In search of the peace of mind

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...is often very quiet...

I have pain to the back today :( but all is ok, i worked all these last 48 hours

elax

The Jealousy.

that if i was educated by my father and not by my mother who is a jehovah witness, my life will be different... but it’s a little too late. my future is to fight again and again against my personnality disorder i want a quiet end for my life i make this blog for that

No psychology in her Now i’m suspicious And surely that i don’t understand the rules of seduction now, in 2018. in the past too^^ For a lot of people it’s a game Nobody teached me the rules of that game

Drink.Always be drunk. Therein lies everything: it’s all that matters.So as not to feel the dread burden of Time breaking your shoulders and crushing you to the earth, never stop drinking.But what? Whether wine, poetry or virtue, the choice is yours. Whatever: get drunk.And if sometimes, on the palace steps, in the gutter’s green grass, or in the maudlin solitude of your room, you wake up, and the drunken haze has dwindled or gone,then ask the wind, the wave, the star, the bird, the clock; ask everything that flees, everything that groans, everything that moves, everything that sings, everything that speaks: ask them what time it is;and the wind, the wave, the star, the bird, and the clock will all reply:“It is the drinking hour”.To escape the fate of those tormented slaves of Time, get drunk.Drink deep, never ceasing.Whether wine, poetry, or virtue, the choice is yours.

that’s all i’m looking for. to see the good things in life. to be positive. zen of course i think that i’ll never meet a woman my beauty is gone with my dreams now i’m drinking a beer and smoking a cigar i’m feeling so alone... so useless