sodapopsparkle by yumi

I usually think people overreact with the meme : trying to undo a mistake on paper.

God. literally today I was drawing and was so fucking focused , then I made a mistake with the strokes.

My first instinct was double tapping to undo like I did that for two times. consecutively.

When the realisation hit I was indeed drawing on paper.

I laughed so much . Even told everyone.

Went to the delhi book fair .

😭 god ,I spent 5 hrs in one hall without knowing there are more like (7 more) . ☕

+ brought the fork, the witch and the worm . Because I liked the cozy writting. But let me tell you i didn't look up it have 4 more parts before this one. 🤡

+ got a spiderpunk comic because why not.🔥🩷🎶 (The cover is so cool...✨💗)

Just start doing something hope I don't loose intrest mid way or abandon the project.

In my mind I was going all flight and fight mode bro wth ? Why he is calling me? Who call's?

Reluctantly,I picked it up ,he clear his voice he confirmed my name and roll call.

"yumi you didn't give the exam , why? Did something happened?" He was concerned.

I swallow as i come up with the words

"no...no sir it was just so much pressure acadmic and .... mentally, I just couldn't...." I trailed off.

" yumi* you know everything will get fine , their is nothing to be worried . Take it slow , you will cover it up"

It was unexpected and it's really was something reassuring that make me feel better about whatever fucked up is happening in my life.

"I will do what I can for you . But show up ? Okey? I want you to graduate." He encouraged.

"yes...yes sir. thanks. thank you"

And the call ended.

I know he won't remember the call or me or what his words does . By the time I'm writing he must have forgotten about me.

But you know sometimes unexpected things happen, someone's kind words can get to you and stuck the cord that was rusted for so long.

The whole conversation motivates me to go school again. Even though my voices in my head and people's watching gaze make me wanna isolate myself.

(Alex on his day off)

Nico was fuming as he enters Alex's living room.

Alex: *scratching his back of head* "what are you looking at?"

Nico: *stares for a couple of sec , then his gaze goes down. A slow pink blush crept to his ears*

"geezz atleast put some slacks on!!!"

Alex: *a smirk curves his lips* you aren't looking away either;)

*Screams in adhd*

I don't know what to do like I have a task and then i forgets about it .

So I started writing it on a post note and pasted it on the wall.

And what I FORGET TO LOOK AT THEM.

So I started using an app. Like everyone suggests.

Ahem

I FORGOT TO LOOK AT THE APP.

even if I do sometimes remember the task , I just forgets about it mid way .

Star doing random shit for 30 min then come back to realise i didn't do the ACTUAL TASK.