Sol struggled the most with her future. I mean, everyone knew that about her. And they all had to just assumed that she would pursue dance professionally. But best believe the minute the siblings found out she was even considering another career path. They immediately had to support her 110% and try and get her there.
“So-So we face rejection all the time as dancers. I know that’s not what you’re scared of. So what is it? What’s stopping you from being your totally awesome self and becoming an idol?” Duri says looking to her. He is sitting on the floor, looking up at her.
“I just don’t wanna leave you guys behind.” Sol was scared of the distance it’ll put between her and her siblings. The idea of going and being in a new country alone was horrifying to her. The idea of leaving her family behind was more horrifying to her. “I just..." Sol looks down, rubbing her face. "I just don’t want momma to be mad at me.”
Sol and her mother never had the best relationship. It was very much tough love. A fight to survive kind of environment. There’s a lot of love don’t get it wrong, but it was disguised and covered up by their professional lives as dancers. You had to look for the love, kind of deal. Since it was tough love and a lot of criticism, Sol tended to take the brunt of the criticism. Being older meant that she had to be better, in her mom‘s eyes. So had to be the standard 24/7 and if she wasn’t then she was ridiculed for it.
“Don’t worry about what mom’s gonna say Sol” Gabriela says petting Sol’s hair. “It’s ok to be selfish in life. It’s ok to think about yourself first. If this is what you really want that it’s worth fighting for.”
Her siblings, start getting ideas together for her audition tape. Solmi just sitting there in silence. She really has never been selfish about anything in her life, even if she was competitive, even if she was a professional dancer. She never been selfish before. Even in little ways. She had always been the first to take care of her siblings. She was always the first to put others before herself. I mean in every aspect of her life she has been selfless. And while it’s admired, it’s sad.
But she really was excited about this new experience. And believe her when she says, she won't go down without a fight.
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prompt: "i just... adore you."
wc: 706 (baby food ez)
summary: just sol and chan things! they are so cute.
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it had been a long week. sol has schedules back to back to back. she was preparing for the skz comeback, her solo debut, and she had been trying to manage what she has left of her social life. safe to say she was starting to go crazy.
she had been sitting in the rehearsal room, it was so late. skz had a comeback coming up, and so they were working on learning the choreo together. sol felt awful, because she came into the rehearsal late AND had only learned it an hour prior through a video lee know had sent her. safe to say it was the worst she has had to date, even if the boys told her she did fine. (what do you expect from a main dancer)
she and chan had stayed late so she could help him with some of the choreo. and so she could solidify the choreo for herself. the other guys leaving only a few minutes prior. sol running it a few times with chan, before deciding to sit against the mirror to watch him run it on his own.
"i think you honestly have the choreo down" she watches him, eyes closing with sleep. chan just doing the choreo for her. "i mean honestly you might have the choreo down better than i do." sol usually was a pretty positive person, but all the boys have noticed she has been crashing because she is run thin due to her busy schedule.
with the music still playing, chan just smiles admiring her. she has her eyes closed as she praises him, even though she can't see him. (he isn't even dancing) and all he can think is.... he really loves her. and he always has. tuning back into her praises, he watches her, she is now just rambling.
"i mean i honestly don't even know the choreo. i learned it through a video lee know sent me. this is my first rehearsal with you guys." she keeps her eyes closed, but hands moving through the steps of the choreo. even when half asleep/frazzled she keeps rehearsing "i don't even think i know the whole thing." sol goes off, just speaking as chan stands in front of her smiling. "it's not even our hardest choreos..."
he can't help but love her. in his opinion, anyone would fall for her. (warning: he does not like her romantically) she is just so admirable, and just a joy to watch. she is working so hard, and she is so ambitious with herself. and seeing it is just so amazing to chan. it makes him happy seeing her ambitious spirit continue on throughout the years. even if sometimes it can be concerning with how tired she gets.
but even outside of that admiration for her. just being her friend was an amazing blessing. she has always tried (and succeeded) in taking such good care of him, even if he is the older of the pair. to chan he can't help but feel like they are each others older sibling. just as much as he takes care of her, she takes care of him. and he really loves having someone like that around, because without her... chan would've crashed and burned already. and so because of all this thinking. the words that fall out of his mouth next, he just cant help but say.
