Evan Peters - iWrite

Once I got into the car I noticed her face, sunglasses on looking at her phone. She looked so tiny and adorable I just wanted to go over and give her a cuddle and a kiss. But something was off about her. “Morning, love.” “Hey H.” She sighed, never looking at me. “Is everything alright?” “Yeah just a bit hungover I guess.”

It’s not just a hangover and I know it, I’ve seen her hungover many times before, and she never has been so distant towards me. Mitch and Harry Lambert enter the SUV with us, so I couldn’t continue to ask her, and to be honest, I don’t want to annoy her too much. I know she’s the type of girl that doesn’t want to be pressured into talking. I just want to know is it me?

Y/N P.O.V

I woke up this morning with a mixture of emotions, nausea and a bit of regret. I never expected us to get that physical so quickly after my break up. The feeling I have in the pit of my stomach is something I’ve never felt before. I need to be distant until I know what to say to him.

So I got up and got ready to leave. Normally I would text him but today I can’t even look at his name on my phone without feeling uneasy. I quickly checked out before he walked down to the lobby and I jumped into the SUV, put my sunnies on and my hood up. I don’t know what is going to happen. His he going to talk to me? Is he going to pretend that nothing happened? Is he going to ignore me? That’s just something that I can’t predict but something to expect.

“Morning, love.” I heard his raspy voice come through the shouts and screams of fans once the door had opened. He quickly closed it and looked directly at me. I honestly couldn’t even look at him. I felt a mixture of embarrassment and feeling uncomfortable by his stare. “Hey H.” “Is everything alright?” “Yeah just a bit hungover I guess.” I just didn’t want to face it just yet. He needs to focus on his tour not worrying about us. Eventually we will be fine, but as of right now we need to focus on getting the tour right.

Mitch and Lambert then got into the SUV just talked as normal, they didn’t know anything that had been going on, and to be honest, I want to keep it that way. I want to get on and assist Harry as much as I can and do my job. I know I need to talk to him eventually. But right now I just want to get onto the plane and I will work it out.

Once we arrived in Denver we went straight to the Ball Arena and we went straight into soundcheck. I went on my laptop and went over the set, and the pointers that I needed to do for the day in prep for tomorrow as we had the night off.

While the crew were getting this sorted to prepare for dress rehearsal we all went down to get some breakfast at the hotel dining room. I sat down with my bowl of fruit with my granola and just minded my own business when I see someone sit in front of me, I knew it was him. “How’s your breakfast?” I looked up to Harry, with a cuppa in his hands, with his gorgeous dimpled smile looking directly back at me. “Yeah it’s good thanks, the best thing to cure a hangover I guess.” I smirked looking down at my food. I felt as if the tension was just lifted once we started talking, I think it was what we both needed to break the ice.

“Listen, Y/N, I think we need to talk about last night.” My heart started to race. “Why?” “What do you mean why? You can’t say last night didn’t mean something to you?” “Of course it did, I mean it was fun, I just don’t think we should do it again.” I could feel that my stomach started to turn as soon as that sentence came out of my mouth. “I don’t understand, I thought that you had feelings for me.” I looked up at him, watching his face, in shock. Something that I was avoiding. “H I’m sorry, I just can’t do this right now, I have a situation and you have your tour, plus your my boss. We need to have a line between business and pleasure. We can’t let that happen again.”

I continued to finish my food, just waiting for his response was just excruciating. “I get that, but your my best friend, we of course can’t just switch that off. I’ll agree to let this go and hide my feelings as long as you accept that I need to get over this.” “I’m sorry Harry. I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings or feel as if I was leading you on. That wasn’t my intention. I just think that the both of us had one to many drinks last night.” “Yeah I agree. So are you still going to be really awkward around me now?” Our laughter came out together, I’m glad we could just leave it like this, and just get on with it. But at the end of the day, Harry’s hot, so I’m not guna feel bad for it.

Harry’s P.O.V

To be honest that conversation I had with her just broke my heart, but I kind of knew that she was going to say that, deep down. But I’m not going to give up.

After our rehearsal I went back to the hotel and had the biggest nap of my life. I woke up to hunger going through me, I checked the time on my phone. Wow. I literally slept all day. I defiantly need to eat something. Then I just thought why don’t I ring Y/N and see if she wants to eat with me. “Hey H, you were literally hibernating.” Her giggle went straight through the phone. “Yeah I think I needed it. Listen I’m starving from not eating all day, and I don’t wanna eat alone, so do you wanna come up to my hotel room and we can order take out? A glass of wine? Just like old times.” “Ooh your bringing out the big guns, just like old times, sounds good to me.” I started to get so excited just knowing that she was on board, I know I know, it sounds stupid, but it’s true. “Perfect, be round in an hour?” “Yeah good, see you soon H.”

I gave myself another shower, made myself look a little decent, and ordered some sushi, her favourite, to the room. The knock finally came to the door. My heart skipped a beat when I seen her, she was the cutest, sexiest person I’ve ever laid my eyes on, and she doesn’t even try. “Ooh everything looks so delicious, I can’t wait to get stuck in.” She sat down on the sofa and literally cracked on with the food. I got her her favourite red wine and sat the glass in front of her.

I sat down opposite her on the other chair, I just didn’t want to overstep my boundaries, as much as I would have loved to sit beside her, I know she needs her space. “I think we deserve a cheers.” She stated with lifting her glass to meet mine. “Here’s to a great tour, amazing shows, and memories we will never forget.” “Here here” I agreed and cheers to that. I think we can do it. I think we can be friends. Just like old times.

