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when i shifted back to my tvd dr for happy fun supernatural times and got told i'm actually not allowed to be with my man because it goes against the laws of nature for a witch to be with a vampire
i've been scrolling on your account for like thirty minutes, and I can clearly say it is the first time that I want to physically inhale someone's writing style, it is so beautiful, I bawled my eyes out to some of your posts I did not believed I was someone capable of such things.
just thank you so much loads of your posts opened my eyes and gave me motivation to believe in myself again, i adore you, your writing is so soul-touching please never stop writing.
a very moved and filled with emotionsl anon.
you are so so so sweet i will treasure this message forever & i'm so happy i could help you in any way that i did
shadow work is a psychological practice! it's something i've been trying to make practice with even outside of shifting because it's developmentally useful
essentially you're identifying and tracing back the repressed parts (the shadow) of yourself that you might usually look past or be passive about
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Hi. I donāt really know how to explain this feeling regarding shifting. I feel like I know everything you need to know about shifting, I have been trying almost four years now and I havenāt have a āmini shiftā I didnāt feel connected to my DRs. I feel like I know how to shift, but at the same time I donāt know how (itās confusing, I know š) the things is recently Iām trying to avoid more information about shifting because I feel like itās just confusing me more and more. Sometimes I tell myself this is the night, Iām shifting, but when I lie down in my bed, my body starting to relax, and I do feel relaxed and everything, but then my brain is like āwhatās next?ā And I just donāt know. Thatās kinda frustrating me a lot, and I feel like because of that I feel more disconnected with shifting? Itās like I donāt have the desire to even try anymore:(
(Sorry if it confusing and I used some words wrong. English is not my first language)
perfect english babe
unpopular opinion but i think a disconnection with shifting can be a good thing for your journey STAY WITH ME
i'm not saying that you need to be apathetic or stop caring about shifting in order to shift. i was at the same point as you last year, experiencing the "disconnect" with shifting
and that was exactly when i shifted
of course everyone is different, but i think sometimes it's a good idea to just embrace the distant feeling, because when you start to get a bit disconnected, you also unknowingly detach from shifting and stop strangling it full force shaking it and yelling for it to happen already
you end up letting go without even meaning to, and that gives it the room to just happen
so i wouldn't feel bad about not wanting to "try" !!! you don't have anything to prove
Hii sara i hope youāre doing well !! i think sleep method donāt seem to work on me because Iām scared of shifting and idk what to do about it. i donāt like awake methods it scares me (i donāt like feeling myself shift) and then sleep methods i donāt seem to do it correctly no matter how convinced i am that Iām waking up in my dr my mind donāt seem to let me idk what to do Iām torn
i don't think i was ever scared of shifting but i did overthink a LOT about how it would happen and the "process" of it so to speak
eventually i was able to relax (hence me spamming my surrender philosophy on here) because i internalized the belief that the shift will happen to me rather than the other way around
as in i'm not doing any heavy duty labor to make it happen, it's just going to come and pick me up very gently and escort me to my desired reality
but i will say that if you're scared, take the time to reflect on that first. your dr isn't going anywhere!
when you shift how long do you stay in your drs typically or do u have different amounts of times u prefer to stay in different drs ? ( I hope this hasnāt been asked itās my favourite question to ask ppl lol )
anywhere from a few days to a few weeks is my range and it doesn't depend on the reality as much as it does on my circumstances
let me be SLIGHTLY inconvenienced and watch how quick i shift back
what if iām ridiculously afraid of the process of shifting and itās killing me. and sleep methods donāt seem to work on me for some reason and i wish it did, i need that little transition feeling i feel like it would erase my fear but idk what to do no matter what my mind donāt seem to let me shift with them idk what to doš
if you're afraid then confront that fear first! don't try to force the shift with your fists clenched and knuckles white especially if you're harboring hesitance the whole time
you can't erase your fear if you don't ask it where it's coming from
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wait i need more on this i scripted him as my soš a decision i might come to regret
IāM LMFAO. youāre in for aā¦ treat. heās not awful but heās avoidant + attention-seeking which is an insane combo
without further ado here are my notes on damon salvatore
to start off not so strong: i work at the grill in my dr and he will show up and park himself right in front of me at the counter and HINT at all of his problems like weāre playing 20 questions. but the thing is he never gets to the point
mind you this is on COMPANY time like iām at my place of employment. and he vents in a way that alludes to what heās conflicted about but god forbid you directly ask him about what heās been beating around the bush about for the past hour because then heāll flip it on you
i asked him flat out if he likes elena and then we got into a fight. but even fights with him are weird. like he wonāt yell or get mad but he gets super condescending in a way that makes you just resent all men and he will completely turn the tables
like in this particular fight he completely ignored my question and started attacking me over my romantic situation and how iām āstanding so stillā iām ābecoming a glacierā because apparently i refuse to act on my feelings
