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Some older art of mine

"Therapy would help me", but i was there and this woman would keep telling me such things as "others have it worse" (ragebait?? As she told abt it my mom), "learn from it", "it happened in a different way[so you shouldnt be afraid of "stranger in the night" thing]"..

Also been thinking about writing about what happened, but i think i made myself forget how it happened because i been verbalasing it over and over again or smth idk

I also relapsed this night and accidentely smashed an utility knife into my finger. I didn't fall asleep till 5 am tbh. And it bled as hell.

It's 2:08 am and i wanna sleep:/. Just finished whatever it is. I could prepare for my exams or just sleep instead of this tbh. I do not really think that it turned out pretty well compared to what i tried to imagine.