Screaming Is What I Do

Double bill this time, I recorded this from 2 different angles, wasn't sure which I thought was better overall, so I'm going to post both.

People asked how easy is it for me to move around, so I showed you how I tend to get on and off of my bed! That bed is a standard double bed for the record.

this time last year i was 353lbs, today i stepped on the scale and it read 417..

im so lazy i missed my goal of 400 and surpassed it by almost 20lbs

I'm not going to sugarcoat anything. Things suck financially, and no relief for another two weeks. No matter how much I apply everywhere I can and do follow-up calls with them, no one is giving me the opportunity to work for them. I am trying to stay strong for my husband, but I don't know for how long I can go.

If you are able to help me out, by either donating or spreading the word to someone who is able to, I would be eternally grateful and appreciative of that generosity.

Thank you for letting me vent, even though this is more common of me to do this than I care to admit.