skully || active jan 2021

so the nurses will shrug me off run some tests. like ok. whatever drama queen.

then the doctor will come back with the tests, vaguely panicked, like “okay. so you’re dying.” and the nurses will be all shocked and ill be sitting there with my continued bored expression and flat voice like “yea… that’s what ive been saying.”

and the nurses will be like “but you arent ACTING LIKE IT??!!!!”

theyll be like “she doesnt show any signs of pain”

sorry my mom didnt raise a little wimp.

the funniest part to me is i wont even be asking for pain killers. ill just be like: 😑i am in the worst pain i have ever experienced and i can feel death closing in. same shit as always lmao. am i right, doreen?

and theyll be like: this bitch just wants opiates im tired of it.

like the urge that you just need to be skinny right now-

and it’s so overpowering you can barely breathe?

walking in the rain

waking up feeling refreshed

turning off your phone

hugging your friends

complimenting people

museum visits

taking photos of yourself and people u love

planting flowers and fruit trees

ice-cream in summer

songs to dance to

learning things because it interests you

walks in the middle of nature

cute pens and notebooks

cooking your own meals

potted plants in your room

sleeping on fresh linen

eating fruits

writing poems or diary entries

riding a bike 

dancing to songs you like

scented candles

make bucket lists and goals

watching classic films

swimming in the ocean

enjoying solitude

getting lost in a book

singing without worrying how you sound

smiling 

jewellery that has a special meaning to you

warm knitted sweaters

starting conversations

visits to the beach or park during sunset

making your bed

planning your day

freshly baked bread

drinking enough water

having a tidy room

decorations, like fairy lights and posters

words and books that inspire you

doodling and writing in a journal

exploring your city

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