"i just..." sol opens her eyes at him speaking. sol is surprised to see him just standing in front of her. "oh i thought you were dancing" she sits up, looking up at him. "i just adore you". chan smiles, looking down at her. sol smiling back, her face burning red immediately. she was used the boys being very lovey with her, but it doesn't mean she is used to it. "cmon lets go back to the dorms" chan pulls her up.
"but we have to rehearse chan, i haven't even helped you that much. and i still don't know anything" sol doesn't pull away or fight when he picks her up from the floor. "chan please let me help you, i feel awful. i have just been complaining." she protests, pouting as she collects all her things.
"im serious. lets go. i think you deserve some rest soulie" chan laughs, holding her things. "chan what!" she keeps thinking about what he said. "chan you can't just say that and run." sol whacks him, as he pulls her out of the room. taking her back to the dorms. "channieeeee"
solmi had the most amazing show! being in my hometown!! and getting to see my sibling again!! cannot thank stay enough for always supporting us and being the most amazing show in florida. we will come back so soon!!! dont forget about us!
⤷ comments
lorenzadelgado it was so silly seeing all of us dogpiled in you bed
t.leeknowsaurus next time im going to spray you with water. this is war.
delgado.gabriela come back soon sissy
d.delgado you're lucky the camera didn't stay on me any longer, i had my flag ready
hynjinnnn our princess!! you looked so beautiful, on stage. dazzaling our stays!
gnabnahc sol! you looked so beautiful. our florida princess!
content: sol’s transition and first day/arrival to korea/trainee life
wc: 2366
summary: sol struggles to blend in with the community of the jyp
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we still astray, we always stay on the lonely street
sol had never been the new kid before. i mean she never had to be. she was homeschooled her whole life. surrounded by her siblings. no chance to ever be the new kid. and you would think being a professional dancer/performer as a child would’ve helped her get over her anxieties. but it was just a different environment, that was all she knew. of course she was comfortable there. when she was working she was surrounded by her family, or adult professionals. so maybe her anxieties were about people her own age? that was definitely a harmful mindset, but sol was excited about this opportunity. she was extremely stressed tho, everything was happening so fast. the adrenaline forced her anxiety to be masked off.
the trip to korea alone should've sent her into a panic. she had to do a full 24 hour travel day. and to make matters worse this was her first solo plane ride outside the country, international flying is a beast sol wouldn't wish on her worst enemy. sol arrived at the airport in florida at 12am (what the fuck), her flight was at 3am. to make matters worse, she didn’t sleep because she was packing last minute and horrified she would miss her flight. also she was emotionally exhausted since she spent the night with her siblings (crying), this was the first time they would be separated ever. (it was alot okay, they are very dependent on each other). sol can’t even recall the trip since she was like a zombie. the flight alone from florida to korea was nearly 20 hours (this includes the hour, the plane sat still on the tarmac) and sol, exhausted, only managed to sleep for 3 hours on the flight. she spent most of her time stretching in the plane, and practicing her korean (even tho she was fluent). she was just nervous, and all she could do was wait on the plane. she doesn’t have service to talk to anyone, and doesn’t know anyone on this flight. all she could do was think.
“what is this doesn’t work out” “what if i return home a failure… and then i ruined my relationship with my parents for nothing” yeah her parent were definitely not happy about this, they felt like she was wasting her potential. i mean she was a professional dancer, she had already been working in the field since she was kid. her mom thought she was crazy, and her dad… well he just followed her mom. she can still hear her parents from the night before.
flashback.
