being blue is better than being over it

i’ve rewatched tokyo ghoul till its latest season. then i felt all the feels i had for akiramon came rushing back.

this was a redraw of this [x] art i made almost 4-5 years ago!!! those were the days. 

also, in case you’re wondering why these flowers:

lilies (akira) - often given at funerals. so i guess it’s a way of mourning of the dead, which we know for a fact that amon lived.

The fucking Toji and Geto fight where Geto realises Gojo is dead.

Like the soundtrack is incredible for Hidden Inventory but we do NOT talk about this scene enough?!? About that INSANELY beautiful part in "With Rage" which just feels like the perfect representation of Geto's breakdown and anger in song.

Like THE RAGE.

I remember watching this and like legit sobbing because hes so reserved but here he loses it and doesn't hold back and even then he realises it's just not enough. He's not enough. Riko died in front of him, he thinks Gojo is dead and then he loses to Toji and finds out Gojo survived but he's not right, he's changed. Like the Gojo pre and post that is very different.

idea from this tweet

this is canon.