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he  had  replayed  this  moment  for  countless  of  times  .  how  should  he  react  ?  should  he  turn  a  blind  eye  and  play  dumb  ?  how  could  he  show  no  act  of  recognition  if  such  an  event  would  take  him  by  surprise  ?  she  had  walked  in  as  if  she  knew  she  were  a  god  and  he  stayed  wondering  why  the  universe  had  led  him  here  on  this  night.  he  tells  himself  ,  surely  she  was  looking  for  someone  other  than  me.   but  yet,   as  things  became  quickly  apparent,  it  was  destiny  and  fate  taking  control  of  chance  -  a  chance  that  he  believes  that  could  cause  complete  chaos  once  again.  

there  was  a  time  where  he  was  angry  at  the  universe,  to  introduce  them  only  to  take  his  lover  far  away.  as her  voice  was  just  enough  to  steal  his  breath  and  the  heat  from  his  skin ..   suddenly  his  defences  are  just  paper,  paper  that  is  being  soaked  by  the  rapidly  falling  briny  drops.    the  emotional  reunion  is  told  in  the  soul  connection  of  eyes,  not  with  a  sweet  touch,  or  the  strength  of  a  such  a  long  anticipated  hug.    his  brain  can't  formulate  a  thought,  at  least  not  one  based  in  any  language,  and  if  doesn’t  look  away  right  now  his  atoms  will  tear  themselves  apart.  

𝖉𝖊𝖓𝖎𝖆𝖑. the refusal to believe in the existence or reality . it was the first stage of grieve . in the amount of time they had been separate , the assumption would easily be made he would have passed this stage . the opposite was proven by the malicious mask that immediately cemented itself in his hardened weathered features . his words , forced and given without emotion or concept of the reality . it made her choke on the words yet to be revealed to him . her body was greeted by a shower of ice cold running down her veins , giving her chills all over . he would not acknowledge her , he wouldn't acknowledge their past love , instead he did the worst . he chose to forget .

𝖌𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖋 is paradoxical . she knew she must have let go a long time ago . there lies solace in the ritual of remembering . while he had anticipated removing all of their shared memories , she couldn't quite blame him for the reaction he gave . still , it did not matter which clouded judgement he still whispered to himself at the depth of night . althea saw a different reality of him and she wasn't going to give up on what they had . she wasn't going to give up on him when he deserved so much more then he ought to believe .