Y/N P.O.V

It was so nice and refreshing to have a lovely meal with H and just forget about everything. It felt so good just to get back to normality again.

“Hey Y/N!” I heard someone call me as I was about to go into Harry’s dressing room. “Oh hey Mitch” “I’ve been looking for you where have you been?” “Oh you know, it’s not easy being the pop stars assistant is it?” Both of our laughters filled the hallway.

“No I’m just leaving Harry’s outfit in his dressing room.” “Oh perfect you are organised” again a little chuckle came from the both of us. “So how do you think the job is going, you like it so far?” “Oh god yes it’s such an amazing experience.” “Cool cool, I was talking with Sarah and I feel like it’s my job to make you feel very welcome with all of us, because I know you haven’t had time to meet everyone, it is a big team to be fair.”

It has been so hard with everything going on in the tour and trying to meet his standards let alone meet hundreds of people. “I’m having a few people come over to my suite tonight after the show, just for some food and wine, you are more than welcome to join, I think it will be good for you to have some kind of personal relationship with everyone.” “Yeah sure, I’ll be there, thank you!”

I hung Harry’s outfit ready for tonight’s concert, everything organised for Lamberts nightly Instagram of his outfit before the show, it must be a ritual that he does now. “Perfect, I love breaking the internet.” “Cmon you just do it for the likes.” I laughed as I was steaming his lovely cream satin shirt. “Hey listen I get more likes of Harry’s shoes than I do with a topless pic. The world has gone mad.” He winked at me when I seen Harry with Jeff and the team letting us know that he has 45 minutes until show time. Of course being Harry he was always a head of schedule. Good work Y/N.

“Sorry I’m late guys” he says with panic in his voice, of course him being a protectionist, he always likes to be ready to go and not keep his fans waiting. He instantly just removed his shirt and jeans within two seconds, and honestly, I didn’t know where to look. The images from that night just came flooding into my head. Me kissing that chest, licking around his lower abdomen. Making bite marks around his navel. Okay Y/N stop. You can’t be thinking like this. They all leave in a rush so it is left with just me and him. Wow. Why do I feel like I just want to jump his bones right now?

“You know I’ll have to start charging you money if you keep on staring at me. This body is very valuable.” His smirk can’t leave his face, it is undeniably sexy. I walked up to him and stared to help him get changed. “At least take me to dinner first.” We both started laughing. “No, uh, this is kind of my job that you hired me for, remember?” “Oh yes I do.”

His arms started to brush against my sides as I was fixing the suspenders of his outfit. His eyes wouldn’t leave me as I fixed the front of his shirt so the suspenders sat perfectly. I looked up at him with nothing but lust on my face. I know I could feel it.

“You okay, love?” His arms started to lace around me while my hands went directly around his strong yet soft arms. I lost my voice. I couldn’t stop my legs from shaking. I can’t be feeling like this. “You know your fighting this, right?” “I know, it’s for the best.” His face inches closer and closer with each word comes out through his lips. “Are you sure baby?” His face moved from my face, around the side, towards my ear, his lips brushing against my lobe.

“You know you want this, so why can you accept it? You deserve a little happiness in your life.” My eyes rolled back, thinking over and over about that night. The way he kissed me. The way he looked after me. The way he filled me. I was in the moment of lust. I couldn’t contain my breathing. He started to kiss my neck so softly yet I knew what he was doing. I small moan escaped my lips as he done so. “H, we can’t.” He forced his hips more toward so I could feel his hard on through his boxers, my god he was tormenting me. “You sure about that?” I couldn’t help it. My hands reached down under his boxers and started to pull. His groans around my ear was just making me drip. I know this is wrong. Is that why it feels so right?

A knock came from the door then a couple of people burst in through it. By the point the knock on the door came we pushed each other off and I pretended to still fix his outfit. I quickly grabbed his high waisted trousers to help him out them on to cover what I done to him. He put his shoes on while Jeff helped him put on his ear pieces. “Alright let’s get this show on the road.” “Good luck.” I gave him a quick kiss on the check as he went out towards the stage. I think I definitely helped him with his confidence tonight.

Harry’s P.O.V

It was so hard to concentrate all night at the show with the way me and Y/N left things. She defiantly was a tease that’s for sure, and she doesn’t even know it. I know it defiantly made me more sexual on stage, but it also gets the audience rilled up and give them a show so why not I guess? After the show ended I walked to go to my dressing room, hoping to see her there, but no, she wasn’t. “Harry, I’ve invited a few people up to the suite tonight for something to eat if you wanna join us?” Jeff cake behind me putting his hand on my shoulder whilst I took off my shoes. “Yeah mate that sounds good.” I wonder if Y/N was invited. I mean why shouldn’t she be, if anything it would be good for her. She just seems to be all about her work, when it should be about having loads of fun too. It will be good for her.

Once everything was wrapped up at the stadium we went to the hotel, which I got dressed into a simple black tee with trackies, and made my way down to his suite. Not as nice as mine though but still very sophisticated. I walked on in to see Mitch, Lambert, Jeff and his other half with a few other crew staff, and I didn’t see her. Not to worry. The night is still young.