which is true. but i digress
and you wouldnāt believe the lengths i had to go to in order to get him to admit why heās even in town to begin with (katherine)
i was fully carrying out an interrogation/investigation and you could say thatās very pushy of me but heās the one who initiates these things
like he wants to talk about it and he makes that clear but then he shuts down and pulls away. he wants to rant to me but he also doesnāt want me in his business
like get medicated right NOW damon
he also puts himself in the weirdest possible situations and then acts like heās super clever like he genuinely believes heās machiavelli reincarnated or something
for example he is in fact on the town council and heās trolling like crazy of course because theyāre trying to figure out the vampire threatā¦ which he is a part ofā¦ obviously
i could tell it was kind of stressing him out how to handle it all so i asked him why he involved himself to begin with. likeā¦ this council literally wants you dead
and he said and i quote ākeep your friends close but your enemies closerā
idk who heās feeling like but he needs to figure that out IMMEDIATELY
he doesnāt like stefanās hair and he is very vocal about that
sometimes he steals the keys to the grill out of my bag when he wants a drink. which doesnāt even make sense because he has drinks at his mansion but he says itās for the āambienceā of the grill. like what about the ambience of your literal MANSION? i donāt fucking know
but he is also very funny and he is still quite possibly my best friend. i think that has a lot to do with how similar we are which also leads to a lot of clashing but on a certain level we really do understand each other
and itās nice to have that because you know that person will always know where your actions and thoughts are coming from. they can read your behavior far better than anyone else
or we both just have a tendency to be bitchy and the same sense of humor so we naturally gravitate toward each other idk
anyway heās good to have in your corner and i mean that. heās defended me on multiple occasions and gotten me out of a lot of things.
for example bonnie & i are quite close because weāre both witches but she can get a bit mean about my choosing to be friends with vampires, and damon has come to my defense with a QUICKNESS like heās told her off and i didnāt even find out until after
and heās done that many other times trust me on this he has a good heart and heāll always back you
he also helped me get away from matt back when matt had a weird rebound crush on me (which was a rough time because matt and i work togetherā¦) but thankfully that is no longer needed since matt and caroline are in some strange situationship now
anyway
the point if you can look past the avoidance and the constant brooding and the ridiculous amount of sass then he is very lovable and a great addition to your life
though i do say this all platonically so keep that in mind
How do you believe shifting works? Is it just imagination or do you believe in going to other worlds in your head?
as far as iām aware there are two theories that go around the community: the multiverse theory & the consciousness theory
i subscribe to the multiverse theory but alsoā¦ i donāt concern myself too much with how it works. iāve lived so many lives and to me itās a natural process; shifting is just inherent
what i know for certain though is itās not imagining. iāve loved and fought and hurt so deeply in so many lives and iāve experienced things i wasnāt prepared for. as fun as imagination is, shifting is something far beyond that & far bigger than that, and itās open to all
the 3 posts u wrote cleared up so many confusions i have about shifting hands down the best guide ever! u articulate as hell too
the thing is i feel like im doing everything right and idgaf & all but then i wake up here & i go half crazy yk the drill, i just dont get why the wait and what am i supposed to do when it occurs, im always fine laying down and setting the assumption and just sleeping. yes i get scared of waking up to that fuckass ceiling again but i find myself mostly at ease, so yeah where is promised smooth transition what do i dooo like how does one not wait for a transition or just cut the wait short
(sorry for the word salad im sleepy)
i love word salads donāt worry about it
anyway hereās the deal. solving the wait is reinforcing its occurrence. this is a vicious cycle and every shifter is a victim of it (to my knowledge)
youāre perceiving a wait and your reaction, as any rational humanās would be, is to jump to a solving state, which is why youāre in my inbox confused about what to do when it occurs.
the vicious cycle part is this: every time you try to solve the wait and work out what youāre āsupposedā to do, you reestablish its existence. youāre admitting that itās there and itās keeping you from shifting
itās safe to say that most people get frustrated when i tell them to do nothing, (trust me half my inbox is angry shifters bearing pitchforks & stones) but hear me out!!!
you know who would do nothing? someone who has already shifted and has nothing on their to-do list. they already have what they want, theyāre already thereā¦ so thereās no problem to solve. you have to adopt that state of mind, adopt it so well that you become that someone, and then consequently, reality will shift to adhere to it.
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hiiii!! I guess you could say Iām a baby shifter or wtv, I am still kind of learning the basics about it? and Iām doing my research like on how to understand it more. But one question I have is does it feel just like right now? Like say I shifted to a different reality, would it feel like how my body feels right now? First person, touch, smell, hear, see, taste? Like all of that?
you hit the nail on the head that is in fact exactly how it is !! as real as this life because any reality you shift to is just another life, and youāre living it
so naturally all the things that come with living are a part of that. full package deal
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