Aden couldnāt take his eyes off Soda as he positioned himself, making himself comfortable while clinging to the manās hands. His touch was both soothing and maddening, and Aden bit down slowly on his lower lip as he tried to focus.Ā āMe too, Sir. I thought about it, but I couldnāt leave you. Not ever. Iām here, you can rest assured. I wondered when we might have this conversation, and when it might get brought up. Iām not picky about what this looks like, Iām willing to follow your lead Sir. I respect you, so I title you. And, to avoid making you look bad, I title everyone else now. When the consequences of not were just mine, it was different. That has changed though. I would like to explore anything you want to, I trust you and feel safe doing that. I donāt have much experience, youāve been warned, but that doesnāt mean I donāt want to. Itās just not make it or break it for me. As a sub? You make me feelā¦Good. Safe. Like itās okay to be, with you. Sir, you do? It is the case for me! Yes! It absolutely is! How are youĀ feeling, Sir?ā
As Aden spoke, Soda brought one of those hands up and kissed each fingertip in turn. When the other man finished speaking, he nodded, then laced their fingers again on that hand.Ā āItās not make or break for me either. I know the world we live in and what needs come with each mark, but it isnāt make or break for me. I just wanna take careāa ya, I want you to feel like ya got solid ground.Ā āCause ya do, ya got it with me. I donāt have much experience either, itād be fine either way though. Iām glad ya feel the same, Itād be rough if ya didnāt but itād be okay.ā He started kissing the other handās fingers.Ā āIām good. I just wanna spend time with you.ā