This is not for you

- it’s fun to be awake & in an upright position

- consciousness is a gift

yes, everyone is CAPABLE of growth and change. everyone has the RIGHT to growth and change. but no, not everyone will CHOOSE growth and change. some people are not interested in and cannot be made interested in self-improvement or self-reflection. some people will go their entire lives refusing to admit they might be wrong or examine their own behaviors. some people will never, ever accept responsibility for the effects they have on people and the world around them. humans are varied; some are just always gonna be like this.

it is VITAL to understand this if you’re the kind of person who tends to pour energy into helping others, especially if there are already people knowingly hurting you who consistently show absolutely no interest in changing that behavior. you can’t forcibly make them want to change who they are. you aren’t going to find a way to convince them to suddenly care that their behavior is hurting someone.

the motivation to change and grow comes from within. others may inspire us, but WE have to decide we want to be better and work towards that. until they decide that for themselves, nobody else can do it for them. and they might never. people are mortal. we are a finite series of choices. it is entirely possible to make mostly selfish ones.

like its actually a really weird form of exhibitionism to me. what do you mean you're recreating a [redacted] and "making the torment nexus from critically acclaimed Don't Create The Torment Nexus". for clout.

like you cant convince me this isn't to play into fandom behavior on the internet because it's All On Display and treats these ordeals no different than fandom content. Please address the actual real life effect this has on you and not whether or not it's good optics "in the fanbase". shut up you're roping yourself into abusive patterns so you can prove to everyone that you're really [redacted].