me, as ever, gone.

BACKGROUND

triger warnings: mentions of depression, suicide and drug abuse

Milo is the second and youngest son of Catherine and Edmund Sinclair. He was born and raised in Abeerden, Scottland. Milo was a mamma’s boy, Catherine was always welcoming and warm, whereas his father was of a cold nature and distant towards both his mother and both his children. When Milo was ten his grandfather, on his mother side passed away. Catherine was very close with his father and was never able to recover from his loss, in time she became depressed and her husband’s lack of interest in her well being only made things worse. When Milo was twelve she took her own life by drowning herself in the lake just a few miles away from the family’s summer home. Milo and his brother, Amos, were the ones who found the body. Amos and Milo have a very complicated relationship, and they fight everytime they’re in the same room.

He has a terrible, almost non existent, relationship with his father. Edmund cares very little for his children, he only shows interests when he wants something or when he’s showing his kids off in front of his colleagues. As Milo would describe him, he’s a very charming man who has been charming things way from him ever since he was a kid. Despite everything, Milo is a lot like his father, he can be very calculating and cold hearted when he wants something.

Milo has an addiction problem that started when he was 16. He started by taking whatever pills he could find in the house and in time no he couldn’t go without them. His father knew of this but only acted when Milo crashed one of his dinner parties completly high, he was then obligated to attend group therapy, but never once did he stop using. When he was 18 he stopped going to the meetings. He’s tried just about anything you can think of, but he prefers pills over any other drug. Milo uses sex and drugs as a way to try the void inside of him.

He doesn’t know how to do things in moderation, it’s all or nothing for him. 

CONNECTION TO NANA

They were each other’s secret hookup, Nana pretended not to know milo whenever they encountered each other on the university’s halls or library. Milo wasn’t bothered by this, all the opposite, it was rather amusing to him. 

FACTS

Wildcard™

Milo is incredibly bored with life. He’s interest in things and people for short periods of time, he likes everything but nothing holds him. Which is he’s always doing stupid shit, whatever that can entertain him for a little while, until it bores him and moves onto the next stupid thing.

He doesn’t like seeing his reflection in mirrors and so he tends to cover them with whatever he has nearby, clothes, sheets, ripped out pages of books.

He once went to class in nothing but a silk bathrobe and got kicked out.

God complex vs self loathing.

He’s always at a party, even if he’s not a party physically, he’s there mentally.

He’s a writter, he goes through periods of time where he doesn’t write anything at all and periods where it’s the only thing he does. His mood changes very quickly. He can go from being at the top of the world to not leaving his bed for days.