bbygirl

I’ve already been clinically diagnosed with depression and anxiety but today I got another diagnostic of bipolar, no wonder everyone leaves me. I know I’m more than my mental illness but how can I be when it makes me who I am.

Don’t do that to her. Don’t just vanish. You’ll leave her thinking about you every morning when she wakes up and every night before she goes to sleep, for a long, long time. Wondering what happened. Wondering whether she should still worry, or even care about you. Glancing at her phone all the time, hoping that the glow will reflect your name on the screen. Ignoring the fact that deep down she knows it won’t. You’ll become her biggest distraction. She won’t be able to concentrate, and she’ll see pieces of you in everyone she meets. Don’t leave her embarrassed to tell anyone she misses you, or feeling like she’ll look pathetic if she tells them she still loves you. Holding in her feelings and struggling to believe she’s better than this. Don’t be a ghost. Don’t fuck with her head like that. Just don’t. It’s not fair. She’s worth more than that, and you know it.