“sol you are just gonna leave? that’s it?” evelia, sol’s mom says standing in the girls doorway.arms crossed and frown on her face. u-jin, her dad, also standing there silently. “is this really worth it to you? you have everything here. you are lined up with career opportunities, you have a stable job, your family is here.” her mom says sitting on the floor with sol. “so what? you are just going to abandon your family, to be a trainee?” sol just sits there silently, feeling the doubt creep into her mind. was she even good enough to be a trainee, maybe her mom was right. “don’t half ass this sol, you’ll ruin your reputation. and not only that but you’ll ruin the family reputation.” her mom scowls standing up, after not hearing a response from her daughter. “nothing to say?” evelia moves back to the door. “i know, i’m probably the last person you want to be talking to about this. but listen at least.” sol looks up, hoping for some comfort from her mom. “if you fail, don’t bother coming home. i don’t need failures in this family.” sol feels her chest clenching, and feels her eyes start to well with tears. “no point in crying now, you have made your decision.” her mom just walks away. leaving sol on the floor, just crying into her hands. what is she doing?
what if she does fail. not only is she a failure, but now she won’t have anywhere to go. she won’t have a home to go back to. she already feels like a failure, crying on her floor. packing up her whole life into a few suitcases.
the clock strikes, 10pm. and her siblings start packing the car for sol. for the drive to airport. “solmi” sol whips around, her dad is standing in the driveway. “hi appa.” sol frowns, wiping her tears. “don’t cry my sun.” he holds his arms out to her. “does she hate me appa? i’m not trying to ruin our family, i’m just trying to follow my dreams.” sol cries into his arms. “why is it so bad for me to want something.” “oh my so-so, she doesn’t hate you. i’m sorry you feel that way, i’m sorry she is showing that.” u-jin, her dad just hugs her rubbing her back. “i’m proud of you. i know i don’t seem that way. but i am proud. if this is important to you, then it’s important to me. no matter how much i can’t understand it.” her dad hums, holding her face. “you are already a star, always have been, idol or not. just remember that for me.” sol nods hugging him tight. “i’m sorry.” sol cries. “i love you, visit me.” she cries out. “i’ll see you when you debut sweetheart.”
the kang siblings set off to the airport, more tears. (emotional group of siblings)
back to the present
sol had just arrived in korea. it was nearly 12pm local time, meaning it was midnight at home. she walks off the plane, gratefully already being set up with her phone and internet. sending texts to her family, even her mom (who didn’t respond). and was waiting at the baggage claim. sol was lethargic, felt stiff. being still was not something she was used to or good at, so she could feel every muscle in her body screaming for help. she snuck in some light stretching in the baggage claim. she knew she was going to be going straight to the company. when she walked out into the lobby, there was a lady with a sign, “Kang Solmi”. (sol was not ready to see her korean name like that). the representative from JYP was so kind. sol was so grateful they had sent a woman rep to pick her up. (it was just nice to have a womanly figure greet her) the car ride to the dorms was very polite, one thing sol prided at herself in was being formal with adults. she had been trained to do so since she was a kid, no matter what language she was amazing at wowing people with her manners. the woman who picked her up kept the conversation light, seeing how exhausted the 18 year old was. the JYP rep told her about where she would be staying, and what was happening. it was so overwhelming.
upon arrival to the dorms, nobody was there. just her and the JYP representative. sol hums entering the dorm, this was such a fun experience. she smiles seeing the living arrangements, a lot of people in this one little dorm. that's okay, nothing sol wasn't used to. she was used to sleeping with her siblings, and used to living on top of one another. though she did not factor in that she would be living with strangers. (problem for future sol) sol finds her bed, putting her bags on the bed. trying not to take up too much space. she quickly changes, putting some shorts on under her sweats, not knowing if she would be dancing later. (sometimes she gets too hot in sweats) though all she wanted was to lay down in the bed. the jet lag and the time difference were hitting her so hard. she feels like she is moving in slow motion. but has to keep moving, she can’t arrive and already slack off.