“So who wants red wine or a beer for starters?” I seen Y/N come walking through in this stunning little dress that just accented her figure, low at the back, satin black, my favourite. Did she know that this kind of outfit sets me off? She has to, we’ve been friends too long for her not to know. “Ahh Harry you decided to join us, fabulous.” Her little smile just warmed up the whole room. Everyone asked for what they wanted and she came over to me with wine and a beer in hand. “Mr Styles, what would you like sir.” “You know what I will have a beer, thank you my darling.” She handed me the beer and walked back to the kitchen, I knew she knew I was looking, her wiggling her little bum at she walked away. If that’s the way she wants to play it.

The night was filled with everyone asking questions about Y/N, having an interest of getting to know her, how we met, just having fun with the best group of people was amazing! Eventually everyone was leaving one by one, until it was only me, Y/N and Jeff. “Well guys as much as I want to stay up, I need to go to bed, it’s going to be a long one tomorrow. So I’ll see you guys early in the morning, you can let yourselves out when you guys are ready.” “Thanks Jeff for inviting me it was a lot of fun.”

Y/N got up and gave Jeff a hug then sat back down on the sofa opposite me. “Of course chicken, your apart of the family now.” “Hey what about me?” I joked around with him, that’s just what we do. It’s good that after everything with work we can still be the bestest friends that we were years ago. “Harry most of the day it’s about you, just let it be about Y/N for once.” “Okay okay I’ll give you that one, but Y/N don’t think this is going to continue with the attention on you, it just doesn’t feel right when no one is looking at me.” “Oh yeah that’s right because anytime no one looks at you, you shrink up from lack of attention.” Jeff replied with a smirk. “Right I need to go, night guys sleep tight.” We said our good nights to him and we just sat there in silence, looking at each other. I wonder what she is thinking.

“So what did you think of that?” “Yeah it was actually loads of fun, but he is right we do need to get to bed.” She quickly gets up to put her shoes on while I got up to get her purse that was sitting on the island in the kitchen. “Yeah I agree I must get going myself, but I’m just going to tidy up in here a bit before I go, I never like to leave a mess in someone else’s hotel room.” A small breath came from me as I looked at her getting ready to leave. “Aw your so cute, do you need a hand?” “No no love it’s alright, it’s mostly the lad’s empty beer bottles anyway so it won’t take too long. Thank you love.” “It’s alright. It’s the least I can do.” She says as she approaches me to we are now chest to chest. “I hope you had fun tonight H.” Her hands slowly went up to caress my chest, the both of us being sucked into this lust bubble again. It seems to be regardless of how much we fight it, it always comes back to us.

“I did, but I’m having more fun right now, taking in how sexy you look tonight babe.” My hands quickly rub around and clutch her bum doing so. It suddenly dawned on me that we are in Jeff’s suite but you know what, I am mere seconds from throwing every care out the window.

“Thank you H, I think I was abit over dressed to be honest.” “Love you were the woman in the room tonight.” She suddenly moved her hands up to the back on my neck, drawing my face towards hers in the matter of a few seconds until our lips were centimetres apart. I just had enough of this burning pit feeling in my stomach and ignored all of my red flags in my head and just pulled her into a lustful kiss. She opened her mouth wider so I swiped my tongue around, exploring her wine tasting tongue. I could do this forever, taste her for a lifetime. In this moment I don’t want to be anywhere else.

“We have to stop H.” Her lips disconnected off of mine as she slowly pushed me away from her. I grabbed her arms again to bring them around my neck, I never wanted her to let go of me. “Just a couple more minutes.” I brought my lips to her chest, sucking slightly while doing so. “As much as I’d love to continue, we have to stop. Remember what we talked about?” She is such a cock block, and she knows what she does to me. “Oh your still wanting to keep it professional, alright alright.” I let go of her waist and watched her as she fixed her lipstick and pulled down her dress. “Goodnight Harry.” “Goodnight love, see you at 5:30.” She gave me a slight wink and walked out of the suite. I need to get my act together and fight that temptation. It’s just all sexual for us right now. Well tomorrow’s another day.

“Y/N love do you need help carrying the suitcases downstairs to the car?” Harry came walking through into the bedroom coming over to me. Every time I see him my heart just flutters, I don’t know why, is it because I have feelings for him? I highly doubt. Is it because we just are so close that I can sense something more? I defiantly don’t think that’s it. I’m happily engaged to someone else that I have fallen in love with 3 years ago, Barnett. I met him in high school, and instantly just fell in love with him. I’m glad that he’s not in the public eye because it would have just been a nightmare with the media, so Harry and I just like to keep him out of the way of Harry’s lifestyle, also because with the amount of fights and arguments me and Barnett have had I think it’s for the best to keep him in the shadows.

“Yes please sweetie if you don’t mind, I just need to quickly make sure we have our passports and the itinerary is checked and finalised.” “Love stop stressing your doing an amazing job, thanks again for coming with me, and I hope Barnett won’t be too mad that I’m stealing his girl for a couple of months.” He laughed while showing off his light skills by carrying 4 suitcases at a time, who wouldn’t want to look?

