Queer disabled California-Mexican in their 30's living on unceded Ohlone lands ⢠Bruja ⢠Exvangelical ⢠My other blogs: @praisedbesophia (Goddessian Christianity & Saint Veneration), @undertheworldtree (Norse Heathenry), @cantarosdelcielo
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if you are a parent, or may become one, or you are otherwise likely to arrive in the situation of caring for a child while they eat, promise me this: if a child doesn't like a certain food or food group, you will ask them WHY. and specifically, you will pay attention to either confirming or ruling out "it makes my mouth itch" or "it makes my stomach hurt," both of which are medically important info that children may not provide unprompted. which i know because this PSA has been brought to you by "i spent my entire childhood and much of my early teens eating peas and lentils while wondering why everyone else liked the Violently Itchy Mouth Sensation so much, like were they a bunch of legume masochists or something, before i finally realized that Violently Itchy Mouth Sensation was in fact a sinister demon appearing only to me, and her true demonic name was: Legume Allergy"
listening to CDs in the kitchen i always brace myself for the ad between songs but then it just keeps rolling. skipping around how i like without interruption feels heavenly. we're in such a commercial angst prison that books and CDs are luxury now š
protect, pass on, thrift, gift, and store physical media, it's worth it
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šš END STAGE DISCOURSE!! END STAGE DISCOURSE!! WE HAVE ARRIVED AT "FICTIONAL SEX IS COERCIVE BECAUSE CHARACTERS ARE BEING FORCED TO DO THINGS BY THE AUTHOR"!!!! šš
My favorite professor, shout out Glenn, would interrupt students who were saying "Well XYZ clearly felt--" and go "No, backtrack, scratch that. They are a character. Not a person. They don't have any thoughts other than what the writer clearly specifies on paper they have. Don't give agency to nonliving things, they are not real, they never were real, and it is dangerous to lose that line."
He was a sweet man and raised in the Midwest so interrupting people hurt his very soul, that's how dangerous he felt the idea of losing the line of fiction was.
He notably also taught a course called Bible in Lit which I took and those lines came back a lot.
"at least be nice about-" no. Girl. Kill him over it. We're done. It's been centuries of this bullshit since time immemorial and he hasn't learned. Obliterate him.
Edited to add: Since a lot of people are reblogging this original post, I'm adding the updated version I did that incorporates the intersex circle...
I know intersex people are still getting excluded in a lot of LGBTQIA+ spaces (let alone wider society) and I think it's crucial to show this group is included in the statement that we all deserve equal rights.
[ID: Tweet by @/NateB_Panic with an excerpt attached that reads, "Rape followed by the murder of Vietnamese women was so common that US soldiers had a special term for it: double veteran." Fuck July 4th and fuck America."
The excerpt reads, "Rape of Vietnamese women by US troops "took place on such a large scale that many veterans considered it standard operating procedure." It was "systematic and collective"; an "unofficial military policy". One soldier termed it a "mass military policy." Indeed, rape followed by murder of Vietnamese women was "so common that American soldiers had a special term for the soldiers who committed the acts in conjunction: a double veteran". Examples of soldier testimony regarding rape include: "ā¦they raped the girl, and then, the last man to make love to her, shot her in the head." End ID]
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Just saw a post talking about "having a superiority complex over not watching Disney live action movies" and I was like damn, the bar for superiority is pretty low these days. Just the other day I saw an open single-serve slice of American cheese lying on the sidewalk and I didn't roll it up and shove it down my gullet without chewing like a hungry duck, I guess that makes me a genius who stands above the vulgar masses like a god
Swifties when Taylor looks to the right slightly at the 13 second mark of a new music video while the G note plays: omg this is clearly a hint to TS13 and that the name of the album will start with a G! Our girl loves to give us crumbs!
Swifties when Taylor is spotted hanging out with multiple MAGA supporters within weeks of each other: well that could mean nothing
Update: Emergency Help my friend Calli family in motel due to domestic violence . Need $125 to help daughter with medical prolems
please Help them get water and meds for chronic pain ,insulin, and more. was unable to renew healthcareā vetting below
July 3 2026
Thank you so so much for all the help, we would have loved to use the funds on other basic needs but most got used up in motel rooms, meals and water. We were also able to pay rent, thanks so so much.
