an update:
so lately ive been doing a lot of thinking. and when i say a lot, i mean. a lot.
i think im going to try to live my life the best that i can as a cis female. without going into too much description, i have struggled with an eating disorder since i was 12. my perception of my body has been warped for as long as i can remember. i think somewhere along the lines, i misinterpreted what i was feeling as gender dysphoria. the difference between trenders and people like me is that trenders know that they dont have dysphoria.
i wont say that i ever faked it, because i genuinely thought it was dysphoria. i will likely be going back to therapy to get help for my eating disorder, as things have spiraled a bit out of control with it.
i also will likely not come back to this blog, but i will check sporatically. if you want my new blog, hit me up. thank you.