We finally left and went straight to the airport, we arrived early enough so we didn’t have to rush through security, again for the simple fact of I hate feeling rushed. I already told Harry to go through to the lounge whilst I talked to his security about what we needed to do in order to keep him safe once we landed, because let’s face it, Harry landing in a public airport isn’t always an easy task. “Hey Y/N” I heard my name being shouted then a slight touch to my shoulder, and I knew exactly who it was. “Barnett, baby, what are you doing here?” Shock ran through me and I just rushed to him and buried my face into his neck whilst he lifted me up and spun me around. “I just wanted to say a proper goodbye.. I felt bad that I had to work this morning and didn’t get a chance to say goodbye so I snook off on my break to come and say goodbye.” This man is so cute it’s ridiculous, what kind of man would do that? “Baby I love you so much thank you! But I really do need to get going because our private jet is waiting for us to get on the plane.” “Of course baby girl, go, have fun and please be careful, call me when you get there alright?” “For sure! I love you so much.” “I love you more princess.” It literally feels like I’m not going to see him for years, my heart just breaks but I know that it will be an experience that I will never want to forget. It just makes time with him more special. I just hope he doesn’t forget about me and maybe our feelings change. But why would they? We are the perfect couple… right?

We said our goodbyes and I walked through to the lounge with a sinking feeling in my chest, like I think I’m doing something wrong leaving B here, like somethings going to happen, but it’s just all in my head.. so I think. “You alright, love?” Harry scared me out of my thoughts and back to where I was sitting. “Yeah yeah” I sighed looking down at my phone, screensaver of me and Barnett in New York together. Our first trip together. It was a magical holiday. Leaving him just brings back memories of every little detail of our lives together. “You sure?” Harry can just read my face like a book, that’s the good thing about Harry is that I can’t hide any feeling or emotion away from him, we just know what’s going through each others heads. “Yeah I just, I don’t know, with me and B.. it’s difficult to know wether I’m doing the right thing.” “What do you mean?” I looked up at his face to see a mixture of puzzled and empathic expression on his face. He couldn’t take his eyes off of mine when all of a sudden one of the flight attendants said that it was time to board.

Once we got on the plane we never talked about it, we didn’t really talk about anything in general, he was that exhausted from all the work he’s been doing for the tour he takes any chance he can get for a nap. Whilst I looked out the window to the lovely evening sunlight streaming through the buttery coloured clouds beneath us I began to think is this really the true love story that I want in my life right now? I picked up my phone once again and started going through my photos to try and bring back some of my emotions of the memories that we have together, and the truth is, is that nothing was really coming back. Am I really in love with B or in love with the thought of being in love?

We finally landed after what felt like a lifetime on the plane and decided to go and grab lunch before we checked into the hotel, because London is eight hours ahead of Vegas, so it was going to be a long day ahead of us. “This place is so pretty” I stated as I looked out the window to the glorious views, the fresh smell of food coming from the most famous restaurants snuck into the car, which defiantly made us hungry. We stopped off and one of Gordon Ramsey’s restaurants, Harry’s favourite of course. “What do you think of it so far? You sure are hungry.” Harry chuckled as I literally inhaled my carbonara. “Oh my god yes I was starving” I giggled back while wiping my face. “So are you excited for your show tonight?” “Literally has been too long from I’ve stepped foot on this stage, I honestly can’t wait to get back to it again.” His face just totally lifted up to cloud nine even talking about singing. Just his passion for music is so refreshing to see, how he still gets excited to do what he’s the best at doing, it’s amazing. I wish I was like that with something. “Have you heard anything from Barnett yet?” “Ehhh no nothing yet, but I’m sure he will be sleeping or something, not too worried.”I sighed while checking my phone again. “Why would you be worried though love, you have nothing to be worried about. If anything he should be worried going around on tour with one of the most sexiest men in the world” he smirked flicking his hair with his hand then looking directly at me. Normally I would find his sarcasm so funny, but today, it just wasn’t me.

“Look Y/N, don’t worry. He will call when he sees that you’ve tried to contact him. But as of right now we are working, so let’s go and get things organised for tonight. I’ll need you to do a few things while I’m doing my sound checks then meet me later for a drink, that sound good, yeah?” I felt his ringed fingers latch around my upper forearm which made me look up at him. I plastered a smile on my face just to make him know that I’m absolutely fine.. “Of course sweetie sounds good. I’ll get things wrapped up here and you go and wait for me in the car.”

I was just finished tidying and getting Harry’s outfits sorted for tonight when I decided to have a quick shower before we left for a pre-nervs drink of the night. Once I was finished I looked at my phone to see 2 missed calls from Barnett. Shit. I instantly called back and not even 2 dials through he answers. “Hey princess I’m so sorry I missed your calls, I had to work late tonight then I went to the gym so it would save me going in the morning.” “That’s weird you never work late.” “I know but I just figured since your not here I might as well get some of tomorrow’s paperwork ready so at least I’ll have a sleep in tomorrow.” His voice sounded really weird on the phone, but I’m probably reading too much into it. “Oh while I have you on the phone, I think someone seen us kissing at the airport and figured out who I am.” “Wait. What??” “Yeah go on Instagram you’ll see loads of either fan pics or the paps getting a good picture in.” “Well.. I mean.. are you angry about that? It doesn’t really bother me but I’m sensing that it might bother you?” “Babe you know me I’m just a very private guy, don’t think about it too much, I just wish that they didn’t know for a little while longer, you know how things get when you go out in public.” He did have a point, it was difficult because of who I’m friends with. It’s kind of sad really. “Babe I have to go, my uh, my foods done but I’ll text you in the morning. I love you and have fun at the show, bye.”

