you can’t change fate

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you can’t change fate

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Oh, the pill bug...
a love you don’t have to heal from.
a love you heal alongside
05/28/2026
I got cheated on. This isn’t the first time it’s happened to me but it was the first time it’s ever been this significant. I do consider this relationship my first true adult relationship where love and attraction was equal on both sides. Back in November I suffered a near death experience and health crisis that shook the core of my existence. Also during this time, my partner had been fired from a job he truly loved and worked hard for. He began to drink heavily. I was spiraling and so was he. I was not able to be as supportive or there as I should have been because of my health. He was not there for me because of his shame and addiction. We fought a lot. Cut to Christmas, when he drank heavily the whole day and at dinner. That night we got into an argument over it and money, and he sped off. To a bar. To another girl. I understand the nuances of people and relationships and I understand how low he was. I understand how low I was. This doesn’t make what he did okay. It was wrong, and our relationship romantically is forever done because of it. However, this is also the first time where I do not hate the man that’s cheated on me. He is not a villain. He is genuinely just a dude. He was my dude for a long time and now he isn’t. It isn’t my fault. I could have been better, but so could he. Things happen and people hurt people. I cannot imagine living with the guilt of knowing one mistake I made at my lowest mentally ruined a good relationship and hurt someone I cared for. I do not understand it but I empathize with it. Hate for me cannot exist where love once was. He did not hurt me on purpose. He doesn’t hate me, he never loved her, it just is what it was. I choose to forgive not because I’m weak or desperate but because love is always worth the effort. I did what I wanted to do, and so did he. Life is life is life is life. Relationships start and end. No one is a villain.
I forgive you, noodle.
05/13/2026
Growing pains are really starting to hurt. I feel like I’m unlearning and processing a lot of very difficult things about myself and my past, while also working 40 hours a week and keeping up with relationships. Life is a lot, but it’s better than it being empty. I am blessed with how difficult and wonderful it all is. I am so so young, and still so capable of change. I see myself growing, and feel it in my heart and mind. I need to surrender to these feelings and welcome the newness. I want to be new. I want to be in my body. I want to feel and discover and trust. I want these things. It’s never too late to grow. I am capable of change. Nothing is fixed.

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05/12/26
And on my hardest days I’m reminded what’s worth it and how lucky I am when I have friends to see a movie with, parents to come home to, and a boyfriend to call and talk about my day with.
05/4/2026
Automatic thought: If I leave my house I will have a panic attack.
Challenge to the thought: I have left my house many times without having a panic attack
Reasoning: Even if I do have one, it will pass and nothing bad will happen. Panic is just an emotion, and emotions pass. I should not miss out on things or isolate because of what MAY happen, especially if what may happen is fairly low stakes and won’t hurt me. Anxiety cannot harm you any more than any other emotion can. Panic and anxiety are not a guarantee and your body is designed to always make its way to baseline even if panic arises. The only for sure thing I know is that anxiety has always passed and never hurt me.
i love girls we are so fun and have morals
John Milton - Song on May Morning
05/1/2026
I understand that I am in control. I understand that I am not in danger. I understand that I can leave if I need to, no matter where I am or what I’m doing. I understand I am surrounded by people who wouldn’t judge or ridicule me if I am honest with how I feel. I understand I have amazing resources and support. I understand I feel this way because at one point it served a purpose, but now no longer does. I understand I can let it go and move on. I understand I am in control. I understand I am safe.

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Don’t make your younger self into your own dead wife.
Don’t make your older self into a husband you resent. Idk
God forbid a girl be both whimsical and full of rage
God forbid a girl be both a flower and a sword
Fucked another alcoholic. Whoopsie

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im not above eating some low hanging fruit like if theres low hanging fruit i might eat some