SissyEmber

Welcome back to the filth.

I started this weekend with Domina helping me put on two previously well used diapers and get into this yellow and white PVC sissy dress. Domina suprised me by letting me know that she had been talking to one of our friends, who is not aware of my diaper wearing, would be coming over Saturday night. I put on two fresh diaper covers to help cover any smell and started to embrace the likely possibility that a close friend may soon be learning exactly how much of a diaper wearing sissy baby I am. As we waited for our guest the state of my diapers got worse and a snow storm started to rage outside. Domina and I kept playing throughout the night all the while I was waiting for a close friend to walk in and see me for exactly what I am at any minute. As the night went on Domina said she wanted to take some pics, me in my sissy dress with my obviously messy diapers sagging down my matching diaper cover. About a half hour later Domina let me know that our guest wouldn't make it through the storm, but that she had sent the above pic of me to her, so no matter what I was being exposed tonight.

I was so nervous about what their response to Domina was upon seeing this pic. I was anxious but exilerated at the same time. I had embraced the fact that they were going to see this side of me tonight, so when I was told they wouldn't make it I honestly felt disappointed, but Domina had already sent the pic well before I was told they wouldn't make it. So while I was worried about how a pic of me sissified and diaperd was recieved, Domina had already gotten a message from them saying how beautiful amd sexy I looked and that they wished they could be here with us. In a moment at my most vunerable and exposed i was loved and supported for exactly what I am.

Later that night while talking with Domina i asked how obvious it was that i was padded in the pic, is there any possible way she didn't clock that I was exposed as diapered and filthy? Shortly after Domina put a third diaper on me and gave me a enema that was filled with her fluids that she had been saving all day. The fresh diaper was a classic solid white diaper, so while Domina was helping tape me up, she took out a sharpie and wrote the word "Exposed" accross the diaper and took a pic. I was then bent over the living room table and paddled in my filthy diapers, halfway through Domina told me that she had scheduled a post dated message to be sent to our friend sometime today with the picture of me wearing nothing but three filthy diapers with "Exposed" written accross the front. If there was any possible way they didn't understand how padded and filthy I was, they certainly know now.

Here's a pic of me from this summer. Wearing filthy diapers under my pvc baggy romper with mitts, booties and matching bonnet and outside on full display.

It's almost time for No Nut November again, last year Domina told me I would not be allowed to cum unless I was given permission by her, was wearing a filthy diaper and was humping a filthy diaper. I was kept diaper horny the entire month and taken outside each weekend wearing sissy baby outfits and obviously diapered so the neighborhood could see exactly how pathetic I am for Domina. At the end of the month when I was given permission to try and cum by humping filthy diapers in a filthy diaper, I just couldn't get there so I successfully completed No Nut November.

It's almost that time again and I'm excited to see just how much of a pent-up pathetic sissy baby I can be reduced to for Domina this year.

I am Dominas potty pants

This weekend Domina arranged a playdate for me with a friend who is a little. This would be my first time socializing in person with another little who would see as much of me exposed to them as their comfortable with. Diapers and ABDL used to be a hard limit for us, but eventually, we incorporated it into our humiliation play, and over time it has become a normal, integral part of our relationship and something that we're working towards on a 24/7 basis, but we still saw role as a big limit. Now here i am spending the entire weekend wearing filthy potty pants diapers and my littlest, meekest sissy baby dress with matching mitts, booties and bonnet and Domina has arranged a playdate for me. Its hard to consider yourself not into abdl role when dressed like this and someone else arranges little playdates for you. I am Dominas little sissy baby girl and I'm honored that she shows me exactly who I am and how I can always be reduced further and that I love every minute of it.

I'm looking all the way back to 2016 for this pic. It was one of my first created content posts back then and came from the first list of tasks that Domina had left for me to accomplish while she was out of town. I think my caption from back then says it all...

"Two birds with one stone. Here i am sissified in my french maids outfit during my toilet slut task including face pics! 

 I’m honored to have a partner like my Domina. Never before have i had a partner who understands my kinks, interests and limits like she does and pushes me to go further. I’ve always wanted to have a partner to push my limits with humiliation and degradation, but no matter how disgusting i get or what weird shit i do, i’m happy to go to these limits to put a smile on her face or make her proud.

I love your Sissy life!

Seeing as “saved diapers” seem to be a common theme in your posts, I’d like to ask how are they saved? And are there any specifics on which diapers get saved up?

Love your blog!

When I change out of used diapers they are bagged up and tied off and left in my bathroom. Usually, they stay there until the next weekend when they may get used again as an extra layer. Or if their is a bigger scene in mind that needs a stockpile of gross diapers, I'll put the bags in the freezer to be thawed out later. The diapers that get saved are the ones that end up being the grossest, which is usually most of the diapers I wear. Hahaha

This is a post I've debated for the last two weeks. You've seen pics and descriptions of previous times I've been wearing an outfit and diapers all weekend. Well two weeks ago I was wearing two filthy diapers and and a pvc sissy baby romper... usually by the end of the weekend Domina has gone home and I'm here alone. Well this time I was here and still riding high from the weekend party favour's.

In the most pathetic and vulnerable state i could possibly be in.... when that safety was destroyed. I thought it was the neighbors banging around but some kicked in my back door!!

In my old life I would respond in such a different and drastic way, but wearing filthy diapers and a pvc sissy baby romper it's hard to be intimidating. I stood at the top of my second floor stairs, hearing an intruder on my bottom floor, knowing if they got to the bottom of the staircase and looked up they'd see the least intimidating sissy baby that's ever existed. Thankfully when I yelled some threats i heard the intruder flee as fast as possible.

I then had to check on the damage of the back door that was kicked in, with a head full of party favour's and diapers full of filth. In that moment I knew exactly how pathetic I was. I didn't call the police, I called Domina! She came back to make me feel safe, get all the details, and call the authorities. The police and CSI came to get details and Domina spoke for me. The authorities came and I stayed in filthy diapers and a sissy baby outfit, Domina spoke for me...

There is nothing meeker than your safety being taken from you, and the literal authorities, listening to someone else for your statement.

I'm so glad Domina was there to keep me safe. Always and forever.

An important day in every sissy babygirl's journey is when then get rid of their masculine underwear. This is the first purge of the closet until eventually there's only panties and diapers in the underwear drawer. Eventually it'll just be diapers.