it’s so weird not being friends with people that used to be really important to u like u never stop being reminded of them bc their personalities and sense of humor and so many little details about them will always be in ur brain like u could see something in a store and think “they would like that” or watch a video and think “they would think this is funny” or even just the most random shit will make u think of them and it’s such a weird feeling

dont ignore me ?? i despise being ignored ?? i mean im ignoring like 8 ppl right now but still ???

u ever catch yourself overthinking then you’re like bitch what the fuck who cares

me after every dream: honestly? what kind of symbolism. 

umm i need reassurance that my presence is wanted but i can’t ask for reassurance because that’s really Embarrassing and it wouldn’t feel genuine if i asked for it

if they wanted to, they would’ve.

a lack of communication can really fuck up a lot of good shit

Another sleepless night