1) very slight burn

2) the smell of vinegar

3) “wait this is heroin? wtf dude”

4) thoughts about disappointing one’s mother, homelessness, etc

5) no more anger or worry, because you’re high on heroin

6) drip, not that bad as far as drips go

7) universal perfection; euphoria; small pupils; no shitting/pissing

8) no longer high, feel normal - but want more fucking heroin

Part of being alive is wishing that you weren't sometimes, you see

But my brain forces me to breathe

Even if its reluctantly

But when I die I hope my room is clean

So they think of me kindly when they pack up my things

But I cant take my own life

cause now unfortunately

theres a boy who loves unconditionally

Somehow

I dont see

What he sees inside of me

But I cant fuck up his psyche

By leaving permanently

I cant just leave him lonely

Here

This earth is far too cruel and bleak

For a sunny day like him

But not a hurricane like me