And just like that he hung up the phone. To me that was just a beyond shady action. My heart literally sank once again and this time it felt like my stomach instinct was right. I just pushed it a side and got ready to meet Harry after his rehearsals. I put on a nice little black mini skirt, short-ish heels and a black halter-neck crop top with my hair in a long straight pony tail for that sleek look that Vegas has now a days. A slight knock came to my door while I was finishing off my makeup, so I quickly grabbed my purse and answered the door knowing it was him. “Oh my word. Wow. You look amazing Y/N.” “Thank you H, let’s go for a drink, we only have an hour.” “Yes ma’m” he saluted as we headed down to the bar, my giggles shooting out of my throat like it took nothing for him to make me laugh. Like it just fit without even trying.

While we sat and had our drinks we talked about everything you could think of. It was so easy to talk to him. We only have known each other for a little over 6 years, but friendships that I’ve had never go this easy, it’s like he always knows what to say to make me smile and we always get each other. Maybe my feelings have changed and I don’t even know it. We were laughing about something of course that Harry said when my phone started to vibrate. It was Gemma. Wait why was Harry’s sister calling me? “Hey girl hey, what’s up? I haven’t hea-.” “Kourtney go onto daily mirror. Front page. Barnett. Arms around another girl in the club. Making out. Everything.” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing right there. It literally felt like my heart was being crushed into a million pieces. I thought I was going to throw up. I couldn’t believe the pain that was going through my whole body. “Gem he would never.” “Y/N please I would never lie to you. Just look at it. I’m sorry for being the one telling you this but I’d rather you hear it from me than you read it online.” “Okay thanks Gem, bye.” “Y/N what’s this about? Gem sent me pictures of Barne-.” “H I don’t wanna talk about it. This is work. I’m not going to talk about my personal shit, right?” His face turned from a anger to a sympathetic look. “It’s fine, I’m fine. Whatever. What’s done is done.”

I stuck my phone back into my purse and looked back up at him. I know that I wasn’t hiding my emotions but it’s my job to not act on anything that’s been said/done to me. I’m not here for me I’m here for Harry and that’s what I’m going to think about. I don’t need to think about this right now. “But love are you sure?” “Yeah let’s go! We don’t wanna miss your first show” I smiled and sent a wink his way while I stood up and lifted my coat. “Thank you love.” Just every time he said love, it made me feel warm. Like it felt right. But my emotions are high right now. I can’t think about this.

Harry’s P.O.V

I literally don’t even know what to say about this whole thing with Barnett and Y/N. I kind of had a feeling that something wasn’t right between the two of them but I never thought in a million years that he would cheat. He needs to realise that what he has is amazing and he’s letting it slip through his fingers, it’s just so heartbreaking for Y/N but I know for her she needs this show to take her mind off of it. We left the restaurant and went straight to the changing rooms to get fitted, hair and makeup, you know all that good stuff. Y/N went backstage to surprise some fans with tickets that were standing outside waiting to get a glimpse of me and they didn’t have a ticket, which is one of the things that makes me glad that I have her as a friend, her heart is just made of gold, I just wish that she would open her eyes and see that she deserves someone better… someone like me.

“H, you ready? You have to be on stage in 5” I heard my directors voice coming through the door as I was finishing fixing my trousers up to their comfortable level. I haven’t seen Y/N since she left to go and meet fans, I hope that she will come to the show, but something tells me that she won’t. I can’t do this show without her. But anyway I put that aside for now and walked on stage to start my first song of the night. Wow it was unbelievable to be back.

I just finished half way through the show and I decided to take a mini break by talking to the fans. “Is everyone having a good time tonight?” The screams were deafening in the stadium, amazing. “This next song is one of my favourites from the album, and I ate way too much watermelon for my liking.” Again the screams of excitement and screaming name was amazing, I could literally feel it vibrating through my chest. “Here we go!!!!” I look up half way through the song to see a few of my mates from home dancing and singing along, just making my heart even more warm than what it felt. It’s amazing that I can bring my mates from home over and they wouldn’t miss it for the word, I looked beside one of my mates to see Y/N standing with a glass in her hand and the other one waving over to me. That just gave me more energy and drive to perform amazingly, well I do naturally, but it defiantly made me enjoy the show better knowing that she was there supportive and enjoying the set.

“Thank you so much Vegas you have been amazing!! Good night” I ran off the back of the stage which literally felt like a million presents and flowers at hand. All I heard was the heels of the girl that was running behind me, I knew it was her. Her atmosphere and personality showed through her gorgeous smile and rosy cheeks, maybe she was a little drunk, well I certainly was, I was drunk on her. “H you were totally and utterly outstanding as always, that voice, wowww! So proud of you” she gave me a tight squeeze. Her embrace just made me feel at home. Just perfect. Her little tiny body was just to easy to wrap my arms around her. “Ooh you’ve been working out, look at those arms” she smirked over to me. Her face just inches away from mine. Fuck. “Let’s go and get you a drink”

We sat down with the rest of the team and a few of my mates that were there at the concert with her, Y/N sat down right beside me with her long legs brushing against mine, I don’t know why but just looking at her in that little mini skirt and her long legs just made my dick twinge. I would love to pull at her hair while I have her bent over that table. Fuck what is wrong with me?

