Slightly Odd/ Somewhat Off.

so maybe things are gonna start turning around. at least i’ve gotten two positive emails back from the now hundreds of applications i’ve put in :/ still haven’t heard from the school districts, i have two more to apply to but ones my absolute last choice 🥲

every night since getting out of the hospital like two weeks ago now ive had nightmares. 99% of the nightmares have been about the hospital stay :(

apparently there’s no legal way to prevent my mom from calling in wellness checks like this, even potentially if i get a restraining order. was also told they’d have to do another wellness check to file a note requesting that they ignore her calls about me, which is fucking crazy like can we get the wellness check on her???? i’m not the one calling the police because my daughter won’t talk to me anymore????

felt like shit when i woke up today but then i remembered im hot and i feel better now

removed my gel polish, my nails are a lil bit damaged but i think they’ll get better.