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Hi, I like to explore hard-to-stomach themes in fictional settings. I draw and write self-indulgent things. I read and play games, and English is not my first language. Interact at your own risk.

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>‘Thank you for remaining with me, Ctesias,’ said Ahriman. Ctesias blinked, nodded, uncertain of how to respond.
Ahriman/Ctesias yaoi for the whole 5 of us Ahriman enjoyers. Mwah! I love my mutuals
The wider 40k fandom is sleeping on Prodigal Sons polycule. Is dying for the sake of your brother more than once not romantic for you? Also, I find it extremely funny that out of all books and short stories, Undying is the one where Ctesias appears to be at his kindest, and that's where he grows on Lycomedes, the pupil he gets in Eternal. That was supposed to be a part of Ahriman's attemp at reconciliation between Ctesias and Gaumata but damn bro... Did Ahriman really look at Ctesias, say "I can fix him" and give him a baby? 🤨 ignore the fact that the baby is almost as old as Ctesias. Lycomedes is stupid and kinda smug in a childish way okay
He absolutely spoiled that old man, and the baby card actually worked, amazing.
Why can’t I return to her
we’re not supposed to be together
The Beginner's Guide to Medieval Arthuriana is now live at the Arthurian Preservation Project website!
Just starting out and don't know where to begin?
Anyone new to Arthurian Legends will here find guidance on introductory Medieval texts (and some more recently written). The stories are grouped into sections to help you decide where to begin.
Updated: 19/July/2026

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Just had these thoughts, I figure someone may want to see this so I post.
Harlan Ellison’s works had a very strong impact on me. Despite obvious issues such as misogyny and being a generally unpleasant person, I found his works simple yet profound. Then I played fallout4 and immediately went “hey that’s the boy and the dog, vaults and all” and there’s even references towards psychic and talking dog. Then I played fallout3 and I met president Eden, and I thought about I have no mouth but I must scream. This short story had such a huge impact on me and I will fall for every creature who has existential issues. And unfortunately I am also a big EVA fan, also Lem, also JG Ballard. I know that fo3 is not technically well-written but I love its main narrative, right up to my alley and I grew intense attachment to my lone. This game held a special place in my heart. I love it, a desolate world and a lonely young adult, and yet there is light and there’s future. Thinking about this game makes me emotional.
He has no name yet, but I finished his arts so……
the king, the queen, the princess
“Trans men don’t make good music it’s all cringey ukulele indie pop” name a trans male musician who makes music like that other than cavetown
You know what? Name any trans male musician at all who isn’t cavetown
i dont want to derail from op's original point, but there have been a lot of wonderful reccs on this post, and i DO think we as a community need to do more to uplift trans men/transmasc musicians instead of stereotyping all transmasc musicians as "cringy". so, i sat down and went through every comment, tag, and reblog on this post (at least, all of the ones that are visible to me) and compiled a list, and i included some of my own favorites that i didnt see mentioned!
this list is not in any order, and i am not familiar with most of these artists, so an inclusion on this is not an endorsement of anything! if ive made a mistake anywhere, just let me know!
schmekel - transmasc jewish folk band (they seem to have deleted the majority of their music off most platforms, unsure why? but this link is to a playlist of re-uploads)
exiliahu - very vocally pro-palestine jewish trans man
noah finnce - british trans man, pop rock
ellyotto - canadian trans man, hyperpop
jesswar - fijian-austrailian trans man, hip hop
2am ricky - Black american trans man, hip hop/soul/jazz/house
rahim redcar - french trans man, indie/alt-pop
elio mei - american trans man, indie folk
anjimile - Black american trans man, indie folk
the oozes - queer punk band w/ a trans man lead singer
sushi soucy - transmasc, folk rock
dopamine - band of scottish transmascs
boy jr - transmasc, indie/alt rock
great grandpa - queer indie rock band w/ trans man lead singer
riotnine - transmasc punk band
the muslims - transmasc poc anti-fascist punk band
TR sun - Black american trans man, hip hop
billy tipton - american trans man, 1940s jazz star
mal blum - american trans man, indie rock/folk punk
dayflower - british transmasc "dreamcore" indie pop band
ryan cassata - american trans man, folk punk
ezra butler - british trans man, indie pop
bells larson - canadian nonbinary trans man, indie pop
sasha allen - american trans man, indie pop
boy bowser - american trans man, energetic hip hop
mikah amani - Black american trans man, folk music
jake edwards - british trans man, pop music
jakey bake - trans man, super indie/underground
king aiden - Black american trans man, indie pop
addison grace - american transmasc, indie pop
dylan and the moon - british trans man, indie folk
searows - american trans man, indie folk/bedroom pop
elio kennedy yoon - Asian-american trans man, indie pop
beverly glenn copland - Black canadian trans man, art/folk pop
REVENGEOFPARIS - nonbinary transmasc rapper
V3CTORGRAPH1CS - nonbinary transmasc, hyperpop
Um Jennifer? - american indie rock duo ; one is transmasc, the other is transfem
jigsawllie - transmasc, indie "weirdcore" vocaloid music
Jupi77er - brazilian trans man rapper
Tbh so much of the fallout and warhammer experience is like:
-I like this character/faction, it touched topics that I'm interested in engaging. Though I recognize that it may not be THAT deep but I have some ideas, time to see what others are up to.
-Oh......