Yesterday our daughter showed bleeding while peeing, we're afraid the surgery she had last year might have been b[o]tched or there are new complications.
We really need to get her a specialist, the appointment is $125, already considered paypal fees+ instant transfer.
9:00Ā or 9:10Ā PMĀ CDTĀ generally time to go to bank or store before it closes due to walking (
Meds :$65 for sonās hormones, $150 for week of Calli's meds or $540 for a months worth.Ā Meds are half-off on mondays Jun 27 $20 collected 3 days ago
Help survive lack of water, replacing moldy insulin ,domestic violence, and get meds and T-shots for son! ā Vetted below.
update back from hotel (a reblog of this thead by them)
Need bottled water update back from hotel had to flee to after Father in law got dangerous (a reblog of this thead by them)
ā vetting: above Ā vouched for byĀ @/transgendzĀ who is vetted by scam-buster kyra 45 (pictures below). transcript below cut
And another campaign vouching, (ignore misgendering as English not first language)
3 ways to donate Donate by PAYPAL or KOFI or THRONE
Spanish lessons available!
dm @chingaderita to int title "offering spanish/english conversation classes, for $12 usd an hour one of us can be your conversation partner so you can practice." Most similar classes generally between $15 and $50 usd per hour
UPDATE JUNE 27TH
We've been 2 days in a motel, my father-in-law snapped again, he smashed some dishes. I got out with my kids for our safety.
We got enough for rent and other things but im regrettably using most of it to stay at the motel until my partner ends the arrangements so his dad visits his family 3 states away.
Im keeping this post up because we may need help affording transportation so we can be finally safe and back home and rent since living in a motel/hotel is more expensive than at home.
Someone got us the phones from our throne, thank you so much, i asked for a delayed delivery, hopefully things will be calmer so we can go back home.
UPDATES Jun 11
we're back home but [father in law] keeps pressing and screaming, we had to take refuge in the mold room with our kids, he kept screaming at me outside the room until way past 3am idk how safe we are with him around the worst is we have to check before going out of the room to either go eat/drink or if we need to use the restroom we also ran out of water, we can't flush the toilet or wash our hands he made my partner, his son, fall down after he pulled his cane from him, now his ankle hurts we have had no peace since we came back still unsure what we'll do we don't want to leave our home
June 10: we're still in need of help to afford breakfast, taxis and any extra support, our housing situation is still in the air things got pretty bad here idk what prompted this my partner i
May 23May 13, May 12
my last post, last emergencyĀ june 5 version of last thread before hotel, post of time in hotel Reblog at time of hotel
My artist friend Calli needs money for OVERDUE RENT Son's hrt , chronic illness medicine, taking care of family and and more (also had food trouble), and cat food and diabetic in-laws./ Spanish lessons also offered, . They have boosted many other peopleās own fundraisers in solidarity. may 23 update they usually earn $12 a day from spanish lessons
my last post on this blog, my last post on other blog while shadowbanned last emergencyĀ june 5 version of post before hotel, post of time in hotel Reblog at time of hotel
chingaderita June update
Trying to afford trans care for our trans son this pride month and bracing for the upcoming bills, plus got to get June's rent too.
š I'm so sorry
Thank you all who helped Barely make the overdue rent but now being asked for Junes rent.
Commissions
1)A friend has offered to help them raise funds to keep them afloat if you're interested in art commissions.
Friend is taking time off to finish commissions and rest
2)EDIT Update from May 3rd : dm @chingaderita to int title "offering spanish/english conversation classes, for $12 usd an hour one of us can be your conversation partner so you can practice." Most similar classes generally between $15 and $50 usd per hour
May 23 May 13, May 12
May 1, 2026, 01:52:55 PM (Friday)Ā āStill trying to afford testosterone and my meds Need help getting adult diapers, my partner hurt his back so bad he canāt stand up. No one here has the strength to lift him. Uh⦠Might also need help taking him to the doctor.ā
Below past documentation of blog posts and background info, along with vouching transcript.