“Harry?” She scared me back from my explicit images of her taking me so well, I just wish that it was real. “Yes love, sorry I was in a world of my own.” “I know you were” her giggle is music to my ears, especially with everything that she’s going through she is still as strong as ever. “I said do you want another drink? I think you deserve it with that amount of dancing and squirting water over the fans I thought that was so funny.” Yeah I would love to see you squirt over my face too. Harry. No. Stop. Not tonight. “I know, I’m glad I gave you a laugh Y/N/N! But yeah sure give me a vodka and coke please.” “Good boy, I’ll be right back, can you just let me out please?” “Course love” I could literally see under her skirt as she went past me, I swear I think she is doing this for a laugh now, I just wanna clutch it.

“Hey lad that was an amazing show” my friend back from home came and sat on her seat while she was getting the drinks. “Thanks bro, yeah it was cool to get back into it again” I know what he was thinking, I literally couldn’t keep my eyes off of her. “So how long have you been feeling like this for?” “What do you mean?” Oh crap. Busted. “Having feelings for Y/N? Cmon it’s fucking obvious man you defiantly wanna dick her down.” “Mate it’s not even about that, it’s like I don’t know. It’s so hard to explain, like I have been feeling like this for a while but since we found out last night that her and her man are having problems and we seen pictures of him cheating, it’s just like, I can’t stop thinking about her and what I would do to her, like fuck me she’s driving me insane.” I know it defiantly sounds shallow but I literally can’t stop thinking about her. “Mate I think she feels the same way.” Oh my god. What?? How?? “Yeah, no I’d highly doubt that she will be feeling the same way, her heads in a completely difference space right now, with what she’s going through. I can’t even imagine.” “Harry, believe me when I say this, she’s feels you.” Well fuck I hope she does soon.

Y/N’s P.O.V

After having a few drinks after the show with H, spending time with his friends and the good DJ playing the most unbelievable music has just got me feeling so confident, something that I lacked in for months. Barnett would have never let me wear what I was wearing or go out with a bunch of lads, I was just way to comfortable with him. Maybe that’s the way he felt too. I don’t know. I can’t think about him right now. I need to focus on this moment right here, and just have the most amazing time of my life. When do you ever get an opportunity like this? Sitting here in Vegas in one of the most hottest clubs in the city with my best friend by my side, you can’t get any better than this!

But something was off with Harry. Not in a bad way. It was just every time I got up to dance or to get a drink, or even just talking to him, he couldn’t keep his eyes off of me. I need to talk to him. “Harry” I yelled through the deafening music. He flashed his head back to me and pulled me in closer by my waist to talk to him. “You alright?” “Yeah love I’m absolutely fine, you okay?” “Yeah of course I just wanted to ask you because you’ve been looking at me quite a lot” I giggled whilst looking into his eyes while he’s eyes glazed right over my body once again. My whole body started to thrive inside. No it’s the vodka, I’m sure of it.

“Well why wouldn’t I want to stare at you your gorgeous” his eyes gazed back up to mine again and he glanced to my lips then back up. The awkward laughs started to come through my lips and he done the same. This is the first time he’s ever said that to me and even made me feel awkward. Me and Harry never get awkward around each other, until now. “Stop Harry, thank you very much but stop! Your making me blush.” “Well it’s true, and you need to hear it more.” Oh my god. At that moment my lower part of my body started to tingle. I haven’t felt that in a long time. Maybe that’s why. Because I felt like that with Harry.

“Love do you wanna go? We need to get up early in the morning to fly to Denver.” “Yeah course I’m following right behind.” He grabbed my hand once we said our goodbyes and I lifted my purse to head to the car. The car ride home was the longest ride ever, you could have cut the sexual tension with a knife with the stares we were giving each other. What’s going to happen tonight? I don’t know. But I’m not going to stop it that’s for sure.

We finally got to the hotel room and I instantly went to the sofa to take my heels off. “Wow what a night, my feet are killing me.” I groaned as I took them off. “Yeah it’s been a while from you’ve proper dressed up, you looked good tonight” he states again only this time he’s standing right in front of me helping me up to face him again. “Thank you Harry, I love the outfit you had one tonight as well, it really suited you.” “Oh that’s because it showed off my sexy arms and abs check me out oohhaaa.” He stood back to flex his arms and kissing them while I stood there in a puddle of tears of laughter. “Oh yes of course Harry it definitely did.” He immediately came back to study me once again and grabbed my hands into his, intertwining out fingers together. “How are you feeling did tonight take your mind off of things?” “Yeah it really did, thank you I really needed it!” His eyes wouldn’t gaze anywhere else only my lips. I knew what was coming. His face inched closer and suddenly that was it. The kiss that was inevitable. It was like stars just went off in my eyes. I lifted my hands up to lace them between his chocolate locks of hair while his went down to my waist pulling me in tighter. Wow. This feeling is euphoric. But wait. What am I doing? I suddenly pushed his chest back a tiny bit to let him know that we were done.

“I’m sorry but this isn’t right. I have a fiancée.” “Y/N he cheated on you last night and your still going to go back to him? I don’t mean to sound like a dick but why would you go back to him when he’s going to do the same thing repeatedly.” “Well H you do sound like a dick. Yes he fucked up but I love him and I’m willing to hear him out, maybe the paps got it wrong and it wasn’t actually him.” I looked down to my hands and I refused to give him eye contact the entire time. This was a conversation I knew was going to happen but I couldn’t avoid it any longer. “You can’t be serious? Did you even see the photos? It was clearly him. And clearly I thought you had a little bit more respect for yourself to go back to him but clearly I’m in the wrong, sorry.” “Respect you wanna talk about respect? You were the one to jump at me and make a move as soon as Barnett fucked up. The sarcasm coming out of your mouth is just clearly a defence mechanism for the hurt your going through just because I said no. I’m sorry if that hurts your feelings Harry but I ca-” “Yeah, your right. You did hurt me. I’m sorry that I misinterpreted our friendship.”

