but it was weird 'cause this one dude who has a crush on me was there and i was talking to this real cute boy instead 

then i spent the night at julia's and the next day i met up with antonio who i haven't seen in a month and a half and wow i missed him a fucking lot and we sat in the grass like we used to and then reilly picked us up to go to the william bonney show (which was a lil' weird) and then that show was beeeyyyooonnndddd rad oh my god that was so much fun. then i spent the night with tonio and we didn't really slept we sorta just stared into each other's eyes for 6 hours and cuddled and wow i missed him warmth and his embrace and wow

the next day i was really really fucking sad and we hung out in the morning and i cried a ton and it was because i knew that this was the last day we could pretend that we were together and that everything was okay because when he leaves again it will go back to how it was, all shitty n stuff

then i took the bus back to julia's house and then i finally went home and slept