thats not oraegano

The people in between this are never noticed because they aren’t unique enough. They are not challenging enough. They are not special enough. And no body cares enough about them. But when they are gone people begin to pretend they care for their self needs of attention. But what I don’t understand is why they can’t just keep not caring? Majority of people that leave do so because they know they aren’t special. They know they are wasting the air and resources around them that they believe should be used for those more important than them. Those that actually matter and make a difference in people’s lives. If they want to be forgotten then why can’t we leave them forgotten.

There is nothing worst than knowing the feeling of happiness then have it taken away from you. Even worst when you finally get that moment back but a few days later it's taken away again, affecting you worst than before. Life is a sick game of monopoly. You may think you're winning then someone comes along and takes that all away out of no where, in front of your own eyes, scheming with the people around you to make it happen. Complete continuous happiness doesn't exist in this world. People will always hurt you to make themselves feel better. Hurting them back will never make you feel better. The only peace you can find is accepting you will never be happy. People will find you weak if you take yourself out of the game though. You have to deal with the pain, be judged for how you deal with the pain. Making others happy is impossible but that personally hurts me too much to not try. I'm starting to feel like being weak is the best choice. I won't have to feel the disappoint anymore. The less people you are disappointed in the less pain you will go through. So wouldn't I be helping others be happy if i accept I'm weak?

"Do you juul?"