Ekwords

intrusive thoughts invade my mind as if they own it,

telling me I'm too much and simaltanously not enough.

that I'd be better off gone then to feel the pain of being abandoned by anyone.

everyone who enters my world, my mind tells me is temporary,

that I shouldn't get attached,

however when I feel my entire self worth is dependant on what I can do for others, I give everything.

just for those thoughts to trickle back and leave me fading to black.

a change in tone,

a late reply,

come on now...I'm not worth their time.

i'm too much and not enough.

You bite your bottom lip and smile while I try to sit there in denial.

You sing along to the classics while the air around us is static.

I must have this wrong.

Am I making this up?

I could never be enough for you.

You are a beauty and I am the beast.

A forbidden love, could this be?

When you came into this world I was riddled with worry, worry that I wouldn't connect to you, worried that the time between us was too large and we wouldn't relate but the moment I met you and held you in my arms I was bound to you, the love and protection for you was immeasurable. You are so pure and and so beautiful in a world that doesn't deserve you. I will always be here for you, guiding you, providing for you. You will never feel unloved, unworthy or unwanted. My love for you is unbreakable. I can't imagine my life without you.