∞ I want to be impossible ∞

Never been less empty // All I feel is free now

They tell you that you feel too much You bet it all on a summer crush It all breaks down, it always does It all works out, it always does And you wear his T-shirt, you hate his guts You read the handbook, you take the drugs You said, "From here on out, it's us" It always was, it always was

Positively voodoo, everything that you do Did you know exactly how magical you are? Whoopsie-daisy, yoo-hoo, yelling, "I love you" Out to my white feather hawk tail deer hunter

When I slammed my knuckle in the pantry door Whispering "grow up" like a mantra, fetal on the floor I thought, "The body remembers, of course it does" Yet, I'm still surprised every time I get cut And yes, I know the answers to like, two whole things But I can talk until my mouth hurts, 'til my lips dry sting Because the body remembers, the body creates And the mind is the body, even though that seems fake --- But what if that feeling I get sometimes Where I could hold my lungs in my hand My tongue and my temples, each taken apart And newly reassembled means something? Means that I am a specialized record And if I just spin out with some effort, I land No map and no tour guide, in cells and in sand That knew me before I existed

When I start catastrophizing I call you to stem the rising Ache of living, fear of dying "They're the same," says Fate, while sighing "They're the same," says Fate, while sighing