Meow

I failed them I failed him i mss him so bsd whst if I jst relspsed

I like when they get sarcastic and mean to me,, I want him to talk to me like that whike we fuck I mean fuck J mean have a platonic conversation

“is any jonah NORMAL?” haha,, sweats,, yess why would you say that,,, (Looks at my obsession holder and attachment holder roles) hmm..

jerking it to the thought of letting someone degrade me just ot fuck them harder and put them back in their place oughh

how about I sit on my ass and I stalk YOU next time

idk man times are weird dont judge me

and maybe a tenacle/monster fucker thing going on for me

I might have a corruption kink i cant lie

yeah yeah most of the sexual posts are gone what about it. I miss my ex but I dont wanna disappoint and let people down.

im learning to lose, thats a thing they dont teach you!!!!

I need to find the right way to your house (I know where it is.)

now im looking back on life and honestly even with all the fuck ups and mistakes I wouldnt change a thing if it meant getting here.

how many more days can I go on lying to people about how fine everything is. What the fuck.

I feel such a major guilt if I ever died on the people I love and care about, but it feels like my only option. I get reminded of the people who hate me, the people who are supposed to hate me, and guilt eats me alive. How can anyone live like that forever?? How does someone get.. better?? The answer ive come to find is they don’t. They just pretend that they do.

So do the act like you never met me.

just a heads up for someone who cares about this blog potentially, most of the posts are getting deleted.