Trigger warning: graphic descriptions, murder
Horizon (Full name Event Horizon), jacob goat + wolf hybrid, he/it/they + neos (ze/blood/fang/🫀), 5'11" (6'6" with the upper horns)
First and foremost, he's an absolute BASTARD/aff
He's an evil mf who's hygiene stopped existing after gaining trauma🔥 (aka after their heart was literally ripped out of them)
The reason they're still alive despite missing their heart is because their veins clumped up together in the spot their heart used to be, and made a makeshift 'heart' that keeps them alive (downsides are that he gets way less energy, some body parts randomly go numb due to insufficient blood traveling to them, erratic blood pressure, etc.). His body would have made a new heart (as that's how bodies work in our universe, they can regenerate a lot faster and can regenerate whole body parts too, including organs, but those take a lot longer) but due to who he was attacked by, leaving a special kind of venom in his body, it actively prevents it from regenerating his heart, thus leaving a hole in his chest, that, when touched, feels like you're touching nothing, only feeling a cold sensation
In our universe, everyone is practically immortal. They can technically 'die' but, to put it simply, they revive later, whether they keep their most recent memories after reviving is a 50/50 chance
Its only goal is to destroy all organic life that he can find, having the ability of teleportation, but it drains all of his energy after using it and leaves the majority of his body numb for a while
At first, after he lost his heart, realizing that it's not growing back, he wanted to take someone else's, and swallow it, in hopes that maybe, just maybe, its body will accept it and attach, regaining what it had lost. It didn't.
Instead, they realized their liking of the feeling of swallowing hearts, and the taste of raw meat and blood was really good to them, so he kept doing it, to feed, for fun, for revenge, for cravings and so on, plunging his arm into one's chest cavity and grabbing the heart
It lacks flexibility, including in its jaw, that's why he always swallows the hearts in a more quick manner, as his jaw starts hurting fast and is at active rick at locking it or even dislocating it (even knowing this, he still continues doing it because he's a dumbass)
They take great pleasure in seeing people in fear, he especially loves making other afraid of him, he hurts others for fun, he takes his anger out on others, lacking empathy for those around him, but has rare moments in which he does have it
Ze has a horrid temper and has anger outbursts that are very unpredictable, even the smallest things can tick zir off, which can lead to very violent behavior
He's actually pretty chill when he's not actively seeking to kill or when he's not angered. They act almost flirty-like, especially towards those that seem interesting to him, but he never has any actual romantic interest, only developing such feelings when after a bond is developed, which with him, is a very hard thing to do, because whenever someone gets even just a little bit close, he starts distancing himself
It never, and i mean NEVER, allows itself to be vulnerable, even when completely alone, being seen in a vulnerable position, or crying or anything of that nature is one of his biggest fears, which is why they can never relax, they can never feel at ease, always having their guard up, thus being a very light sleeper or just straight up not sleeping, pulling all nighters pretty frequently
It has a journal, where we it writes basically anything and (almost) everything, from events in its life, how it feels, smalls secrets, but never any of his deepest feelings and secrets, nothing of what happened to him in the past or what kind of people he was surrounded by, in fear of anyone finding his journal and reading it (despite having it literally locked away). They write in cursive and can write pretty fast, though has trouble remembering words sometimes
Ze enjoys reading in zir free time. Ze's mainly interested in horror and sci-fi books, preferring longer books!! Ze also likes crafting things, from decorative pages to fidget toys to black holes models
And speaking of black holes, those are his absolute biggest special interest (yes he's autistic), he sees himself in them and has a very deep fascination towards them, devoting his time to researching them and looking for them during the night
They're partially deaf (left ear), and have blurry vision in their left eye due to it being damaged. Due to that eye being damaged and looking the way it does, they feel very insecure about it, which is the reason they grew out their hair in the front, to hide it, not only from the sight of others, but from himself as well, because seeing it makes him feel ugly, and serves as a reminder of what happened, what he saw and who's eyes he looked into
It has the ability to retract his upper horns, and can make them 'dissapear', turning into sprinkle-like pellets, falling on his head (doesn't make sense but most things in our universe don't make much sense lol, i guess you could say the reason is magic xD)
He mainly uses the retracting ability when he uses his upper horns to impale others, and due to them being slightly curved, it can be kind of difficult to take them out as they are
The 'dissapearing' ability can be used for when they want to headbutt, as the base of their lower horns are super durable, but never keeps them dissapeared, as it makes him feel slightly 'unarmed'
Due to zir lack of hygiene and self care, zir fur is extremely matted and has a very strong scent of rot, blood and ash, just being around zir is physically repulsing. They often have new wounds appearing due to the matted fur pulling onto their skin so much, to the point of tearing it. Sometimes those wounds becoming infected due to him not taking care of them in time
Other miscellaneous info!!:
doesn't like anything sweet
surprisingly really likes cutesy games, feels too embarrassed to let anyone find out lmao
has a place to live but spends 99% of its time outside, sometimes even sleeping outside, climbed up in big trees usually
Diet consists only of raw meat, has a preference towards organs like hearts (obviously), lungs and livers
Can purr, but it's rare and very faint, can only be heard if your ear is directly pressed to his throat
Has a high pain tolerance
Loves teasing, annoying and angering those he likes