June domestic violence link
still has debilitating tooth pain. put onĀ hold due to flue emegency
June 7
Hola, just updating that we're safe still at the hotel, we overslept after managing to fall asleep around 5-6am
I made a call to my partner back home, he says it might be better if we stay here one more day or even two
Right now our kids have only eaten cookies and I need to either buy food here or get them something ready to eat since there is no kitchen in the room.
The room tonight is $110 considering paypal fees, i might just order a pizza for them I can eat the pineapple out of it
We got some donations while we were asleep, thank you
$150/$300
maybe a haircut for our girl since her grandpa managed to cut off some strands of hair in his attempt of making her a boy again fucking monster
need money to deep-clean houseĀ so safeĀ for MIL return post-surgery (mold still here)
Repairs for toilet needed
Son suffering dysphoria
Nov 23 My eldest son had one of the worst nights in his life. All I can say is we managed to keep him safe through the night, he is safe at home. He thought he could keep raw dogging his dysphoria but he clearly needs to start HRT and transitioning. He is very avoidant of asking for anything because knows we barely get the money for food and other basics. I don't want to lose my son because of money. I want him to have access to a happy life. What if I'm not there next time to stop him?"
about medicine
quote
"Usually I would just endure until next week to try to get my meds but every time I go without them I notice I don't last as much as before until I have to make a run to the hospital. [I remember their hospitalization, it was really scary]... I needed $125 to get them [monday] half price but every other day I need $250... We need $50 to take our eldest to the doctor for an abdominal pain after carrying grandma. $35 for the laundromat. $300 to cover food expenses for all 9 of us and the cats. $110 for my healthcare renewal. Everything else for clean supplies and other necessities....
Transcript: vouched for by transgendz
transgendz is vetted by scam-buster kyra 45
"I can vouch for CalliĀ @chingaderita! Ive known the family for several years now and theyāve consistently shown proof, was vetted by Kyra on my request when they first messaged, Iām quite sure, the search function on blogs is just awful and Iām having a hard time finding such an old post. But I talk to Calli often, weāve had conversations in English and Spanish, and everything they say tracks with the proof provided. I just thought Iād say something bc I know youāve been helping them too. Thank you for all you do.
About Calli
Calli, is a nonbinary parent dealing with chronic illness, chronic pain, unemployment and severe depression taking care of children, in-laws, and rescue cats . Calli is a kind person constantly boosting other peopleās campaigns despite their families situation and limited time at compute cafes Calli in posts has discussed: has tumors, problems with gallbladder and liver, chronic joint pain. And a horrible pain in jaw that
We really need meds soon, has not been able to afford them in weeks, and we donāt want another hospitalization
āMyĀ gallbladder and liver need constant medication to not get further fucked up, I have a bunch of untreated tumor/growthsĀ I hope my healthcare will deal with at some point, IĀ have chronic pain which affects my hips, back and left leg and sometimes my leg dislocates at random,Ā just this August Iāve had two periods in less than 28 days, this is a common occurrence almost every month, and Iāve beenĀ dealing with teeth pain so intense it causes headaches, hurts my jaw, neck and now I have pain inside my right ear I suspect itās related to my teeth pain.ā
Summary of problemsĀ overall
dec29 It's late, I'm exhausted, haven't had a good night sleep in ages. We have a bunch of chronic panic, chronic illnesses, the most able bodied at home is probably me even tho my left leg dislocates at random, my left leg has jolts of pain at random too and my gallbladder and liver are actively trying to kill me. Oh, did I forget to mention the tumor and the many growths on my legs? Or the tooth pain I still have, I need that molar removed or im going to do it myself. Just, help us get a bed, the one we got is too moldy I'm tired of having to cover it with plastic so we can take turns to sleep on it at floor level. Also, urgently need funds to get my son the his next appointment at the trans clinic see if we can get him HRT or we'll have to get him DIY. We need to get more adult diapers too considering all the mobility issues our elderly are going through. If I dare to ask also for $10 so I can get nuggets and a treat for our son, he turned 9yo 2 days ago and he just wanted some nuggets please.
