It's out! This thing I've worked for a long time for is finally out^^
My friend and I have worked for a long time on this- a Visual Novel adaptation of Martin McDonagh's The Pillowman!
We really loved the dark and chilling story of the original play, and we're really happy to finish adapting the entire 1st Act and enter the Decker Jam! There's a lot of reading and mystery and horror involved if ur into that! We're going to develop the full version in Godot!
You can play it HERE, in browser in Itch.io! <3
if that name don't ring a bell just know that the main character is originated by David Tennant and u might understand my insanity)
and he's bloody and he looks like this)
so yeah, id be really happy if ppl played it and talked to me abt it ^^
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Watching footage of Beatlemania, you can see in the fansā faces that the euphoria and intensity sometimes turned them into true portraits of āscream queensā from horror cinema.
Here I play with what would happen if I took that idea to exploitation movie posters, using song titles from the band and twisting their meaning.
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fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this
Summary: in the middle of the loud Hamburg, George finds a way to visit his lover for the weekend.
Word count: 1310
Notes: it's my first time in ages writting in english so I'm sorry if I made any mistakes, but hopefully this is the first of many oneshots to come!
The day was coming to its end, as the last sunshine peeked thru the blinds on Jürgen apartment.
In between the bands performances and the eternal parties, George had found the time to spend it on his lover's place giving to each other a weekend of silence in the middle of the noisy Hamburg.
Bored, he started touching and looking his stuff finding some old paintings the german had done while studying art with the rest of the exis.
"I haven't seen you paint before" āhe called him, while inspecting the canvases.
"That's because I'm a photographer, I don't do it oftenā¦" āwas his response as he grabbed another one, depicting some fruits on his living roomā "See? this one I made recently. You have to exercise the muscle, or you lose the ability."
"Yeah⦠your muscles" āGeorge joked, raising his eyebrows as he caressed his arm.
Jürgen snorted at the double meaning, still getting flusteredā "I'm all bones."
"No, not really." āhe tried to keep touching him.
"Why don't I paint you? Ja?" āhe interrupted his advances, grabbing him by the shouldersā "I saw in an art exhibition, some pictures of people as canvases⦠I'll try that."
Next thing George knew, was him laying face down on Jürgen's bed without a shirt or pants.
"I hope you're not ticklish" āsaid Jürgen mixing some oil paintings on his pallette, climbing behind him.
Even though the idea was doing a still life on his back, Jürgen started painting whatever shapes came to mind thru his back, shoulders and thighs.
George wasn't ticklish, and yet, the touch of the brush make his skin crawl. He felt warm because of the idea of Jürgen's fingers touring thru his body like that and the setting sun against him. His face started to turn red at the same pace the blood pooled on his crotch in anticipation.
He turned around to catch a glimpse of Jürgen's face, encountering the same lust hungry expression on his blue eyes. Their eyes meet, and silently, Jürgen pushed his pelvis against his bottom, letting him feel his erection trapped on his trousers.
A gasp left his lips as George pushed his body against him imitating his actions without breaking the eye contact. They stayed like that, moving their bodies increasing the friction between them until Jürgen broke the contact enough to undo his belt and lowe ring his pants enough so he could grop his erection more comfortably.
"Jürgen⦠" āGeorge called him, needy on his voice before he lowered his body to messily kiss him, not caring that his white shirt got stained by the oil paints.
They separated briefly from the kiss to make enough space for George to turn around and continue the kiss more comfortably.
Quickly, Jürgen took his hand in direction of George's underwear, wrapping his hand on his dick under the fabric making him gasp, alleviated by the stimulation after a long time wanting any sort of touch.
His whiny moans filled the room as he grabbed Jürgen by the shoulders, hiding his face on his chestā "Good, ja?" āJürgen asked with agitated voice, knowing how much George was enjoying it by the sounds he was making.
"Jür- oh!⦠Jürgen, wait⦠" āGeorge called between sobs of pleasure, taking Jürgen's wrist to stop him before he came on his hand. Obediently, he stopped before kissing his temple in a loving way.
"Too much?" āhe asked, nervous to have exceeded himself, relaxing himself when George confirmed he was okay. He kissed him again repetitively all over his face, murmuring sweet names that George couldn't understand while removing his dirty clothes from the contact with George's body, staying only with his underwear on.
Playfully, George kissed him on the lips again and started lowering his kisses to his jaw, neck and chestā "Georgeā¦" āhe called him when his face was in front of his pelvis, grinning back at him with that fang Jürgen loved.
George took the chance to lick his lower abdomen and part of his happy trail before removing Jürgen's underwear enough so that his dick was freed until George took its head on his mouth.
The hot mess of his mouth was enough to have the poor man moaning and groaning obscenities in german, the natural words of his own language making his voice change from nervous and shaky to low pitched and nasty.
He grabbed George by the head, helping take a rhythm that would pleasure him even more, barely containing himself to push him in a way that would forcecock to take his whole cock.
"Ah⦠so good" āhe barely said in english when George stopped sucking him, leaning himself forward to kiss him feeling the aftertaste of himself. He sat back on the bed, pulling George on his lap as their hands grabbed every part of their skin they could get a hold of.
"I stained you⦠" āGeorge whispered when both of them took a break from their make out session to catch their breath.
