The Beautiful SnugMelBaybee

Do you ever just sit there and ponder about how you wish you could look amazing like those girls. Those natural pretty girls. Not trying to be insecure or anything, but sometimes you wish you had a motive. Those girls who are so pretty & gorgeous they have millions of fans. So many fans they make money off of just being so hot and sexy. Their bodies are so perfectly curvy, so slim thick. Then there’s me, a girl who tries to be like them. Trying to make content being goofy and beautiful, but it’s not like their’s. I look in the mirror and sometimes I feel so disgusted with myself. Plenty of people tell me I’m perfect and beautiful, but I don’t know. Sometimes I don’t believe it. My mom is in heaven right now ashamed of me probably for saying such nonsense, but can’t help how I feel. I’m so envious of those girl’s who are probably just like me. They feel insecure behind close doors, but once it comes to the public they perceive to be so confident in themselves. Only because the world is so cruel to others. Not that it’s a bad thing. Everyone should feel beautiful on the inside and out, but you know? The brain is just as worse as the world.