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This chilling devotion obsession is getting bad

Been feeling triggered (like always on xmas time) but still not giving up this time. Ive been eating well and on time. And i try to feel normal about it.

Alright im drinking and cleaning the apartment (yes it is 11am but i woke up at 5ish in the evening and this is just my natural schedule) because some BEST LONG TIME friends (who i mostly talk to online despite knowing each other for years) are visiting for a few days for new years and im so excited to see them.

Using my real first name online feels so dangerous

Ed tw i guess but i think im finally in successful recovery!! Got doctors involved and all and ive been very consistent. Kinda struggling still but i do feel much better already.

This feels so weeeiiird lol

Idk if i should make a new tumblr or totally rework this one. Maybe a new one.

My bio still says 18 and im turning 21 in half a year, maybe it is time to update this account or something (i dont rly use socials atm, just mostly cat pics on ig but i stalk yall maybe once a year here lol)