"Not so muchā¦" āresponded the german, excited by the view of George naked, sweaty and with paint all over himself. The guitarist, not pleasured with the state of his lover, turned around and picked one of the oil paint tubes from the night stand: Ultramarine blue.
"Your eyes⦠" āhe explained opening it and pouring a considerable amount of it on Jürgen's chest and smearing it thru wherever his hands could reach.
Jürgen observed silently how George touched him before taking him on his arms and joining their chest together so both of their bodies shared the same colorā "That was expensive⦠" āhe whispered on his ear.
A cold runned thru George's spine, feeling his cock twitch by the change of tone of the otherwise shy and nervous manā "Let's make it worth it then⦠"
Thats phrase was enough for Jürgen to jump at his lips like a hungry animal, grabbing his hips firmly as George grabbed him by the back of his neck, not minding at that moment to get paint on his hair.
Jürgen turned around their bodies, leaving George back down on his bed staining the bed covers as they changed positions and while Jürgen tried to clean his fingers enough before grabbing the lube he kept on the nightstand. He separated his body from George's as he poured down the liquid down his clean hand and took them to his bottom, inserting them slowly, savoring the view of his lover moaning his nameā "Is it good, mein leibe?"
George nodded with closed eyes, unable to keep them open from the pleasure. A loud gasp leaved his mouth when Jürgen's fingers left his interiors, leaving him time to open his eyes back again to see Jürgen grabbing the base of his cock before entering him again.
Soon enough, the otherwise quiet flat was filled with the clapping of their bodies and the mixed languages moans from each other as Jürgen started to fuck him, every thrust harder than the one before by the whinny demands of the young guitarist.
"Verdammt⦠(goddamn) " āhe whispered on George's neck as his movements became sloppy as he was close to cum, doing it inside of him after a couple more trusts being shortly followed by George.
After both of them catches their breaths, Jürgen slowly separated himself from George, taking a look of the messy way his cum dripped from his entrance before falling by his side on the bed, pulling him next to him in a silent hug as he kissed his sweaty forehead, slowly falling into the realization that not only he butchered some good clothes and his bed sheets, but that George had picked a brand new expensive tube of oils.
"Mein leibeā¦" āhe called himā "Let's go clean ourselves, ja?"
Maybe a shower would help him find a way to replace the damaged goods.
hey!! Iām also an insane jürgen researcher, and use your twitter posts very often for reference info. however, Iām far too shy to post or dm you on twitter. I recently discovered that jürgen possibly passed away in 2017 while looking on various ancestry sites for potential new photos. I could be mistaken, but the birth year looks correct. see here: findagrave.com/memorial/281674203/jürgen-vollmer
hello! omg what hello. wow okay im pretty sure jürgen is still alive thankfully, seeing as he appeared in an interview for a documentary made in 2024 and i should say he looked rather well! unless the interview was old, which i think is pretty unlikelyš¤ okay the grave does have the same name and birth year which is a lot for a coincidence... man idk. i am pretty sure he is alive, he must be right?? i mean, we probably would've heard something about it if he died? and he's still alive according to his wikipedia page. okay im choosing to believe he's alive and well and that the grave is just a crazy coincidenceš
one of the best things for me in adulthood was realising just how many other human beings are mentally ill, weird, stupid, embarassing. like truly truly we all say idiotic things and make mistakes and i dont have to punish myself and crawl into a hole and die over being imperfect. Read one comments section and you'll understand that there are more lunatics than you could ever imagine
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It pisses me off when people act like George was "ungrateful" for not being fully satisfied with being a Beatle, because to me it reads as anger at him for daring to force them to question their role as a fan and what celebrity does to people.
The key to understanding George is remembering how young he was. He was only 15 when he joined the band. He was only 19 when they got their first number one hit. Think about who you were at 19 - just a kid. He just wanted to play music in a band with his friends and maybe score some girls, and suddenly he was one of the most famous people on the planet. How could anyone be emotionally prepared for that? At a time in your life when most people would be studying at uni or working their first job, he was trying to figure out who he was in cramped hotel rooms, over the noise of screaming fans. No chance to breath. That would drive anyone a bit mad. But in spite of all that, he began to figure out who he was beyond the one-note caricature of Beatle George, began to find his own voice as an artist, only to find himself pushing up against the all-consuming Lennon-McCartney mythology. Play your guitar, gently. That's your role. They're the songwriters. Wouldn't you be at least a little resentful?
And then it all ends - the band breaks up, and he's only 27. What do you do after the Beatles? When this band you've been in since you were 15, the band that made you more famous than Jesus when you were practically still a kid implodes and you still have most of your life to live? If he 'rejected' the Beatles after the break-up (which I think is a deeply reductive way of looking at it, but if that's the narrative we're running with), it's only because the alternative was living an entire lifetime in the shadow of a few years, and that's sounds crushing. Would you want to be Beatle George? Would anyone?
But because that's how you prefer to think of him, he's ungrateful for wanting to be someone else. For not treating his two childhood friends like the gods you view them as. For thinking his own artistic ambitions were worth pursuing. For daring to live a life after 1970.
#for the other three the band was kind of an escape from their formative traumas but for george it Was his formative trauma#he could've made some better choices but i don't hold anything against him#george harrison#the beatles