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Again I went from 61.2 to 65-66kg in like 2 months. I always keep losing and gaining the same weight ( need somebody to get me back on track)

So, I have been bingeing and gained 5kg (9-10pounds). I need somebody who can help me get back on track please. If anyone is interested in that „ana buddy“ thing please comment or dm me

I have to piss, but I don’t wanna leave my bed ( I haven’t for 2 days lol) + I am listening to XXXTENTACION and lil Peep + I am almost done with BoJack Horseman and daaaamn I feel that show, it’s my life

I let go of my past a long time ago, my motherfucking NOW is the problem and I can’t get rid of the present me except killing myself , ya gettin it? I am cool with my past but,bruh, my present killing me

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There isn’t really much happening in my life. One week I am starving, the other one I am eating like a normal human and then I start binging. Schools pretty stressful. I also gained a lot of weight ( Was at 61,0 now 64.something really feeling the weight gain and really feeling uncomfortable) but i somehow can’t get back to restricting? Any idea/suggestions?