sisypho

its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

(in tears) next year i will have so much fun!

hope that someday this feeling of hopelessness and loneliness will disappear

if love exists, i don't deserve it.

"Why aren't you trying?" fuck you, I'm fucking trying my best to not kill myself right now

Life has made me so quiet.

Ever cried in your bed curled up in a ball because you’re alive and can’t die?

how do I stop ruining my own life and sabotaging my relationships…………..asking for a friend

im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this

real big trauma mood is crying for 5 minutes once every six months and then going back to repressing every emotion

I have one brain cell and it has depression

adulthood is realising no one cares about you and the show must go on