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i accidentally deleted all my caps, icons, psds and a bunch of other files so that’s sort of killed my inspiration to be around and it sucks. 

Good news! I finally got a blood test today so hopefully I should get my results back by the end of the week/early next week and we’ll be able to see what exactly the heck is wrong with me. Bad news, however, my arm is now killing me so writing is a no go today and I’ll hopefully be around tomorrow instead.

low blood pressure is a BITCH and it can kiss my ass. in other news hopefully i’ll be able to get a doctors appointment tomorrow and they’ll be able to do something so i have more energy and can be around and actually do the writing thing.

me, in the midst of a depression spiral lotr reread: what if i gave evie an lotr verse 

I have some thoughts on how Evie was raised to be something of a black widow. Literally made to ensnare, entrap, and steal the wealth and life out of men. Not for her own glorification nor gains, nor out of a desire for seeing vengeance done. Simply just as naïve pawn for her mother. She has some similarities between herself and the character of Thomas in Crimson Peak. However, he’s a much more willing and aware of his own acts and is far more... guilty than Evie is. Evie, perhaps, if left to grow older and to continue on is left with anger towards men and her acts feel like some kind of retribution but the hand of her mother is still there guiding things unseen ya know. 

i am back from my hiatus and i’m going to hopefully work on google doc for evie today + finally write up her verses. replies will *fingers crossed* start coming today too !

*quietly* but squaller evie would be a very neat concept. that is all.

who wants to tell me that revamping my old comic based betty cooper is a bad idea bc i think i need to be told to not do it