He slowly walked away and went to his bedroom, slamming the door. I knew that we both badly fucked up, but I need to talk to Barnett. Just get it over and done with so I know if I can go back and finish that kiss, oooh I badly wanna go back and finish that kiss.

“Hello?” I heard Barnett’s voice through the phone, and to be honest, it actually made me feel sick to my stomach, the thought of what was going to happen next. “Hey” “How’s Vegas?” “Yeah it’s really good I had a blast, we’re flying out tomorrow to go to Denver.” “Cool cool, but yeah works going good here too, I’m just finis-” “Listen Barnett I’m not here on the phone to do small talk with you and I think you know that.” “Well then what’s this about?” He snapped back through the phone. “Oh okay well first off there is no need for back talk. You know what this is about here. Tell me your side of the story because I know that it’s not true.” “No im not going to lie. I slept with her.” My whole body just shivered at the thought that he would do that. Not my man. He would never ever do that to me. “Why? Why would you do this?” “Because your fucking Harry so why would I not?” “Wait, what are you talking about?” “Aw cmon Y/N, do you honestly think I would believe that you would leave me to go and be with that asshole to go on ‘tour’ when really your just a hole for his dick.” “Hey that’s my best friend your talking about here. I would never ever cheat on you. This has nothing to do with H. This is all you and your trust issues coming out again. So don’t you dare sit there and say to me that this is all my fault just because you can’t keep anyone due to your behaviour.” “Well can you blame me given how we started?” “B you had a girlfriend when we got together and you didn’t even tell me until she found out!!” “And yet here we are doing it again” the rage that was going through my veins was more than I could handle at that moment in time. “Ugh that’s it I’ve had enough of you and your lies and your bullshit. I need to get out of this relationship before we go any further with this. I’m over this. I’m over you and your infidelity. You’ve proven time and time again you are not to be trusted but of course I was the one to fall for your charms. It’s over. I’ll send you back your ring.” “Y/N please don’t, we c-” I just hung up the phone before I could even hear what else he had to say. That’s it. It’s done. I sat back in the chair going over everything that was said in my head. I feel like I defiantly done the right thing for sure.

I continued to sit there and think. Then my head started to wonder to Harry. Oh god Harry. I need to go and talk to him. I got up off of the sofa and wondered my way down the hall to his bedroom door. Three small knocked radiated off of the walls. Please answer the door. If he doesn’t I know that I majorly fucked up. Yet again why should he answer the door? I treated him like shit. I was just about to loose hope when.. “Hey” he opened his door with no shirt on and just his boxers. Holy fuck this is the best sight I’ve been in ages. I’ve never seen Harry in nothing but his boxers, but it defiantly made me feel things. I just decided there and then that I didn’t wanna talk. I wanted to show him how I felt. I slowly pushed him, pushing the closed the door with my foot, and made my way to the bed with him. He sat down on the bed and looked up at me with confusion on his face. I sat on his lap and wrapped my arms around his neck, looking directly into his hazel/green eyes. He knew what I wanted. I pushed my lips against his and his hands went straight to my waist, again, pulling me closer into him. His toothpaste tasting tongue gracefully pushed into my mouth and letting out this moan from his chest. Right there and then I knew this was the right thing to do.

Harry’s P.O.V

All I could hear was the yelling of Y/N’s voice down the hall. I knew she was talking to him. All I wanted to do was to go down the hall and comfort her, but that was something that she had to deal with on her own. She needed this conversation. Then for a while there was silence. I thought maybe she fell asleep on the couch or something. I decided to put my phone down and have a little power nap as we only had a few hours before we had to get up to go to the airport. While I was dosing in and out of sleep I heard three small knocks to my door. Oh shit I have nothing on. I quickly slid my boxers on and answered the door to see Y/N standing still in her outfit from tonight, and her eyes never left my body.

She bit her lip slightly and looked up at me. “Hey” I said with still a sleepy raspy tone to my voice. She didn’t say anything but pushed me to the bed and climbed on my lap. Holy fuck this is hot. I could literally feel my hard on coming on in seconds. I hope this is what she wants or she’s just drunk. She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me in for a kiss. I swear she is the best kisser ever. I wonder what else she’s good at. I immediately pulled her body into me, her lower half grazing on my dick ever so slightly, fucking for sure a rock solid dick is in my boxers right now, and I know she can feel it. While she continued to kiss me I pushed my hands from her waist to under her tight little skirt, kneading her ass checks ever so slightly. The moans escaping the both of us was music to my ears. She then pushed off of me and never unlocked her eyes from mine. Then she started to undress, one bit of clothing at a time. You know the way when you’ve been friends or known someone for so long that you wonder what they look like naked? Well, she was nothing like I imagined. She is so fucking sexy with her little red lingerie on underneath. Holy shit. “Fuck Y/N, you are so fucking sexy.” “I just felt really warm that’s all.” “Cmon over here, I’ll show you what your hotness does to me.” I got up and grabbed her again and threw her on the bed so she was laying down completely. I went up to give her sloppy kisses around her neck, down her lovely fitted bra, making my way down her navel, and I started kissing the top of the thong that she was wearing. “Fuck Harry, please don’t tease me.” Her moans when she’s horny is fucking music to my ears.

