Daydreamer

“I hate the fact that if i don’t start the conversation, there won’t be one.”

“Sometimes I just wanna cave and I don’t wanna fight”

“Lo sapevo che un giorno avremmo smesso di parlarci. Me lo aspettavo.”

“I’ve let myself get walked on. I’ve let myself be ridiculed. I’ve let myself be treated poorly. All because I was scared to lose those people. I was scared to lose the people that didn’t care that they hurt my feelings and put me down. Isn’t is sad what we put ourselves through for people that wouldn’t do the same for us?”

“Loving you was dumb, dark and cheap.
loving you still takes shots at me,
loving you was sunshine but then it poured,
and I lost so much more than my senses,
‘cause loving you had consequences.”

Darling, I have been afraid. I could only call your name. Thank the heavens that you stayed. But if I’m telling you the truth, when I cut the tether loose… it was me, saving you.