deleting this app

im dcsred

i jsut want3d to be your firend

my throat feels like its colllapsing

why do ukuk mame me kill myself to show it

why couldnt yku havw just wanted me around

i hope you think of me when youre alone after hurting anyone close to you

i probably couldve been the only one to accept it

nobody will ever like or accept you and anybody that tries isnt aware of what you are

i know you dont have the spine to confront me but i know you will see this and i know it will linger you will never treat someone well. you are a mistake and should be treated as such anybody that has the misfortune of being manipulated by you or wears rose tinted glasses deserves better

im not even talking from a relationship pov you are disgusting i put so much time and effort into you as a friend and you throw me away when i need you

youre a miserable piece of shit and deserve the worst at every corner

i hope you never find a glimpse of happiness again

i hope it eats at you for the rest of your life

i dont know how you thought leaving me as my only support for a trial was the way forward

my parents have beat the shit out of me because all i can do is cut up my arms and legs

i have nothing and noone i dont know how im alive