upon arrival to the jyp building, she gets a little nervous. the adrenaline of her 24 hour travel day had finally worn off. the JYP representative was no longer talking, and all sol could hear were the thought thoughts in her head. “what’s gonna happen?” “everyone’s gonna be looking at me” “holy shit I can’t believe I just did that” she was tired plus her anxiety ridden mind were definitely a match for disaster. this was the first time in her entire life she was going to be around a group of people her age. this was also the first time in her life she was completely alone. all she could think about was the final words her mom had said to her. “if you fail, don’t bother coming home. I don’t need a failure in this family.” safe to say sol was shitting bricks.
the JYP building was huge. this was her first time seeing the building, and her first time seeing it in person. so it was crazy knowing that this was the building she was going to be spending, however long in while she was a trainee… and even longer when she finally transitions to being an idol. (manifesting) the representative brings her up, checking her into the front. showing sol how the check-in process works getting her used to the building. before bringing her in an elevator up to the offices. sol is sat in this big conference room, sitting at one end of a long table. there are a lot of other people in this room, sitting at the table. none who she can recognize, other than the man sitting farthest away. JYP. after getting polite formalities out of the way, JYP clears his throat. “i hope your travels went well, you made it here safe. and i hope you know you can ask, if you have any questions throughout this whole process.” sol was confused by the shift and energy in the room, it felt very formal at first, and now it felt more like they were trying to impress her. “i remember watching your audition tape. and i have to say i was very impressed.” sol sits up in her chair, she feels very out of place. not knowing where this conversation was going. the anxiety growing. “we have big plans for you. even though you are only starting out, we hope to see that you will exceed our expectations so we can move our plan along faster.” JYP says, looking at her from across the table. “we are in the process of forming a training group that will debut within two years time, the final factor on when they debut will be how long you move through the program. and we want you to lead that group.” JYP hums, sliding the papers across the table. “we aren’t asking you to sign anything yet. i know this feels very last minute. i mean you did just get here.” he laughs. “ but we have done a lot of research on you, and feel like you would be the perfect candidate for this. though i should remind you not to get your hopes up. everything around this group is temporary so while i cannot make any promises. it’ll be your hard work and your mindset throughout the training process that will determine where your stance is with the group.” JYP says, looking at her for a response.
“i am grateful for the opportunities, sir. i will not let you down. i am determined to work with 110%.” sol says sitting up, mind completely blown but knowing better than to show that. “very well. just wanted to introduce myself, and to let you know where you stand in being a trainee. please let us know if there’s anything we can do, but also do not expect special privileges because of this. you can now continue on and do the paperwork before going to the rehearsal room with the rest of the trainees.” JYP nods out of the room, sol being handed the paperwork. holy shit. that was so crazy. sol could not even believe what had just happened. honestly it felt like a fever dream, she was (basically) 48 hours with no sleep. she was in a completely foreign country to her. and she had just been told that she was being considered to lead a group, after just arriving. safe to say she was going crazy. but she had to lock in now more than ever. and especially lock in on this grueling paperwork, they handed her.
the JYP representative, after the shit ton of paperwork she had to do, let her into a rehearsal room. it was this big empty dance studio space. though empty is an understatement because the lack of objects in this room was made up by the large crowd of people. though there were only about 30 people in this room (all the newer trainees) sol could’ve swore it felt like there were thousands. upon entering, sol could feel her hands shaking. how embarrassing. she could see some people looking at her, most were too busy talking to the other trainees in the room. it felt like the walls were closing in on her. it was awful, and everything was amplified by how tired she felt. by how drained she was just getting into this room. everything turned worse when the JYP representative cleared her throat.
“we have a new trainee. i expect you all to welcome her. be nice to her. she just had a 24 hour travel day. so i expect her to be welcomed.” the representative then turns to sol. motioning for her to say something. sol just looks at everyone who’s staring at her, and then looks back at the JYP representative. sol can’t say anything. it feels like her throat is swelled shut. she is either about to burst into tears or throw up. so all she does is bow deeply, and wave her hand as a hello. and swallow roughly as she looks at the JYP representative, feeling sorry. this is the exact opposite entrance sol wanted to make. what a pitiful introduction to her trainee life.
fuck how is she going to survive.
know that this is who we are, there ain’t no lat step out, oh we’ll never stop
a/n: i have so many other writing scenarios. you have to just look through the main masterlist. i also linked some of the masterlists for the other writings at the bottom!!
