imagine your friends not being worried about you because no matter how much you try to ⭐️ve yourself, they know that you’re weak and will always end up eating.
they just see all of your disordered thinking as drama, and they don’t care because realistically you still eat multiple times a day.
you’re not dropping weight fast enough for anyone to notice. you’re not a worry, you’re not a thought.
now imagine your friends being too worried to speak. they bring it up when you’re not there, causing others to take notice and secretly feel envious.
they can’t even imagine your disordered thinking, as much as they wish they could dissect your brain, they never know if you’re lying about having eaten but they’re too scared to press because they know you’ll just ghost them if they get too pushy.
everyone notices your weight, but now it’s in a good way. the way you controlled. everyone thinks of you and checks on you, wants to stay close to you. everyone wants to protect you.