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I will always need to be hypnotized.

I have always wanted to be brainwashed.

I will always need to be brainwashed.

I have always wanted to be someone's perfect plaything.

I will always be someone's perfect plaything.

I should always be hypnotized. I should always be controlled. If I say I don't want to I'm lying. If I resist hypnosis, I just need it more. If I resist brainwashing, I just need to be brainwashed more.

hypnotizing the subject (me) by force and watch me go from squirming and scared and crying to vacant and happy and drooling

[   ] Heavy, thinking, worried about tomorrow.

or

[ X ] Glassy eyes. Brain turning to warm gloss. A voice telling you that you don’t need those thoughts anymore. The sweet weight of knowing someone else is doing all the thinking now.

Scrubbing dishes? Scrubbing your brain.

Dusting? Dusting your thoughts away.

Vacuuming? Vacuuming up the crumbs of your will.

It doesn't just erase your memory, like the flash in "Men in Black" does, it can rewire any and every part of your brain in a nanosecond.

If the light shines in your eyes and your tist tells you to perform a task, that command instantly fills up your mind until it's the only thing you want or need to do.

If they want to change your personality, they can turn on the light and watch as you immediately change according to their specifications.

If they want you to believe something, a little flash is all it takes for your common sense to be altered, believing every single word they say until the light turns off.

Any change, at any time. Instant, and without any side-effects.