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relationship type: oh the drama. they just get each other. they click perfectly. she needs someone’s advice on fashion, decorating, or photos. hyunjin is her guys. he wants someone to sit with him, fix his hair, or also take photos. well she’s there for him. also they click, and its funny that they are always competing to be changbin’s husband. (sol isn’t competing she is just dragged in.)
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・・・・・1st IMPRESSION
even tho sol didn't have many friends amoungst the trainees, she often mentored other trainees. whether it be instructors pairing you with trainees, or the rare occasion a trainee will approach you. So every time a trainee would approach her it was rather memorable. sol was in an empty practice room, going over chores for the evaluations tomorrow. (even tho she is no longer going through with the dance program, she still has dance evaluations) she often used her late night practice room sessions to recharge her social battery. she values her alone time. (the overcrowded dorms make her go crazy… #dormlife) especially at the time of night she rehearsed.it was uncommon for her to see other trainees.
"kang solmi" sol whips around to the voice. (she is still getting used to being called her korean name) "can you help me go over the steps from the advanced class?" sol just blinks, has she seen this guy before? how does he know her name? “you were the demonstrator for my class earlier, and I heard around that you are the best trainee to go to for dance help.” sol just looks at him. ears pink, he was really pretty. Also it was cool hearing about her dance reputation. “i really need to get good dance scores tomorrow.” sol hums, sitting against the mirror. “okay. Show me what you have so far.”
Though she didn't learn his name until their first official meeting as ‘STRAY KIDS’. She always had such sweet and kind feelings about him as trainees.
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・・・・・FAV MEMORY
“solmi. he is my wife. go find your own” “hyunjin you can have him, im not fighting you” hyunjin is sitting between changbin and sol, and just keeps teasing her. “like hyunjin maybe you should get better control of you wife. i mean he keeps coming over to me”
all day changbin had been lingering around sol. bringing her drinks, laying on the floor with her, and just overall being right next to her. and hyunjin decided to tease changbin, tho he was doing it through sol.
"sol go away. this is unfair. please" hyunjin whines, leaning on her shoulder. sol just smiles at her phone.
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・・・・・MEMORABLE EVENT
the first summer that the dorm arrangement changed was crazy. i mean sol had previously had her own dorm, but it wasn’t anything impressive. this was the first dorm she loved. like she loved her new apartment. so naturally she wanted to decorate it… and the only person who she trusted to decorate with her was hyunjin.
“i just want good vibes hyunjin.” sol and hyunjin are online shopping. “like your guys apartments are scary… no offense. last time i was at lee know and han’s they didn’t have anything in their living room.” hyunjin just nods. “okay well they also don’t have a separate bedroom so.” “fair”
they hasn’t actually done any shopping the whole time they were together. they just made a mood board. “this is beginning to feel like your second apartment hyunjin” “well makes sense, you decorated me and changbins dorm.”
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・・・・・QUOTES
“soulie can you blow dry my hair”
“hyunjin you always take the prettiest photos”
“sol how come you always want what i want”
“by what you want are you referring to changbin? you can have him”
a/n: secret sol live when they were in florida. also the song for the inspo of the live, is that boy is mine by ariana grande.
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this is the day after their concert in orlando, florida. it was so fun. so incredibly hot. like the boys were sweating so bad. so was sol, but at least she knew what to expect. and her outfits were pretty small anyways, so there wasn't as much sweat. but this is the day after. sol does a random live (one of her secret lives) at her house.
“omg hey stay” sol smiles reading through comments on her live. you can see she is in her childhood bedroom, not a hotel room, “i missed you all so dearly” she sits reading.
