everytime i want something i should be shot in the head

I don't feel like I deserve to live

why do i want to destroy myself so badly? like genuinely, where does this desire come from and why is it so strong?

i hope one day i’ll finally have the courage to kill myself

Why can’t I go to sleep and not wake up

I need a bullet in my head right now

I dont belong here, i dont belong anywhere.. I dont want to be here anymore

i just want to smash my head onto concrete

you don't love me and im being really brave about it

I want to disappear and hope no one would find me.

to hell with everything

oh yea, i deserve to bleed

A bullet in my head would be less traumatic than me waking up everyday

i am so so tired of being this lonely. it feels like a slow death.

I have a headache because I'm a bad person