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they had some crazy responsibilities in little lamplight i think they should be allowed to be silly as teens
Would you kiss him if he was a rat?
Young people getting married
One of my couriers, Rafael the canine angel and the Mohave lover.
On that note, the China lore in fallout is insanely wonky and weird. But some of my headcanon of the Hsu family are as follows:
The Wade–Giles system in this timeline is as prevalent as pingying
If they come from Guangdong, then the family may have ties in Hong Kong, and if they come from Fujian then it's ties in Taiwan. Either way, in the fallout timeline, this caused the family lots of trouble.
The Hsu family is a big family with strong familial values, and this also applied to James, who likely had several siblings.
The family were fairly superstitious and tends to hold on to traditional values and customs.

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Saw someone mentions the name of Hsu so I did a very quick research on his last name. Hsu is either in Wade-Giles system (Which is widely used before late 20c and is still widely used in Taiwan's official documents) or using Cantonese phenetics (Hong Kong, Macau). In different circumstances could correlate to different last names. The most common are:
徐(xú): Common in Taiwan, Hong Kong and early Chinese diaspora
许(xǔ): Common in Taiwan and early Chinese diaspora
苏(sū):Mainly used by early Chinese diaspora.
The Chinese fan transaltion used 许 as his last name. I think that these could be take into consideration when making headcanon about him. Personally I think he comes from an immigrant family in California and they probably came to the US in the 2000s, they either originated from Guangdong or Fujian. And though barely and inaccurately, Hsu still kept some of the customs alive. I'm not an expert in this field, please take these with a grain of salt.
I may rework this picture later, but I want to talk about the story behind this and the last post. Basically, Curtis is swayed by the NCR and decided to desert from the Legion. And he developed a level of respect and trust in Hsu (Also because that Hsu is the more gentle officer at the base). Hsu on the other hand had a secret bisexual awakening with Curtis, but still found him strange and unsettling. Then, on an outing into the strip district, Curtis confessed his identity to Hsu, and tried to negotiate an asylum in NCR. Hsu was absolutely bewildered and angered by this sudden revelation, but he agreed to discuss this in private at a later date. And before they had the chance, Vulpes got them.
This picture basically depicts a scene that I was thinking. Vulpes has given Curtis a heavy beat, and he is now asking Hsu if he wants Curtis to be murdered on the spot, since he knew Curtis betrayed them. Hsu declined, because in this situation, Curtis’ death is of no worth.
The result of this story is either they both got killed, or that they managed to escape.