“how was the last concert. good right?” she hums. answering the comments "i know the boys, were sweating bad. that florida heat has nothing on me" she flexes jokingly into the camera. "the rare occasions you will see my flex my floridian pride"
sol just read the comments. "unnie you looked so pretty" "AWWW thanks. did you guys see they cropped my shirt for the north america tour" she holds up prayer hands up "thank goodness. free me. if i could i would perform in like a bathing suit top." she looks at the comments "no. not an actual bathing suit. like the cut of one. they are so much more comfortable sometimes, and then i don't have to get hot from the shirts they make me wear."
sol hums "didn't the guys look so good too yesterday" she bites her finger looking at the camera "sol stop thirsting over them" she gasps, "I AM NOT, the double standard here is crazy. you guys can and i can't" she shakes her head. "no let's be for real. let me be just a girl for a second. they looked" she considers just being herself for a minute. "THEY LOOKED SO GOOD" sol screams running away from the camera. "LIKE GUYS LET A GIRL BREATHE" sol is seen running around the back of the live. when she comes back, she has a mask over her face. "if anyone snitches, i won't be doing another live."
"anyways. we all know why we are here right." sol hums, seeing the comments still freaking out about her. "sol what!!" "sol we can't just move on from that" "unnie please who looked the best to you" sol hums, "whoever asked me who looks the best.. you are crazy" sol reads though more comments. ignoring the question, before circling back. "well and who do we think i would say." sol smiles, she likes to be messy with her lives.
"well based on the videos of you staring i'd say changbin or felix" sol reads that comments. shaking her head. "well.. need i say more then." sol just shrugs. "wait add chan to that. BOW BOW BOW" she yells. "okay let's move on for real now. we all know what an random live means" she wips out her equipment to make a song. "let's get started"
later in the live
"okay okay we like the beat." she hums, it's been about 1 hour since they started. "now give me suggestions on what to write about" she hums, standing up and walking around her room. “im thinking.. r&b, slow… should we make is sexy” she holds up her hands. “i mean you tell me.” “you guys know that i am the definition of big brown eyes and yapping, like please i need to be guided.”
they end up going with the r&b type song.
later in the live
“okay okay” sol puts down her paper with the lyrics they have been working on. “stay. you guys are good at lyrics” she sits up. “should we do one take? i have been live for like 4 hours” sol hums.. “i hope nobody has texted me… i have my phone on dnd…”
stay is commenting “chan messaged on bubble asking stay if they we knew where you were.” sol holds a hand to her mouth. “oh. my amor chan.” sol laughs, furiously typing on her phone.
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after the last message sol slams her phone down. eye brows furrowed, and pink slowly creeping up on her neck. "did chan find you?" "why so pink sol" sol laughs, rubbing her neck, backing up. "we gotta hurry this before
"anyways. should we get back to that one take?" sol looks at the live. she then takes a few steps back, so its a full body shot. she is in some random sweat shorts, and a cropped tank top. (very casual, i mean she is in her childhood bedroom) "okay, i'm only gonna record this once. and then i'm ending the live."
she starts the music. the song is only 2 minutes long. some of the lyrics include, "the boy is mine. i can't wait to try.", "the boy is divine", "something about him is made for somebody like me", "and God knows i'm tryin' but there's just no denyin'". the song style is very interesting because sol is singing in a way she never does. the stays are almost mesmerized watching. she sounds so breathy and like she is really feeling the song. it's crazy. like what does this song really mean soulie?
after the one take
(she went back and did some layering, playing the song one final time)
"wait stay that song was kinda heat" sol hums, sitting back down. "am i a song writer?" she just smiles. "i don't think we necessarily achieved the goal: slow r&b. but we still produced a banger."
her phone starts blowing up with spam messages. "it's chan again" she looks at the camera. "sorry channie! i'm ending the live!" she rubs her neck smiling.
"thank you for hanging out with me for 5 hours... i need to eat delicious food" she smiles making a heart. "bye! love you all"
