What up!

I opened an old box nothing special. I wonder how many more times I'm going to find another stray hair leftover from her head.

I should just never introduce people ever

As much as I want to I just cant seem to enjoy holidays anymore. I have too many thoughts. This ones no different. Wet grass, shuffling up the hill, running into friends, the warm air. The glow of the stop and shop sign slowly fading, playing the Pops concert on my phone. Trying to make everything perfect, to have a memory worth keeping.

Turn around, sprint 10 steps back

At my inability to control myself Out of sight≠out of mind

Goodbye friend...

Its been almost 8 fucking months and I still think about her at least once a day. Make this fucking go away

I keep on playing our favorite song I turn it up while you're gone It's all I've got when you're in my head And you're in my head, so I need it

Its not that I dont want to be your friend. The exact opposite really. I just cant keep seeing the person I loved be with another person just yet. I cant keep tagging you in stuff sending snaps messages contact and thinking that youll never see it... I wonder every day if you even think of me at all. If you are constantly confronted, like I am, by memories and associations. So I'm stepping away. Removing myself Until you want to talk to me again. I miss my friend, and I have no idea if you miss me at all. So, when you do if you do You always know how to find me

I literally cant even hear the fucking band name without my heart skipping a beat and my stomach plummeting.