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My ghost, where'd you go? I can't find you in the body sleeping next to me My ghost, where'd you go? What happened to the soul that you used to be?

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The Monster || Kitty & Billie
Tagging: Kitty Wilde and Billie When: 27th September Where: Billie's apartment Notes: Kitty goes over to Billie's to confront her about her part in Ryder's past. Warnings: Mentions of child molestation and sexual assault
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: I'm not.
Kitty: Ryder, please.
Ryder: (ignored)
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: No, she hasn't. We can still win, Ry.
Kitty: Ryder, please, please work with me, we can do something.
Ryder: I'm done fighting Billie, I'm just done.
Ryder: No, no we can't. Texting you was a mistake and I'm sorry for bothering you.
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: Then we can get a restraining order, Ry, there are ways to get rid of her!
Kitty: Don't say that. Please, don't say that.
Ryder: She's already won, what's the point?
Ryder: Sorry but it's kinda true. She broke us, we broke up and I don't know if we can fix it.

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Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: I'm friends with...
Kitty: Ryder, I'm so sorry you had to go through that, seriously.
Kitty: Look, please don't let this come between us, please. I'll leave the yoga club, I'll delete her off Facebook and my phone, I'll cut her out of my life... please just... don't let her ruin us.
Ryder: No, I can't let you do that. What if she gets back at me for it and tells everyone?
Ryder: She's already ruined us Kit.
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: ...You know something, Ry? I might be a bitch at times, I might be brutally honest and I might get pissed, but I'm not a monster. That girl who went slowly with you, who cared about you, who loved you? I'm still her. I wouldn't have reacted like that.
Kitty: Fuck. I had no idea.
Ryder: I did know that, I knew all of that. But it was like the panic just short-circuited my brain and I couldn't think straight.
Ryder: I know you didn't, and I'm sorry for acting like such a jerk for that last week or so we were together. I didn't handle it well, at all. Also you're not a bitch, I'm sorry for calling you one and I never even meant it.
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: Ryder... why didn't you tell me?
Ryder: Because I was scared.
Ryder: Scared you'd pick her side, scared that you'd laugh at me, scared that you'd tell me to get over it because it's been ten freaking years, scared that Billie would retaliate if I told you... scared basically.
Ryder: Basically I'm a pathetic idiot who let the best thing in his life get away from him because he was too much of a coward to face it all.
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: Oh my god.
Ryder: So I really didn't want to end things, but I kinda freaked about the whole thing.
Ryder: I'm sorry.
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: Wait... back up, what?
Kitty: I remember.
Ryder: I'm sure you're clever enough to work it out so I might as well just grow a pair and tell you what I should have told you a month ago.
Ryder: Billie is the one who babysat for me when I was 11, and well, you know the rest...

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Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: What are you even talking about?
Kitty: ...Believe it or not, me too.
Ryder: You asked me what my problem was with Billie and I told you.
Ryder: She fucked me up, fucked with my head. I thought I was over it but it's been ten years and my head is clearly still fucked.
Ryder: I believe you. We were so happy back then, practically untouchable.
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: Ryder, I've seen you drunk. You get needy and clingy and kinda cute, but it's almost insanity.
Kitty: What the hell? What did she ever do to you?
Kitty: Yeah, I remember that.
Ryder: She messed me up, big time.
Ryder: Yeah? Well it was the best time of my freaking life.
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: In your case, it does.
Kitty: Billie? What the hell does she have to do with anything?
Kitty: Not really. In case you hadn't noticed, I'm not the friendliest of people.
Ryder: What are you talking about? I'm a great drunk.
Ryder: She's her, she's Billie. Billie the stupid bitch.
Ryder: You told me that before, when we were weird friends. I loved being your weird friend.
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: You're drunk, how much crazier can you get?
Kitty: I have no idea what you're talking about. I've only had one best friend in my life, and that was ages ago.
Ryder: Drunk doesn't always equal crazy.
Ryder: Fine, your best yoga friend.
Ryder: Wait, you don't have a best friend? That's kinda sad. You deserve all the best friends.
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: I know I could, but I'm an idiot for wanting to talk to you.
Kitty: Who's she?
Ryder: Well I'm glad you are, I'd go crazy otherwise. Well, more crazy.
Ryder: Who do you think? Your best friend in the world, that's who.

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Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: Even then.
Kitty: Why the hell were you scared? I have no idea what I did, I didn't do anything!
Ryder: Well... sorry.
Ryder: You could just stop replying if you really didn't want to hear from me though.
Ryder: Because I'm stupid and cowardly! You didn't do anything! She did.
Texts ✉ Kyder
Kitty: Maybe.
Kitty: Doesn't mean you need to tell me.
Kitty: What? You're not even making sense anymore, Ryder, and I've got better things to do than talk to someone who doesn't want me.
Ryder: Even if I wanted you to know?
Ryder: What if I didn't want to end our thing? I was just scared because I'm pathetic like that but I definitely didn't want it to end.