sin and sadness

can't believe the only options are 30 minutes early or 10 minutes late. if only there were some other way. but what can you do

get high experience various snaacks

then better comes along #bliss

i just wanna get 10x sexier

unfortunately very true. Doing Better does not always mean never being upset or never being triggered or never having trouble. often Doing Better means experiencing those things and being able to keep going/cope healthily/move on. if you’re in a bubble with no sensation, if you’re numbing yourself out, that’s not what recovering really is. it won’t help you have a happier life it’ll just make your world smaller and smaller until you can’t fit anywhere anymore. gotta learn to make peace with the hard stuff too, that’s the only way to keep going

i notice everything i’ll play dumb tho