tw // abuse
i know i never use tumblr anymore but this is just a last resort for me at the moment. i’m living in a motel room with my abusive mom and i can’t get a job anywhere because i don’t have any way to get there. she has a lot of mental problems and she used to physically hurt me when i was a child. i have ptsd now, and she still continues to emotionally abuse me. i wont go into too much detail but it’s a lot for my head to handle at this point, it’s been about three months. my birthday is on wednesday and none of my friends could do anything with me so i’m not doing anything for my birthday either. the last few birthdays i had weren’t that great. two years ago my friends parents wouldn’t let them sleepover in a nice hotel room with me because i’m attracted to girls and they think that’s weird. anyways for this year all i’m asking is for anyone who has the means to donate to my venmo: maybebabe or may robinson. i use a fake name because i wouldn’t want my mom to find out or anything. it’s very much appreciated and it’ll probably just be used to pay my phone bill or buy basic necessities- i can send receipts if anyone needs them. sorry that this message doesn’t make a lot of sense i’ve just been thinking about doing this for a while and i’m finally deciding to. thank you for taking the time to read this and donate. please share and reblog
update-
i just wanted to post a quick update because today is my birthday and i turned 17 :) all my friends forgot and i’m feeling pretty down about that but my mom did get me some cool gifts and i really appreciate the donation i already got. it’s going to help me so much you have no idea. my ibs is also really bad today so i couldn’t really do anything. i’m currently crying because literally none of my friends remembered my birthday and this isn’t even the first time i’ve sobbed today but it’s actually been a lot better than i thought. thanks again for donating and sharing, and i am still accepting donations so please share and reblog and donate if you can. thanks again
i just wanted to add an update to let everyone know i finally got an apartment with my dad and i’m literally so happy about it. he’s staying there now but there’s no furniture or food or anything so i am still accepting donations to my venmo (maybebabe) so i can help my dad with getting basic necessities. please share if you can’t donate- and thank you so much to everybody that already has













