You tell Wukong you donât want friends.
He doesnât try to change your mind, but he does have something to say about doing everything alone.
You find him before he finds you, perched on the edge of a rooftop, staff resting across his shoulders, tail flicking lazily in the warm breeze. Sun Wukong always looks like heâs doing nothing, but youâve learned better. He notices everything.
âYouâve been avoiding everyone again,â he says without turning, voice light but not careless. âYour friends have been asking about you.â
You donât sit beside him right away. You linger a few steps back, fingers tightening in your sleeves.
He hums, finally glancing over his shoulder. Thereâs no accusation in his eyes, just quiet curiosity. That almost makes it harder.
âI⌠prefer it that way.â
That gets his full attention.
Wukong shifts, turning to face you properly now, one leg dangling off the roof. âPrefer what way?â
You hesitate, but youâve already come this far.
âBeing alone,â you admit. âI donât⌠want friends. Not really.â Your voice doesnât waver as much as you expected. âItâs easier. Quieter. No expectations, no worrying about messing things up or losing people. Just, me.â
The words sit in the air between you.
For once, Wukong doesnât jump in with a joke.
He studies you, expression unreadable at first. Then something softer settles in. Understanding, not pity.
âHuh,â he says quietly.
Not you shouldnât feel that way.
You finally sit down, leaving a bit of space between you. He doesnât close it.
âYou know,â he says after a while, âpeople always assume being alone is the worst thing that can happen to someone.â
That⌠isnât what you expected.
âIâve had centuries of it,â he continues, voice quieter now, less performative. âNot the peaceful kind, either. The kind where itâs just you and your thoughts, over and over, with nothing to interrupt them.â
A faint smirk tugs at his lips. âGets real old, real fast.â
You huff softly. âThat doesnât exactly sound like youâre agreeing with me.â
âIâm not disagreeing either.â
âIâm choosing it,â you insist, quieter now.
Thereâs no hesitation. No doubt.
And that makes your chest tighten more than if heâd just argued.
Wukong shifts, pulling one knee up, resting his arm over it. Heâs closer now, not invading your space, but present in a way thatâs impossible to ignore.
âWhat does âfriendsâ mean to you?â he asks.
You hesitate, then sigh. â....It means⌠expectations. Talking all the time. Being there when you donât have the energy. Feeling like youâre doing something wrong if you donât respond the ârightâ way. It means eventually messing up and losing them anyway.â
Your voice dips slightly.
âIt means itâs temporary.â
The last word almost disappears into the wind.
Wukong doesnât respond immediately.
When he does, his voice is softer than youâve ever heard it.
ââŚYeah. That tracks.â
âNo big speech?â you ask.
âOh, Iâve got plenty,â he says dryly. âJust none that would actually help right now.â
That earns the smallest hint of a smile from you.
He notices. Of course he does.
âBut listen,â he continues, tone steady. âNot wanting that kind of connection? That doesnât make you broken. It means youâve learned what drains you.â
You relax slightly at that.
âBut,â he adds, and you knew thereâd be a but, âcutting everyone out, isnât the same as protecting your energy.â
You donât answer immediately.
Because heâs not entirely wrong.
âI donât feel lonely,â you say, softer this time.
He nods. âThen Iâll believe you.â
No argument. No pushback.
âI donât get to decide how you live your life,â he replies simply. âAnd Iâm not gonna force you into something that makes you uncomfortable just because it fits some nice, neat idea of what people should want.â
Wukong leans back on his hands, looking up at the sky. âYou donât have to have a bunch of friends. Or any, if thatâs really what you want.â A beat. âDoesnât change anything between us, though.â
You blink. âYouâre not⌠bothered?â
âWhy would I be?â he says, glancing at you again. âYouâre not rejecting me. Youâre just telling me how you exist.â
That lands somewhere deep in your chest.
âI like being around you,â he adds casually, like itâs the simplest thing in the world. âBut I donât need you to be someone who thrives in a crowd for that to work.â
The space between you doesnât feel so heavy anymore.
After a moment, you shift just a little closerânot all the way, just enough.