Stay high

Mentalmedusa was a babe I hope if she ever peeps my profile she reads this and understands that anyone in her presence is lucky

Being called a failure everyday for 4 months makes you actually start to believe it like ffs

I just want to play guitar and sing to you and get high 💕

I've finally learned that from my past relationships. The toll they've took, has not only destroyed my confidence. But my self love, I constantly feel like I'm not enough. And unlovable. I've let my appearance go, and I purposely destroy any start to any relationships. I don't even realise I'm doing it, because in the end I know they'll leave me. Even if I do everything right, and give them all my love. I will never get the love I give back. So I drink till I don't feel anything and act up, trying to be so unlikable to avoid any pain of abandonment. Only furthering this feeling of loneliness. Because even in a room full of friends I feel alone.

How is it that I can be doing great for months. Actually enjoy myself, feel like I'm getting ahead. Then depression hits, and im glad I don't have a gun. Cause I'd fucking paint my room red.

Drunk shitpost here but fuck, girls posting #bodypositivity. I really can't think of one of you, who isn't beautiful in your own way. Like I can't fathom looking like half of you, and being brave enough to show skin to try and achieve appreciation. You as a person are beautiful no matter what, and you should always value that mentality.

Yeah I'm never going to find love. I get that now, honestly just going to quit on the idea of finding someone. It's absolutely pointless and truthfully a huge part in my insecurities. Making it impossible for me to find any self love whatsoever. Saddest part is I'm great in bed I'm not completely ugly and I'm very understanding and honest. But I receive absolutely 0 effort in return. Women are so fast to bash men but do they even look in the mirror? Like bro I just want to feel the love I give others...

Ever want to kill yourself and better yourself at the same time like completely solar opposites living in harmony in my head.

Pkmh my fucking God guys lean... 😘👅😍

I get it universe I'm going to die alone nobody is capable of loving me now skip to me with my 12 senior dogs and the debt please

Officially unlovable no girl ever going to want me I quit

I quit drugs this year and now I want to get high again 😅 (excluding weed I'm a chronic)

Why the fuck do I even keep swiping right? Nobody going to love me