local shapeshifter

( best viewed on laptop // pc i think )

We will be changing this from time to time

Hello! This is an sideblog of @m3dz3r0 to talk about it's plural experiences.

Although we don't know our own origins ( nor do i care ) i would prefer anti-endos to just not interact due to past experiences and just generally not liking being around people who fakeclaim.

pluralspace is a wip

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MISC Info ;;

Very prone to spawning new users. Especially when joining new fandoms // getting into new medias. Like scarily so. We've tried to stop it, it doesn't work.

Also very prone to switching a lot and frequently. Only a couple users have stuck around for weeks and they're usually the frequently online ones anyway.

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Individual blogs ;;

" oh its so neat to have so many sysstem friends friendds its really interesting actually too bad i cant be like them because im not traumatozed that badly and i dont have amnesia even though ican barely rmemeber anything anymore and i dont have fully seperate people in my head or switch even though i often feel like im being ' possessed ' and regularly talk to myself in my head and ' ghosts ' or feel like i just become characters sometimes with their own different seperate thought patterns and boundies etc etc. yeah no im doing the research multiple times a month via hyperfixation theres absolutely no way even if i fall under multiple of these symptoms. yeah its sad but i shouldnt want to be one anyway because my system friends tell me its awful and sucks and nobody should like being a system or wwant to be one and if they do theyre faking and are evil and i ddont wwant to be evil. no im not going to address or believe those people also saying i absolutely am a system as fakeclaimers themselves "

but then someond tried to kiss me for. " cosplaying " as myseld

so thay was

me and ace are dating

absolutely SUCKS that CDA is dead. like it got exploded. i was kind of there when it was all happening and it was pretty stressful, especially since im loosely source tied ough...

there's archives like... everywhere. I have my own personal one on google drive with the Father.mov captions n all. same with PWNed material and such. oiih i could like throw it over to you if youd like or something in dms. shrug

i suggest not going on twitter by the way. a lot of people will comment stuff like "FATHER AND JACOB DO NOT EXIST" and "who's that ? is that your oc? lol?" on CDA fanart and posts. just like a heads up

sorry, this took forever to get to

( it was sent back in nov 14th of last year.. christ. )

but uh. yeah. it was pretty stressful at the time. and upsetting. not sure if i remember it all correctly by now but im pretty sure us seeing the news FORCED me online for a good while and during that time i was. well, needless to say, really upset about it. ranting and stuff about it to our acquaintances and friends. of course i wasnt going to go directly attacking sprungus for it or anything ( we dont have twitter anyway. still hoped he was doing well despite all that. ) but i wasn't exactly the. nicest about it. obviously, my entire LIFE had just been nearly erased in an instant all of a sudden. still better than some off the stuff i had seen from people i talk to and from scrolling here though.

thankfully we did have our own.. incomplete and out of order archive of the videos. not the stream though, just the regular ones. so even if those videos werent accessible now, i would have been fine on that. entirely new experience watching them over again out of order with none of the captions or descriptions though.

and uh. believe me. even outsside of twitter a lot of people were making those jokes. especially around the time where it had first happened. couldnt post about me or my source without someone making those sorts of jokes. hated it. still hesitant to even talk about my source anymore because of it.. even though i'd rather it, and me, not be forgotten.

apparently cdarchive, my source, is coming back

needless to say, while it is a good thing and im glad those jokes will probably stop, i am a bit. hesitant to get my hopes up. or trust this. in any way.