and she's taking me on a mystery activity & sleepover soon and i really want to ask her what she's planning but i shan't ruin my own surprise

whoo!! whew!! life is great and the things that are meant for me are actively coming my way . what a nice feeling

being in love is so funny it's like here's my favorite person in the world right now. it's a random woman from a random city with a very average family and she's a little neurotic and specific and has baggage just like everyone else. and she's the woman of my dreams and if you're mean to her i'll kill you

the first ever fanfiction i ever read got recommended to me by my belgian twitter friend & it was a dan and phil one in which they had wings.and they had sex also

what if it turns out all that i need from our relationship so i get less easily stressed out is that we literally set moments together to put our busy agendas together to figure out where we can/want to see each other in the week so the central question in my mind of 'when will i see her again' is already answered . wouldn't that be so interesting

all day without actually saying it to her (bc saying would've made me feel a little silly) i had been thinking to myself 'i just feel so good when im with her and then when im not with her i get sad 🥺' and just now in our phone call she said exactly that . so basically teehee