Dappled In Sunlight

Having to go with people/a group to my gym after being sexually harassed is so discouraging. Like I’m a grown ass adult, I hate having to be basically babysat so no gross ass men follow me around, stare, and demean me. My boyfriend is so concerned after the incident last week that he’s requested I don’t go alone and I don’t blame him. I’ve been on edge ever since it happened. Incels ruin everything.

My boyfriend is out of state this week and although my routine is pristine (eating is perfect, exercising everyday, social events lined up, work is going well, house perfectly clean, etc.), I am genuinely tweaking bc I miss him so bad. Like even if I do all of the steps of my day, and everything is technically in place, my body aches when he is gone to a point that everything still feels off and sad. He’s my missing piece rn :(