“I don’t think I can tease you anymore, love.” I moved her thong to the side and I slid my fingers around her tiny folds, just not hitting her clit but just teasing her enough that it would get her off. Again her tiny moans leaving her mouth were constant now. “Harry please just touch me” I looked down at her wetness and I couldn’t believe it. I’ve never thought to this day I would see her tiny little pussy ready to be eaten by me. What a beautiful site. I slowly rubbed my tongue around her folds and swiped it over the hood of her clit, then I slid my two fingers into her, with ease. Her hips started to rise with the pleasure. Fuck. I think my cock is leaking right now. With the flicks of my tongue on her clit and the fast pumps of my fingers through her tiny hole just made her thrive for more, I could just feel it. “Aw I’m gonna cum if you keep doing this, fuck.” I suddenly stopped and went back up to her face and started to kiss her neck again. “Aw why did you stop?” “Because I want you to cum when I’m inside you” I whispered into her ear, giving off another moan from her sexy plump lips. I started to grind my hips against hers ever so slightly to let her feel everything she’s making me feel. It gave me some kind of relief but I needed to get into her.. like right now.

Y/N’s P.O.V

“Because I want you to cum when I’m inside you” aw seriously I couldn’t wait any longer for him to be inside me. I’ve been waiting for this moment and for someone to make me cum and not just myself. If he does make me cum I’m not going to let him go and I’m going to fuck him everyday. I pulled him out of his boxers and pumped him a few times while looking up at him, the scrunched look on his face, radiating sweat and pleasure was just exhilarating to see. “Fuck Y/N you need to stop because I’m guna cum soon if you keep on doing this.” Even when I stopped wanking him off he was still touching his tip around my thong. He immediately took his boxers off and my thong while I took my bra off in record time and lay back down on the bed, all ready for him. He just stood there looking at me, taking in what he was seeing. And then when I looked down. Holy fuck. This is going to be the biggest dick I will ever take, I honestly don’t know if it will fit!!

He then came down on top of me and lifted my legs around his waist. His eyes again never left mine as he slowly slipped into my slick hole, while the both of us whimpered with pleasure radiating throughout our bodies. “Fuck Y/N, your so tight.” “All for you.” That’s when he started to thrust tiny at the start but then he picked up the pace and started to thrust faster and faster. “Aw baby that’s it baby girl you take that dick good.” Baby. He called me baby. That’s it I was just about to cum there and then. “Baby I’m going to come really soon pull my legs up.” He pulled my legs up over his shoulders and lifted his body to go deeper and also hit his pubic bone off of my clit. My orgasm stared and my legs and pelvis starts to shave uncontrollably. The feeling that this is, is very strange. I’ve never came during sex before, but this was something else. His thrusts got faster while he rode out his high. “Fuck baby I’m filling you up, fuck fuck fuck” his moans and groans got louder to the point where I know the people downstairs heard us. As we both rode out our climaxes Harry just left kisses around my neck and down my chest again.

“Wow did we really just do that?” Harry questioned as he exited me to get up to clean himself and to get me a towel. “I know what the heck got into us.” He came back to give me a towel to clean up. “Well I don’t know about me but this was all you.” We both giggled as he laid back down beside me. “I’m sorry for finishing really quick by the way, it’s just, it’s been a long time.” His face started to get red with that comment as he looked down at his arms to try not to give me eye contact, that is the cutest thing ever. “Hey look at me, don’t worry about that. I was the same to be honest.” I explained as he continued to not look at me. “Can I ask how long it’s been from you know..?” “Erm, I would say, like over a year or so.” Oh my god. I was shocked. “Seriously?? Why? Your like the heartthrob of the decade!” “Because I don’t believe in sleeping around anymore. I only sleep with people that I have feelings for.” That’s when he looked up at me, to see my reaction, and to be honest I don’t know what my reaction was. I was in total shock. “You have feelings for me? For how long?” “Probably for a couple of months, but obviously I wouldn’t do anything about it because, you know, it’s us! I would never do anything to hurt you or your relationship.” “I know I respect that big time. Thank you for that. But you don’t need to worry about that anymore, it’s completely over.” “Seriously? Is that why you came here after the phone call?” “Oh, you heard that huh?” “I think everyone in the fucking hotel heard it love” again the awkward giggles started to come out. “But no honestly I think that’s the best decision you’ve ever made. I know it’s going to be hard to move on but I know that’s what you need to do, honestly. I’m so proud of you. And I’ll be here every step of the way.” I just put my arms around him and embraced, just because I didn’t want him to see me be anyway emotional. Having sex and then seeing a girl cry isn’t exactly romantic really. “Thank you H.” “Of course.” We just sat there and talked for a little bit and decided it was time to go to bed. I started to put my outfit back on and lifted the towel that was left at the bottom of the bed. “Aw babe where are you going? Do you not wanna sleep here tonight?” “Believe me Harry if I was going to stay here I’d highly doubt there would be any sleeping going on would there be?” “I guess not, no” his dimples shining out through his cheeks are so cute I could just look at them all day. “I’ll go now and I’ll see you in a few hours. Sweet dreams.” “Oh I will defiantly have a good nights sleep now.”