*They have been helping boost many campaigns, gaza and otherwise (and have asked me to boost these three while their internet is unreliable):
(1) AHMEDāS [campaign] IS VERY FORGOTTEN, PLEASE, KEEP SHARING!!! āĀ @/chingaderitaĀ on TumblrĀ 2)Donate to Trapped Family in Gaza Appeals for Help to Survive, organized by Abdallah Alanqar
Ā (3)Ā HaniĀ ā¬5,688/ā¬25,000 āĀ @/chingaderitaĀ on Tumblr
āWe really REALLY need help with theĀ court fees and paperworkĀ [get done before aAugust.],Ā we just want to ensure our kids will be safe from my family in case I die, due to my deteriorating health.ā
now Personal health problems
Sep 7 tooth pain,Ā Couldnāt rest with this damn tooth pain pain pain soainIsbsk,ndl .zlz
Maybe I should have added this to the main body of the post but Iām on my second period in less than 30 days, cause my liver and gallbladder trying to kill me isnāt enough I have many tumors growing in different parts of my body.
Latest postĀ aug 24
Thank you I did pay my healthcare!!! I was hoping with the extra I could get my meds but we ended up using it for food and taking my MiL to the hospital because of gastrointestinal pain, she had to stay under supervision for a whole night and is scheduled for more tests on Tuesday. Weāre pushing her healthcare services to schedule her for a gastroenterologist as soon as possible, she has been unable to eat which has been a terrible combination with her diabetes. Can we ask for help affording her ensure bottles so she can at least eat that? Weāll need to do something about the humidity and mold soon, we get trapped in the rooms often, last night it took us over an hour to be able to reopen a door even with both my partner and me pushing. We need to get adult diapers btw.Ā Please, anything helps!!!!
You know, itās real nice that we got help to pay the vet bills andĀ helpĀ my kid keep his cat safe and healthy but wow. It is obvious we do not matter at all. The moment our cat needed help we got the goals, both times But Iāve been trying to get my meds for weeks or months at a time and nothing. Itās real hard not to fucking cry
I know itās hard for everyone but please, keep sharing, anything ANYTHING helps. Weāve been getting a bit of food and paying little by little what we owe at the corner store but the upcoming card payment is $190 and my meds are $130 and then letās not forget my healthcare renewal. I also bring bad news, weāre starting with water shortages just like last year, weāve gone from having 4 days of water a week to 1-2 if weāre lucky.Ā Our only toilet is busted and there are 9 people here who use it. My kid still needs attention for a UTI heās had for a couple of months now. And my partner has 3 ingrown nails and 2 big cuts on his feet heās kept unattended for weeks. Iād hate to up the goal but we need every help we can get!!
more documentation from 2023.
Went back on my blog to findĀ proof of the fireĀ where my in-laws lost everything,Ā this other one with picturesĀ and proof that Iāve been sick and struggling to get my medication sinceĀ August 2023. Just felt like having things organized and maybe make another blog to keep all proof I can save since we lost a lot of information and pictures/videos when we sold our phones and lost the computer.
June 16 update
Can't possibly help carrying water today cause im in incredible pain and we haven't got any money except for a class I gave yesterday I would love to get my medication so I can be more functional and in less pain, water so we can shower AND WE NEED TO REPLACE THE INSULIN THAT SPOILED BECAUSE OF THE BLACKOUT PLEASE!!!!
update june 15 night
Got water for today, we still need help with testosterone, meds, our daughter's gender affirming haircut and water tomorrow until the water supply starts again, I'm sorry we still don't know how long this shortage will be
There is no actual, tangible reason why we allow people to starve, to be homeless, to suffer and die needlessly. Food is plentiful. Empty homes are plentiful. Medicine is plentiful. Itās hidden away behind constructs and we pretend those constructs mean something. There is an empty home and a homeless family, give them it. There is a sick child and common medicine to treat it, give it to them. There is a starving person and so much food wasted by corporations or hidden behind a dollar sign, feed them.
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The reindeer skin vestments and mammoth bone mitre of Metropolitan Nestor Anisimov of Kamchatka, Russia.
These vestments were made of northern reindeer fur. Take a close look at the pectoral cross and notice how the the cross and the chains are also of reindeerskin.